Chapter Fifty-Eight: Awakening from a Dream
"Si Hengjin. Li Shuoxi, who was asleep, shouted Si Hengjin's name, and then woke up from his dream. Li Shuoxi touched her beating heart, gasping for breath, and when her mood finally stabilized, she began to look at the simple furnishings around her.
She found herself in a hospital, surrounded by medical equipment, but looking at the dΓ©cor of the room, it looked like she was at home. At this moment, the door suddenly opened, and a foreign woman with black hair and blue eyes walked in, looking amorous and charming.
After the woman came in, she saw Li Shuoxi awake, and immediately walked up to Li Shuoxi and asked in fluent Chinese: "How are you?" β
Li Shuoxi didn't answer her words, and asked, "What about the boy who was with me?"
The woman looked at her like this, and asked Si Hengjin raised her eyebrows and smiled at her and said, "Looking at the way you look now, is there probably nothing wrong with that?" The boy is in the room next to you, there is no problem, but he hasn't woken up yet. β
Li Shuoxi tried hard to sit up and said, "Can I go and see him?" The woman pressed her body and said, "Hey, you forget it, even if you wake up, you need to have a good rest! β
Seeing that this person was unwilling to help himself, and he couldn't go alone now, Li Shuoxi had to give up this idea. Lying back on the bed, her thoughts drifted to when she was injured that day, Si Hengjin helped her block most of the attacks, so that in the end he exhausted all his strength, and now her ears are still Si Hengjin's soft comfort: "Shuoxi, don't be afraid." I'm here. The voice in her ears coincided with the voice in her dream, she was a fool before she was sure of her mind, she hated Qin Lie until she died in her previous life, in front of herself who had lost ten years of normal human emotions, Qin Lie and Su Baoqin used their ignorance to blur the matter of love, they never thought about their true love, and they never understood true love in their previous life, so in this life she explained all her unnaturalness as gratitude, and hid her heart in the bottom of her heart that was difficult to explain.
And just after having a clear understanding, all emotions can no longer be controlled like a river bursting its banks, and all throbbing has a clear purpose, possession, telling, and acting. It is now that Li Shuoxi understands what true love is.
In fact, now that I think about it, Si Hengjin seems to have known it for a long time, and he has been trying hard to make himself realize what true love is.
After a few more days, Li Shuoxi was finally able to get out of bed and move by herself, the first thing she did when she got out of bed was to run to the next ward, and Si Hengjin still didn't wake up after so long. Li Shuoxi sat on the edge of his bed and looked pale and weak.
She felt barren and helpless in her heart, he was just in a coma for a few days, thinking about the ten years that she was asleep, Si Hengjin guarded herself every day with this mood, and her heart was like a big net gradually tightening.
Li Shuoxi wanted to say something to him, but she didn't know why she couldn't say a word now, and after thinking about it again, she still said a word: "Si Hengjin, I miss you so much." β
This sentence was the most longing wish in her mind when she was imprisoned by Yu Ying, at that time she was full of Si Hengjin, and at that time she was really not completely sure that she would be able to get out of there alive, and later the moment she saw Si Hengjin in the warehouse, she also wanted to say it, but the situation at that time did not allow her to say more, and she dragged it to this point after delay.
In fact, now she is very afraid that all this in front of her is a dream, and after waking up from the dream, she will return to the previous darkness and helplessness, and she sometimes calms down and thinks if there is no Si Hengjin in this life. I will end up on that path.
It is estimated that the day when revenge is successful will be the end of my life! In fact, she has always thought that the previous life caused everything actually has her own reasons, she is ruthless Qin Lie, Su Baoqin, and even more ruthless herself, if it weren't for the stupidity of her previous life, Mom, Xiaoli, and even Si Hengjin, who had never met in the previous life, would not be affected by herself, and she has always thought that if those people can live, she also hopes that she has never met herself, so she also thinks that only her own death is the best answer to them, and it is also a relief for herself.
In fact, she has been struggling with this kind of self-blame, but the appearance of Si Hengjin is also a kind of redemption for me, he pulled himself out of the swamp of pain and despair, and gave himself a precious light shining into the dark days.
Thinking of Li Shuoxi pinching his sheets with both hands, he lowered his head and prayed, "Please, wake up quickly, okay." β
Si Hengjin was already in a half-asleep state, he heard what Li Shuoxi said to him, he had a little bad intentions, and wanted to hear more words like thinking about himself from her mouth, he liked Li Shuoxi to say this, so he loved him without scruples, but he knew Li Shuoxi's character very well She never understood what love was, and the lack of young experience made her have some problems in her emotional perception, she couldn't understand true love, which is also something she has been trying to make her understand, only by letting her learn these can she really untie the knot in her heart, and let her understand that people can always give their lives for love, not for profit, not for gratitude, but to receive these heavy love will also live with the expectations of these people.
He didn't expect that just because of such a thing, Li Shuoxi learned to face his emotions clearly, and he was a blessing in disguise.
But seeing that Li Shuoxi's mood was getting lower and lower, he couldn't pretend anymore, so he immediately tried to open his eyes peeking at Li Shuoxi, restrained his irrepressible joy, and weakly raised his hand and touched Li Shuoxi's head.
Li Shuoxi had her head down, but suddenly felt that someone was touching her head, and she quickly raised her head to see Si Hengjin looking at her and smiling slightly.
Li Shuoxi remembered that Si Hengjin was full of injuries, so he didn't dare to touch Si Hengjin casually for a while, his two hands stopped in the air in a panic, but his voice trembled and said, "You wake up, are you uncomfortable, I'll help you find a doctor." β
Si Hengjin looked at Li Shuoxi, who disappeared as soon as he slipped through the smoke, wondering why things didn't develop towards his imagination, in his likeness, Li Shuoxi didn't hold himself reluctantly, and then cried and told his love for himself? And there is a nurse bell here, why did she run outside to find someone, Si Hengjin was still thinking about what she did wrong, so that there was a problem with the way she opened, and she could also pay attention to her expression management when she woke up, and tried her best to make herself show tenderness and fragility, and she needed the care of others. Could it be that I hurt my face in the fight, and now I don't look as good as before. No, Li Shuoxi is very satisfied with his face!
Si Hengjin was still self-doubting, the doctor came in, but Si Hengjin didn't see the familiar figure, the female doctor noticed Si Hengjin's kind reminder: "Miss Li just went to the toilet." β
Si Hengjin's eyes darkened a little when he looked at her, and said, "You are a big person." Liu Nian heard his temptation and said, "Yes, but my boss doesn't seem to know that I'm her person." These words made Si Hengjin helpless, it is estimated that Li Shuoxi regarded this person as his person in her heart, although she knew that Wang Yijie and the Bai family sisters were not as embarrassed and incompetent as rumored by the outside world, but they also far underestimated Wang Yijie's ability.
After the doctor's examination, he told Si Hengjin a few words and left, at this time Li Shuoxi also walked in, Li Shuoxi looked the same as usual when he came in, sat next to Si Hengjin and looked at Si Hengjin and said, "When will we go back." β