Chapter 118: Illusion
"Uh, where is this?"
Li Hao woke up slowly, opened his eyes, and only felt that everything in front of him was extremely familiar.
A cozy room, a fluffy bed, and a burst of rich fragrance that pours into your nose. Everything in front of him brought back bits and pieces of memories in his mind, and it felt very unreal to him.
"My favorite fried pork with shaved shavings!"
Shrugging his nose, Li Hao finally remembered the origin of the fragrance, and was stunned for a moment.
He got up slowly, pushed open the door, and walked down the hallway that was so familiar that it was carved into the depths of his bones to a small room.
The smell came from there, and there was a faint sound of firewood cracking from there.
He stood in front of the door, his arm trembling, silent for a long time, and finally pushed it away.
Looking at the scene in front of him, his eyes instantly turned red, his whole body trembled uncontrollably, and he almost collapsed. Two lines of hot tears poured out of his eyes, rolled down his cheeks, and fell into the corners of his mouth, bitter and astringent, but there was a different kind of sweetness, which made him sob.
"Mother..."
A gentle woman was sitting in front of the stove and fiddling with firewood. As if sensing something, she turned her head and revealed a moving face, similar to Li Hao.
"Hao'er, why did you get up so early. ”
"Why are you still crying, who bullied you?"
When the woman saw Li Hao standing at the door with blurred tears in her eyes, she immediately panicked, and she couldn't care about the food on the stove, so she stepped forward quickly and stretched out her warm palm to help him wipe away her tears.
"Mother, I miss you!"
Li Hao felt the warmth on his face, looked at her doting face, and suddenly couldn't hold back anymore, hugged her and cried.
At this moment, he is not the apprentice of a demon master, nor the sect master of Xingfeng, nor is he a cultivator who goes against the sky. He was just a child, a child who longed for parental care all the time.
He cried hoarsely, trembling all over his body, only feeling that there were endless thoughts and endless unwillingness in his heart, and only by falling into that warm embrace could he vent it fiercely.
"Okay, okay, what a person, I'm still crying, I'm not ashamed!"
Although the woman said this, she still gently stretched out her hands, hugged him tightly in her arms, and patted him on the back continuously.
At ten o'clock in the afternoon, in a living room that is not very spacious.
A middle-aged man, a beautiful woman, and a child of fifteen or sixteen years old sat around a square table and enjoyed a hearty lunch.
Four dishes and one soup, all of which are his favorites, exude a rich fragrance.
The woman's face was happy, and she kept sandwiching the dishes between the two, watching them gobble up, and the corners of her mouth were hooked, revealing a satisfied smile.
"Since Hao'er went to Huangling City, how long has it been since our family of three had dinner together?" the woman looked at Li Hao, her eyes were full of love and longing, no matter what, she couldn't get enough of it.
"Haha, Hao'er is not only our family's treasure now, but also the treasure of Huangling City. Don't you know, several families in the entire Huangling City are almost fighting for Hao'er, and they all want Hao'er to enter their family!" The middle-aged man, Li Hao's father, said with pride on his face.
"Our son is the best, of course he will be grabbed by others. A trace of reluctance flashed in the woman's eyes, but she still couldn't stop praising him, desperately holding the dishes for him, and she didn't even notice that the rice bowl was full.
"Well, that's right. Zhou Ming, that is, the head of the Zhou family in Huangling, has agreed to marry the daughter of the Zhou family to Hao'er as his daughter-in-law, and when they are eighteen years old, they can get married. Maybe it won't be long before you can hold your grandson!" said the middle-aged man, who was very excited, with a smile in his eyes, to the woman.
"Really? It's great, it's great. Hao'er has grown up, and it is time to marry a wife, I have been looking forward to this day for a long time!" the woman heard this, and suddenly her eyes bent into crescent moons, and there was an excited smile on her face.
"On this day, I was angry that my father forced me to arrange a marriage, and I went to the Great Wilderness Mountain despite the dissuasion, and everything changed..."
Li Hao buried his head in eating vegetables, listening to the laughter of his father and mother, and suddenly felt uncomfortable in his heart.
At that time, he was young and frivolous, and it was difficult for him to understand his parents' thoughts. They only wanted to arrange a marriage for him because they felt lonely when they left.
In their hearts, they simply thought that as long as they became a family, they could officially live in Huangling, and even be able to connect them to the city, and the family could live happily together.
They just want to be able to see him every day.
They're just missing them all day long because they don't have them.
They're just because they love him too much.
Why, why did I only have resentment and anger in my heart at the beginning, but I never understood this feeling?
This kind of love that has gone deep into the bone marrow, a love that is difficult to give up at any time?
Li Hao's heart was churning, and he only felt as if someone was holding a knife and constantly slashing through his heart, there was a heart-rending pain, a heart-wrenching pain, which made him breathless.
Suddenly, his vision blurred, and the scene in front of him changed rapidly.
