Chapter 259: Never Moved
[Friendly reminder that this chapter will be a little abusive.,The kind that is more abusive than the chapter where I was found to be with the ninth sister.,This time it's going to abuse the male owner!] (I don't know why, but suddenly I'm so happy)]
Since the unhappy disappointment on the channel of "The Great Celebration of Songs", Yoon Chanwoo has never said a word to Sasha Minato and sent a message once. This time is different from the last time when the two of them were simply a cold war, and this time I am afraid it is the rhythm of the imminent breakup. Although Yin Canyou was prepared, when he thought that his underground love affair that had only lasted for more than three months, and that the underground love that came in a hurry and ended hastily would end without a problem, he only felt a burst of gloom in his heart.
After all, things like "cheating" are not something that can be easily forgiven, and the girlfriend is still a girl like Sasha Minatozaki, who seems to be gentle but is actually very individual, and has a clear love and hate............ Yoon Chan-woo felt that the possibility of reconciliation between the two was lower than Park so-young's abandonment of his thoughts.
"Is it okay today? Come out and see you."
Finally squeezed out a little time in the busy schedule, and was able to match the time of Sasha Minatosaki, Yoon Chanwoo sent a message to Sasha Minato on Kakao&bsp&BSPtalk that he wanted to ask her out to talk about the meaning.
"Hmm"
Although it wasn't a second back, Sasha Minato replied to Yin Canyou very quickly, if nothing like that happened, just looking at the content of the chat, maybe this would be another secret date between Yin Canyou and Sasha Minatosaki.
"Three o'clock in the afternoon, the Golden Tavern, you know...... It's a little more hidden there."
"Hmm"
After Sasha Minato replied to him, Yoon Chanwoo typed in the chat box with great difficulty, his fingers trembled slightly and clicked to send, and then he turned off the screen, looking at the navy blue beret that Sasha Minato bought for her hanging on the coat rack, his eyes were blank and he didn't speak.
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Yin Canyou came to the Jin Family Tavern early to wait, as usual, in the corner, there was a bottle of opened soju on the table, and a glass containing half a glass of wine. Although he used wine to drown his sorrows, Yin Canyou still poured them into his mouth one after another. Obviously, in the small space, the surroundings are in full swing, lively and extraordinary, talking and laughing, but when he comes to Yin Canyou, he looks very bleak and sad, and the surrounding atmosphere is completely incompatible, and he is clearly a person from two worlds.
Just when Yin Canyou was about to finish drinking a bottle of soju and was about to ask the boss for another bottle, the bell to open the door rang at this time, and Yin Canyou subconsciously raised his eyes to see that Saxia Minato Saki was wearing a black cap and a gray-black plaid windbreaker and walked in, so simple that it made people feel a little gloomy.
Yoon Chanwoo pursed his lips, got up from the chair and beckoned to Sasha Minato, and among the crowd of people who bowed their heads and drank shochu and ate barbecue, they immediately saw Yin Chanyou, who was standing up, and waved his hand without responding, Sasha Minato pulled his cap and walked silently to the corner where Yoon Chanwoo was.
Seeing this, a trace of gloom flashed in Yin Canyou's eyes, and then he put down his hand and slowly sat back in his seat.
Sasha Minato walked over and saw the shochu and wine glasses on the table in front of Yoon Chan-woo, but did not speak, first sat down and then did not speak, as if he was ready to wait for Yoon Chan-woo to speak first.
Yin Canyou put his palm on his thigh uncomfortably, and made a few commotions as if he was grasping the ground, and then cautiously raised his head to look at Sasha Minato, who was blocked by the cap on the upper half of his face, and only saw the lips that were not smiling underneath, and said to her after hesitating for a while
“…… It's my fault."
"Actually...... It has nothing to do with so-young, at that time she was sad and cried because of the matter of Chung Hyun's predecessor, I ...... I comforted her that it was just the two of us at that time, so ...... So I didn't have too many scruples, so that I ...... Can't help but ............"
In the end, Yin Chanyou's voice became smaller and smaller, and he didn't dare to look at the eyes of Sasha Minato again, because he was afraid that his guilty expression would be seen, and his heart would be even more uncomfortable.
"Can't help it? You're distressed, aren't you? ”
Kim Jong-hyun's death has made a big fuss in the entertainment industry, and Sasha Minato naturally knows about it, and of course she knows that red&bsp&bspvelvet, who is a direct junior, has been depressed and sad, because Lin Nalian often goes to the waiting room to comfort Kim Ye-rin, so Sasha Minato doesn't think that Park so-young cried in front of Yoon Chan-woo that she was deliberately trying to gain sympathy to hook up with Yoon Chan-woo.
“…… Yes"
Yin Canyou replied in a muffled voice with his head down.
"I feel so distressed that I don't refuse her hugs, I don't refuse her kisses?!"
"At the time... It's not .........."
"Nothing! You didn't push away when Joy hugged you, and you didn't dodge when she put it on your mouth, did you have such contact before, that's why you responded so naturally at that time?"
