He thought of the propaganda committee member of their class, the tall and handsome boy who studied well. Although Deng Ke had little contact with him, he always secretly compared himself to him, and the final result of the comparison was that Deng Ke was inferior to him.

Not only did he study well, but he was also very good at sports, football, basketball, tennis, ...... Proficient in everything. He is not only handsome, but also has a cool personality, rarely speaks, and often sits alone by the window reading a book. The girls were very fond of him and blushed at the sight of him. And the boys don't like him, and they always challenge him twice in three days. Every time he comes, he is not afraid, puts down the book, and can subdue the opponent in three or two strokes. Every time he saw this scene, he was very envious, and at the same time, a nameless fire ignited in his heart. He also wants to fight with this cool man, but he admires him from the bottom of his heart and hopes to be friends with him. But in the end, he didn't approach this boy who was not very approachable, and chose to continue to maintain the status quo.

To this day, Deng Ke still has his blood boiling when he thinks of him, he is unwilling to be left far behind by this classmate in the same class, especially the adoring eyes when he looks at him silently. He's going to surpass him, he's going to be stronger, cooler, and more likable to girls. So he began to hate him, happy to see him scolded by the teacher for fighting, hoping that something bad would happen to him, that it would be bad luck, and that he would disappear from his sight forever. As soon as I saw him being praised and praised, I would be so angry that I would spurt blood when I saw his handsome expressions and movements. Lamp Ke was obsessed all day long, thinking about how he was inferior to him, how he hated all the advantages that he could not find in himself. He dreamed of defeating him and making him admire himself.

Nothing existed in his life, only jealousy and imbalance, and his heart, thoughts, and consciousness were all centered around one person, one person with whom he had not even spoken a few words. He didn't understand how he was inferior to him in anything, how could there be such a person as him in the world! He took out a handkerchief and wanted to wipe his mouth, but when he saw this handkerchief, he seemed to wake up from a big dream. He remembered the mission he still carried, remembered that although he was incompetent, he had always worked hard to take on heavy responsibilities, and although he was not as good as the propaganda committee, he was kind and helpful. He has his own strengths, so why should he be obsessed with the strengths of others and refuse to give up? Isn't it better to make good things better? Why do you have to go to great lengths to destroy them? Can this really make you taller? Or can you only make yourself shorter?

In fact, in the face of the strong, blind jealousy can never bring the results you want, only through your own continuous efforts to learn, it is possible to approach or even surpass the strong, so that you can also become a strong. Thinking of this, Deng Kejiu's frowning brows finally relaxed, he felt that his mood was getting more and more relaxed, and his body was not as heavy as when he first came. He tucked his handkerchief and looked ahead, and the pink flowers were gone, and a gray city stood in front of him.

"There's the Mountain of Pain ahead, isn't it?"

"Yes!" said Amellie, affectionately. She didn't rejoice that the lantern had passed the mountain, as she had done the previous times. Deng Ke felt that she must be too tired.

"Amelie, you must be tired, right? I'll just cross the two mountains by myself, and you don't have to accompany me anymore. ”

"I'm tired. Amelie said, "My heart is so tired, too tired. She flew down and landed beside the lamp. "Dengke, when I crossed the first three mountains, in order to help you, I exhausted my energy to break into your consciousness and remind you not to lose yourself, so that I finally helped you over. But I also found that you don't have me in your heart. I'm really glad I saw that you passed the Jealousy Mountain by yourself without my help, and it's time for me to leave. ”

"Amelie......" Dengke felt very sad, it turned out that Amelie knew everything.

"Don't, don't say it again. Amelie had tears in her eyes. "I'll give you this pen before I go. Just write what you want to say to the girl in the palm of your hand, and then write her name later, and those words will appear in her palm wherever she is. Don't you miss her very much? Amelie handed the pen to the lamp, spread her wings and flew into the sky.

"Yes...... But where are you going?" asked Deng Ke uneasily.

"Go home. Amelie said.

"Don't! the Island King will kill you!" Lan Ke discouraged.

"No, don't forget I'm an elf. Amelie waved her hand at the end, "Remember, you must think more about happy things when crossing the Mountain of Pain!" she shouted as she flew away.

"Amelie!" Lamp Ke burst into tears, and he had an indescribable feeling in his heart. Now that he is without Amelie's company, it is like something is missing, and it is difficult to even move forward. He looked at the pen Emily had left behind, sighed, and slipped it in his pocket. Then he walked alone towards the Mountain of Pain.

The whole hill is a city, with two huge gray pillars standing at the edge of the city, and the city is full of smoke and people walking. Deng Ke looked at them and found that their faces were pale, their expressions were painful, and they were all skinny and listless. He ignored it and walked on, and when he came to the door of a house, he saw a large number of people gathered there, and he stopped and saw curiously that a man was being carried out of the house, wrapped in a white cloth. He got a little closer, trying to see what was going on. A man in a black suit uncovered the white cloth, inspected it, and then covered it again. Then the people wept bitterly. Deng Ke couldn't believe his eyes, he clearly saw that the person who was confirmed dead was Aunt Hua, who raised him since childhood. He rushed through the crowd to the deceased, and with trembling hands, he lifted the white cloth again. Aunt Hua's haggard face was revealed, and Deng Ke was so grief-stricken that he hugged Aunt Hua's body and cried bitterly. People came to comfort him and wanted to pull him away, but he clung to the body and didn't let go, and he couldn't let Aunt Hua leave no matter what. In his eyes, Aunt Hua is his mother, the mother who loves him the most in this world!

Eventually, the lamp was forcibly pulled away, and he watched Aunt Hua leave him. At the moment when Aunt Hua completely disappeared, Deng Ke fainted in pain.

When he woke up, he was already lying in the hospital. The doctor told him that he was terminally ill and would not live for a few days. Deng Ke looked at the doctor in surprise, he couldn't believe it, but could the doctor's words be fake? He suddenly fell into the abyss of pain, he lay on the bed and began to wait for death to come, but he was not willing to die like this, he was still so young, there were still many things to do, he had not gone to college, he had not joined the workforce, he had not married and had children.

As soon as he thought of getting married, Deng Ke thought of mute again. He's going to leave her forever, what if she knew? What is she doing now? How nice it would be if she could see her now, if she still loves her and can accompany her through the last part of her life, then there will be no regrets. Dengke was much happier, but soon he became sad again. He didn't want Shizun to see him as he was, he would rather die quietly than leave Shizune with a little sadness. After thinking about it, he decided to say a few last words to Shizun when he was dying. He took out his pen, took off the cap, and after a few minutes of careful consideration, wrote in the palm of his hand:

"Hello Mute, I'm Dengke. Don't worry, it's a gift from an elf, and I'm finally able to talk to you again. I'm still not sure if you'll actually see it, and I don't know if you'll be able to reply to me if you see it. I just want to tell you,...... I miss you. ”

When Deng Ke wrote a sentence, the word disappeared, and it was not until the last sentence disappeared in the palm of his hand that he solemnly wrote the three words birch mute. The words disappeared, and Lamp's heart began to beat faster, and he anxiously waited for Mute's answer, uneasily guessing Shige's reaction when he saw it. After an unbearable wait, a muted response finally came. (To be continued.) )