The smile on the face of my father and mother quickly dissipated and turned into a heavy pain.
My father sat with gray hair all night and sat dejectedly, and my mother's eyes were blurred with tears and her body trembled violently. And he, with his eyes closed, lay on the bed with a pale face.
"Hao'er, my Hao'er!"
Vaguely, he seemed to hear his mother's cry, sadness, pain, helplessness, remorse, and all kinds of thoughts came into his mind with the painful cry.
At that moment, he thought about it a lot, and he finally knew how deep that feeling was.
That is a kind of heavy that would rather exchange his life for the peace of the other party, such as the sky, like the mountains, such as **, vast and boundless.
"This is the moment when I lost consciousness after being possessed by the demon master!"
"My father sold everything he had in the family to treat me, but he got nothing, and my hair turned gray overnight. ”
"My mother watched over me all day long, hoping that I would wake up, and I almost cried blind. ”
Li Hao's body trembled, wanting to reach out and feel his mother's warm embrace again, but he didn't have a chance.
The picture is blurry, changing again and again.
Li Hao found himself deep in a sea of blood, and a demon on the opposite side had a strange face, holding a gourd and shaking it quickly.
A strange mist burst out of the gourd, quickly turning into a picture.
Inside, a man was lying on the bed with a pale face, and a woman was wiping his body.
"This is, my father and mother were coerced by the Wei family and broke my father's limbs..."
Staring closely at the two people in the picture, Li Hao's body trembled and wanted to step forward, but he found that no matter what, it was difficult for him to touch them.
"Bang!"
There was a violent explosion.
The two figures suddenly exploded, dissipating and invisible in an instant, and there was nothing left!
"No, don't!"
Li Hao's heart was shocked, and he only felt that at that moment, his heart shattered with the explosion of the picture.
"Why, why should I go through it again!"
"Why, why should I suffer again!"
Li Hao's eyes suddenly became dark, and he roared hard, punching at the void in front of him.
Suddenly, the void flickered, and a slender figure appeared. It was a very beautiful woman, with a pair of big eyes bright and dazzling, revealing deep attachment and admiration, looking at him deeply.
"Badass, I'm homesick, my mother called me"
"Scoundrel, we can't be together anymore!"
"Scoundrel, I'm leaving..."
The girl's mouth opened lightly, with a look of reluctance. She quickly recoiled, and in the blink of an eye she was far, far away.
"Don't, Ling'er, don't leave me!"
Li Hao's face turned pale, and he quickly stepped forward, desperately chasing after her, trying to grab her hand. However, the two seem to be in two different worlds, and it is difficult to touch at all.
He watched Ling'er quickly disappear in front of him, and finally collapsed, slumped weakly on the ground, and fell into darkness.
How long has it been? thousands, 10,000 years, or millions of years?
In a dark corner, Li Hao was squatting with his head in his hands, his whole body was cold, and he seemed to have no breath of life.
"Do you hate? hate this world and deprive your parents of their love for you?"
"Do you hate? hate this world and take away your lover's love for you?"
"Do you hate? hate all the people and stop you from going after them?"
Faintly, Li Hao seemed to hear a voice asking.
He couldn't find out who made the sound, and he didn't want to find out. His world was dark, with no parents, no lovers, no hope. He just wanted to be so dark forever.
"Do you love this wilderness, love your parents and relatives?"
"Do you love, love this world, love your friends and lovers?"
"Do you love, love all people, love your brothers and sisters?"
The voice resurfaced, and seemed to emit a little light, like a candle flame, swaying from side to side in the darkness.
In Li Hao's mind, there was darkness, and at this moment, pieces of broken pictures suddenly appeared: everything in the Huangling Mountains, everything in the Great Barren Mountain, and everything in the Insight Sect. In the picture, there are mothers, fathers, relatives and friends, enemies and opponents, Chen Yifei, Chen Yinuo, Ying Chang, Ying Feng, Yue Xiangming, Xiao Feibao, Ji Junyi, and Ling'er.
Countless pictures, countless figures, constantly rising and falling in his mind, gradually wrapped around the candlelight.
There, there was a little bit of warmth, very warm, very soft.
In this silent world, it is bright and dazzling.
Li Hao slowly stood up, subconsciously moved forward, and walked towards the candlelight.
Along the way, he seemed to hear laughter and see faces.
They appeared beside him, smiling at him, or pulling him, or pushing him, pushing him quickly towards the light.
As if sensing something, he subconsciously turned his head.
A middle-aged man stood with his head held high, with a touch of reluctance on his face, and beside him, a beautiful woman waved her hand at him, showing a moving smile, looking at him, her lips opening and closing, as if to say something.
With the help of everyone, Li Hao finally stepped into that light, only to feel that his eyes lit up, and his whole body suddenly became warm.
At that moment, he finally remembered what the voice said, and his eyes burst into tears.
"Hao'er, live well!"
"We've always been in your heart!"
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