Chapter 268: Searching
Walking out of the village, walking unhurriedly along the dirt road with his feet, until he walked to a small city located about seventy miles away, Xiao Cong found the most luxurious inn in the city as usual and lived with Hongxiang, and went down to the best restaurant in the city that night, breaking the ring and Hongxiang had a great meal, and after nearly three months of hard life in Rinyuan, he finally tasted some sweetness.
Although the small city is not big and not prosperous, the antique atmosphere between the alleys and alleys shows a little small and exquisite charm, peaceful and natural, like a warm harbor, which makes people feel inexplicably close and dependent.
After dinner, Xiao Cong took Hongxiang without any destination in the alleys and pavilions of the ancient city for the first time, under the bright moonlight, on the streets where people come and go, there are few lights, so that there is not much hustle and bustle, even the Qinglou Casino, all with a little ethics and moderation, of course, as long as there are people, human nature is always indispensable, looking at those sorghum gentlemen with the arrogance of evil slaves and those scoundrels who are rampant in the township, even Xiao Cong wants to beat them up, a few mouse droppings, spoiled a pot of soup, a good atmosphere, all let these miscellaneous people be destroyed。
But he still didn't make a move after all, because he knew that there were all kinds of helplessness in this world, not just one that he could control, and these, he had to get used to after all, and now, he had to start learning to get used to it.
Aside from all these things, this is indeed a fascinating place, at least in the dead of night when walking in the long streets and alleys, he can vaguely find some peace of mind, but this is not a place he can stay for long, he knows that there is something he wants, but only a little, not all.
So he didn't stay for a few days, and he left again with Hongxiang. He was still thinking about what it means to be an ordinary person.
City by city, journey after journey, he just took Hongxiang aimlessly wandering between the ancient cities, in order to forget his identity, so that he abandoned the practice, there was no morning class and formation, and there were no more thoughtful trade-offs, some were just a teenager with a little brother, quietly squandering precious time, looking for his direction in a fog, the original thought of suddenly enlightened, just brought him into another labyrinth, he still had to find.
Gradually, Xiao Cong began to learn to let go, maybe it would be more appropriate to call it indulgence, how to say it, maybe he misinterpreted the definition of ordinary people, or maybe he was looking for a release of nature, he learned the appearance of Xingliuyun and "did whatever he wanted" all the way , Seeing something that doesn't go well, whether it's a monk officer and soldier, or a dog fighting people, no matter where he comes from, he goes up and beats him violently, not relying on martial arts, only relying on brute force, and he is comfortable and hearty, on this basis, he intensified, and began to fight the idea of the Immortal Mansion and the Heaven Destroying Sect, of course, there is also the Zhuge family, not only the rudder of the Immortal Mansion and the Heaven Destroying Sect arranged in various ancient cities, but also the organ shops opened by the Zhuge family in various ancient cities, as long as he meets him, he doesn't say much,
After a chicken and dog jump, he must put a fire, anyway, how happy is he now, how to come, go to his mother's ethics, go to his mother's moral flaunting, here in his fourth young master Xiao, it's all fucking fart!
So soon, the news of Xiao Cong, the fourth young master of the Xiao family, reappearing in Xuanzhen, spread again, and the entire Xuanzhen cultivation world was boiling, but with the tragedy of the thirteen Heavenly Realm masters as a lesson from the past, there were not many forces that dared to rashly arrest for a while, and the Zhuge family, which was the most noisy at the beginning, was also silent and contrary to common sense, and honestly and secretly closed some small and medium-sized organ shops, leaving only those who had masters in charge.
Xiao Cong wouldn't believe that the Zhuge family would let him go like this, this family located in one of the top ten desolate ancient families has a deep heritage, even if the people who are still alive now can't compare to the superb skills of those older generations in the peak era, and can't make those godlike and terrifying tricks, but the finished products of the older generation of characters should still be there, those things, not to mention picking up the star realm, even if it is the river crossing realm, Lanyue Realm or even Liyang Realm, if you want to hunt it, it is not a problem, so for the behemoth of the Zhuge family, he still has to guard against it.
In this way, he had a goal in his heart, and he realized that what he thought was an ordinary life was not what he wanted, because there was nothing he cared about in that kind of life, or rather, he would be wrong about the simple life, what is the simple life? care about what he cares about, and strive for what he wants, this is the simple life. What is the suffering of the people in the world, is that really what he cares about? What does he do whatever he wants or is as plain as water, is that really what he wants? I always feel that I understand Xingliuyun very well, and now I find out that he only sees the skin and does not get the deep meaning, Xingliuyun cares about Leng Xiaofeng, so he seems to be so profligate, Xingliuyun cares about his home that acts as the face of the Xuanzhen royal family, so he is quite knowledgeable, Xingliuyun cares about his wonderful life, so it is nondescript, Xingliuyun ...... His inner thoughts have always been right, but in a different way?