Seeing that Yin Chanyou wanted to explain and refute, Sasha Minato didn't give him a chance to press step by step, and the cap couldn't stop her sharp eyes at this time.
But Yoon Chanwoo was shocked by Sasha Minato's sharp and straightforward words, this was the first time he had seen Sasha Minato so aggressive, like a rose with thorns all over her body. Then he couldn't help but panic, Yin Canyou didn't expect Sasha Minato to think so deeply, and he suspected that he and Park Xiurong had actually had a "personal relationship" for a long time.
"Not what you think......"
"Do you remember the day we met in the AA backend channel? The lipstick mark on your ear, you said it was accidentally got by the makeup artist when she was applying makeup, but I happened to bump into Joy that day, and the lipstick on her lips is the same as the one on your ear."
Sasha Minato calmly threw a bomb that made Yoon Chanwoo feel like a bolt from the blue, and a trace of hatred flashed in his eyes, but he didn't expect that at such a time, Yoon Chanwoo still wanted to continue to hide from her, and lied to her repeatedly, and couldn't help but be extremely disappointed in Yoon Chanwoo, so that the next words became more and more undisguised and reprimanded and confessed.
"You know what? You explained that day, although I knew that there were many loopholes, but in order to verify the guess in my heart, I said that I believed you to comfort you, let you relax your vigilance, and then I went to hug you, and the smell of perfume on your body confirmed my suspicions, and your relationship with joy is definitely not simple"
If Yin Canyou was shocked by Sasha Minatosaki's fiery eyes just now, now he feels sincerely stunned and betrayed by Sasha Minatosaki's action of hugging him at the beginning, and there is a sense of betrayal, and there is a bit of sadness of being in the same bed and having different dreams.
Seeing that Yin Canyou lowered his head and didn't speak, thinking that he felt guilty and ashamed because he had said it, Sasha Minato felt even more uncomfortable, but he didn't want to put himself in the perspective of the victim, so he didn't let go of his mouth because of this, and became more and more tough and ruthless.
"I'm very disappointed, quite disappointed, obviously when I confessed that I liked me for three years, and now I have changed my mind after only three months of falling in love, is your heart really only pretending to be me?"
"To be honest, I regretted it when I agreed in a daze, I should make it clear, it's not right to be together like this even though one party doesn't like it, maybe we continued to be friends at the beginning, and now this kind of thing won't happen"
Things have developed to this point, coupled with the conversation when Park Xiurong found her that day, Sasha Minato felt that it was better to separate from Yoon Chan-woo, which was a relief for both her and Yoon Chan-woo.
And just now, I also wanted to pave the way for the next breakup, but I didn't notice that there was anything wrong with my words, but I saw Yin Canyou raise his head suddenly, looking at her with a pair of eyes in shock, and disbelief written on his face.
"No...... Don't like it? saa you ...... You've never liked me?! Then why are you accepting my ............"
Yoon Chanwoo stared straight at Sasha Minatosaki, trying to find an answer, and his memory involuntarily returned to the rooftop of the Marina Bay Sands Hotel in Singapore, and his sincere confession to Sasha Minatosaki
"I want to be with you, I want to be with you! I will dream of you, and my diary has your name on many pages and days, and I like you so much. Every minute, every second! ”
"I ...... I...... I don't know how to do it...... One...... Girlfriend ......, I can't ......"
"I ...... I haven't been anyone else's boyfriend either! But...... But I'll try to do it well, and I'll manage this relationship well."
"I promise, I won't let you regret your decision today! Absolute! ”
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Recalling this, Yin Canyou couldn't help but wake up to the fact that Sasha Minato had never really agreed to him, and it was his wishful thinking that she accepted her confession!
It turns out that the clown has always been himself, and he has always been deceiving himself, and Sasha Minato Sayaki is just playing tricks on himself............
The more Yin Canyou thought about it, the more he hurt it, the more he thought about it, the more painful it became, his hands couldn't help but clench his fists tightly, and his body trembled slightly unconsciously because of the excitement of emotion.
If he said that he was sad and disheartened when he did the thing that Sasha Minato would mention breaking up before he came, but now that he understands that Sasha Minato didn't like him at all, Yin Canyou is completely heartbroken, and then he is full of grief and anger.
"Original...... It turns out that I've always been reluctant, but ...... But why are you willing to act with me, and you don't choose to make it clear! Isn't it fun to look at me who has been giving my heart?! ”
Yin Canyou's voice trembled, gritting his teeth stubbornly, his emotions sounded a little uncontrollable, as if he was enduring his heartache, and as if he was venting his resentment The grief in Yin Canyou's eyes flickered, making Sasha Minatosaki on the other side suddenly feel as if he shouldn't just say it so bluntly for himself.
"Responding to my hugs and kisses, worrying about finding a secret date and place together, trying to reconcile because of a Cold War quarrel, and always making me feel very real and happy about falling in love with SAA"
"But why do you say such cruel words and do such cruel things!"
"If you say...... The SAA thinks that I have changed my mind, so I feel betrayed and think that I am at fault, so what kind of crime should you be guilty of if you have never been tempted by me, but you have been playing with my sincerity? ”