Chapter 137: Xing'er's Helplessness [First Update]
Yinxin lowered his head, and no one saw his rapidly changing face. She always thought that among all of them, only Xing'er was the most pure, even if she knew that Xing'er liked Feng Xueran, she didn't have any superfluous thoughts, after all, Feng Xueran was Fengxue Ran, they hadn't gotten married, and now she, so to speak, didn't have the right to ask him about it, so she was the only one in Feng Xueran's heart, which also made her feel a little relieved. But according to today's point of view, Xing'er doesn't seem to be such a simple person, all along, she may think that others are too simple.
Taking a deep breath, just as she was about to look up, she suddenly noticed a warm feeling penetrating into her palm, and at the same time, a lovely voice sounded in her ears.
"Sister Silverheart, are you uncomfortable?"
Yinxin smiled and said meaningfully: "I'm fine, I can't be better." Star Princess, too, is fine. ”
"Sister Yinxin, you can call me Xing'er, since I left that palace with An Zixuan, I am no longer a princess. Moreover, Sister Silverheart, for me, the identity of the Star Princess will only bring me trouble, and it is of no use at all. ”
Yinxin's heart sank, Xing'er's words were extremely bland, but in her ears, it was not like that. It's not a princess, what is it? Is it a wife? The identity of a princess is useless, so what kind of identity is useful? Yinxin wanted to ask like this, but there are some things that he just knows in his heart, and if he declares it, then many things will not be so easy to deal with, for example, the things in front of him.
But unfortunately, Yinxin doesn't want to say it, it doesn't mean that Xing'er doesn't want to say it either.
"Sister Silverheart, I know what you're thinking. That's right, I like Brother Xueran, and I like him from the first time I see him. Sister Yinxin, do you know, I've always wondered if Brother Xue Ran met me first, then Brother Xue Ran would have fallen in love with me? Sometimes I even think that if it weren't for you, then Brother Xue Ran would have fallen in love with me. This thought lingered in my heart for a long, long time, until it became my inner demon. Do you know why my cultivation is progressing so slowly? That's why. ”
Looking at Xing'er's bitter little face, Yinxin couldn't say a word. What can she say? She can't say anything. Feng Xue Ran is his lover, Xing'er is his friend, not to mention, there is also a Feng Xue Ran in the middle. Xing'er didn't do anything wrong, she just fell in love with someone. As for Xing'er's inner demon, it is just a inner demon, Xing'er has never taken action, and this time, if Xing'er hadn't rescued him, I'm afraid they would never have been lucky.
In fact, as long as Xing'er grasps a scale, it is not so difficult to make Yinxin disappear silently. However, Xing'er did not do so.
"Why?"
A thousand words, in the end, only these three words were convergated. Why do you want to save me? Why do you want to let me go? Why do you expose yourself in front of our eyes? Why do you want to watch the wind and snow burn and get hurt? Why do you love him but watch him hurt and do nothing? Why hide yourself? Why do you ......
Why? It's a hard question to answer because there are so many answers. But in Xing'er's eyes, only one answer is enough.
"Because I don't have a choice. ”
Xing'er's answer was expected by Yinxin, and it was also unexpected. However, there is no choice? This answer is too general, if you are an ordinary person, you will definitely not be able to guess what Xing'er means, but Yinxin knows, and still knows very clearly.
The turmoil of the royal family of the Jin Kingdom has been continuing. In that cold and luxurious palace with only interests, it is difficult for a girl to survive, even if her identity is a princess. Falling in love with Feng Xueran was unexpected by her, but falling in love is falling in love, and if you fall in love, you will fight for it. But unexpectedly, by the time she found him, there was already a perfect girl by his side.
What can her sweetheart do when she has a lover? Day and night watching her loved one and other girls talk to me, that kind of pain is not something ordinary people can bear. Xing'er, she's really strong.
Several people silently stood by Feng Xueran's side, waiting for him to wake up. Xing'er's matter, they didn't ask, in their minds, since Xing'er was exposed in public, then they already had a plan, and it was only a matter of time before they knew it or not. Even a few people who are interested in the decision to work together will wait until Feng Xueran wakes up and then talk about other things.
In this small team, Feng Xueran may not be the highest in cultivation, nor the most prominent in his family, it can be said that he is the most ordinary of several people, but such a person can support the burden that only the soul of the team can support. What's more, several people always believe that in the matter of Xing'er, the most vocal one is undoubtedly Feng Xueran. And because of this, they should wait until Feng Xueyan wakes up.
The silent night is the best time to tell some little secrets, and the wind and snow are just under the light of the cold moonlight in the sky, and they wake up. After an early period of concern, several people finally got the topic on track.
"Xing'er, there are some things, I think, do you want to explain. Of course, if you don't want to say it, we won't give you anything, after all, it's your freedom. ”
Feng Xueran looked at Xing'er very complicatedly, he had already paid attention to Xing'er's abnormality, but at that time, nothing special happened, so he didn't say anything. At that time in the Mayan Mountains, he was also a little strange about what happened to them later, but because it was Xing'er who saved them, he didn't pay too much attention to it. Now that I think about it, if I had understood it at that time, I wouldn't have guessed among my friends now.
"What do you want to know?" ......Xing'er glanced at everyone in a circle around the fire and chuckled, "You want to know, I can probably guess it." Originally, I was going to make it clear to you. After all, it's a very uncomfortable thing to have something hidden in your heart. ”
As she spoke, Xing'er gently lifted a strand of hair, pinched it in her hand, and slowly began to tell her story......
It turned out that Xing'er had been loved by her father since she was a child, that is, the Emperor of the Jin Kingdom, and when she was very young, her father arranged a very powerful bodyguard for her. The existence of this bodyguard is unknown to no one except Xing'er and her father. Even her closest royal brother, the crown prince Jin Motong, didn't know.
That time, Xing'er and Feng Xueran met for the first time because Xing'er felt that the palace was too stuffy and wanted to go out for a walk. At that time, her father noticed Jin Motong's abnormality, so he didn't think much about it, and agreed to her going out. Unexpectedly, as soon as Xing'er left the palace, he met Feng Xueran.
They were able to escape the snowstorm in the Mayan Mountains because the bodyguard sent by Xing'er saved them. It is worth mentioning that Xing'er's bodyguard has been around Fengxueran, but he doesn't know it.
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