So what does he care about now?
Come, put aside those lofty sages and righteousness, think about it carefully like a person at the bottom, Xingliuyun, Leng Xiaofeng, Ouyang Xun, Yuwen Fengdu, and Hongxiang, it turns out that what he really cares about is these, oh, by the way, and himself, if people can't love themselves, how can they love others?
But that kind of love has fallen beyond the limits of what he can understand, how to say it? He always thinks that a person's life should leave some leeway for himself, because people need such a little leeway to enjoy the taste of caring and loving and being loved, maybe this care can rise to forgetting oneself or saying that the two are meaningless sacrifices, loving him is loving himself, but after all, he has not experienced it, so he can't understand it, but all in all, as a person, you really need to understand what you really care about, caring is not a burden, life is like a pool of flowing water,
And it is precisely because of caring that there is a shape, that there is that unique beauty, and this kind of life is worth it. This may be the direction that the Cloud Mirror Fairy said was found in the United States.
What if the catastrophe comes?
Because the catastrophe is coming, do you want to be a walking corpse that only lives first? If you give up your real and colorful life like this, what is the point of living, so you still have to learn from Jiang Caijun, the prodigal son of Deng, to live a heavy and depressed life, and it is better to die happily than to live a heavy and depressed life.
Yes, that's right, self-love, lover, Tiandao Weng has soared, and the Xiao family no longer exists, and all he can care about now is this, so it is still necessary to work hard to improve his cultivation, but that is not the goal, just an auxiliary means, he also has to rely on the improvement of his cultivation to protect these people he cares about, if he can take them through the catastrophe together, it would be even better.
So he finally found a new direction, he used to cultivate for the sake of cultivating, and now he was cultivating to protect those who cared, he felt that he had finally found those things that were faintly lacking, and his life was finally complete. Xiao Cong's life is finally back on track with a different color, although it is still a routine from morning to night as before, but it is no longer barren and desolate, but gradually becoming fuller, temporarily let go of the unattainable things like saving Xuan Zhen, leading the heroic soul and justifying the name of the Xiao family, and return to this real world, whether it is grievances and entanglements, love and hatred, he was finally able to land, and began to enjoy it slowly and down-to-earth.
Maybe these sealed memories will be dispersed one day, but that's for the future, everything in the world has its own laws, flowers bloom in four seasons, and each season is different, or that sentence, what should come will come after all, since it is still in the future, then why is he idle and forced it?
Stupidity!
Since he has decided to return to the embrace of the truth, the matter of standing in line is particularly important, although he has never wanted to get involved in the bad things of the Xuanzhen royal family and the lonely family, but after all, the four of Xingliuyun Leng Xiaofeng Ouyang Xun and Yuwen Grace are standing under the banner of the Xuanzhen Royal, so now he has to occasionally reluctantly stand in the Xuanzhen royal team, and do something to do what he can, even if it is to help himself, it can be regarded as occasionally helping Xingliuyun and a few of them, as for the Xuanshen Royal, it can be regarded as a little light by the way.
It would naturally be better to use the power of the Xuanzhen Royal Emperor to destroy the third-rate strength of the Falling Immortal Mansion, because this not only helped Xingliuyun but also washed away the abuse and humiliation suffered by Hongxiang at the helm of the Luoxian Mansion that day, killing two birds with one stone, it seems to be a good idea.
But to do this, you still have to find Xingliuyun first, this guy is the first young marshal under Xing Guanghao, the head of the four kings, he has great power, he has self-respect, and he is responsible for destroying the Immortal Mansion, and it is a matter of due diligence, and with Xiao Cong's current identity, it is really inconvenient to directly discuss with a high-ranking and powerful steward such as Xing Guanghao, not that he can't, but he can't pull this face, he is the last Xiao family in the Xuanzhen world, and he is hot in the entire Xuanzhen, but he can't be found, in Xing Guanghao's eyes, it is conceivable how much weight it is, and when he is treated differently because of his special status, it is really uncomfortable for him。
Therefore, it is most appropriate to find the Starstream Cloud for this matter.
(End of this chapter) I want to talk about "Magic Book for Respect" with more like-minded people, pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~