Chapter 363: It's Like a Dream
Wen Jiu was stunned for a long time before he came back to his senses.
She sank her face and said unhappily, "It's very infuriating for you to make such a joke. ”
Lu Jing lowered his eyes slightly and didn't dare to look at her, clasping his hands tightly, otherwise he was afraid that she would be found shaking uncontrollably with her fingertips.
"I'm not kidding." He pretended to be calm.
Wen Jiu stared at him.
It can be seen that he is really not joking.
But she also didn't want to believe that the two of them were so good that they were suddenly going to divorce.
She asked tentatively, "What plan do you have to ask me to cooperate with you, so you want to pretend to divorce me?" ”
Lu Jing said calmly: "No." ”
"Do you really want to divorce me?"
"Hmm."
After confirming the affirmative answer again, Wen Jiu suddenly felt that his eyes were black, his brain was buzzing, and it was a little difficult to breathe.
She couldn't figure it out, she really couldn't figure it out, how could she be so dignified and come to this point without warning?
It took a long time for her to speak, her voice a little hoarse: "Can you give me a reason?" ”
What reason can Lu Jing give?
Do you want him to make it clear: Until now, there is no way to explain how that kind of microspore appeared in the Ruan family, there is no evidence to prove my innocence, I may not be able to go back to star fruit in my life, and if I find new evidence that cannot be explained, I will go to prison. Apple's biggest director also holds a grudge against me, I can't step into this industry again, and if you follow me, you will have to give up the career you love......
If he said that, how could Wen Jiu agree?
His own experiences as a child are still vivid.
When the family is destitute and his mother is seriously ill, the biggest thought in his heart is to hope that the man will stop dragging himself and his mother down.
Now, like Lu Xinghe, he made a wrong decision and got into trouble.
But he definitely shouldn't follow that man's old path, and definitely don't drag Wen Jiu down.
He couldn't understand the truth more than ten years ago, but he didn't understand it when he grew up.
So he couldn't give any reason, he just lowered his head and said calmly, "I'm sorry." There are so many feelings that end up without a problem, and many of them have no reason. ”
Wen Jiu's eyes flushed uncontrollably, and he asked in a low voice, "Yes...... It's because you're giving all the time, so you're tired, right? Then I can take care of you in the future, I really don't want a career, I already have enough money......"
Her eyes were full of water, and she could see through her heart, which was slowly bursting.
Lu Jing only glanced at it and didn't dare to look at it again, otherwise he was afraid that he would regret the decision he had made.
She has always been hearty and carefree, and she has taught countless women not to be humble for love, but why is she so humble now?
She must have broken her heart.
In fact, what she just said was a good reason for Lu Jing.
He was absolutely right, because he was so tired from giving it all the time.
But he couldn't bear to blame her for his mistakes.
He made up a very shitty reason: "I'm sorry, you didn't see me clearly when we both started. It's so boring to bow down to people, and you still like the way you and I are separated by some distance. ”
- I'm sorry, my mom was just dragged down by a useless man, and her family was dragged down by him, so I can't drag you down.
- I'm sorry, I can share your suffering, but I can't let you share it with me.
However, the words in his heart could not be spoken.
The sentence he said, in Wen Jiu's ears, can be summed up in two words: tired.
She had felt countless times that she was so lucky to meet someone with eyes full of herself.
She naively thought that the only setback she had suffered in her life was that time in high school, and she thought that she would be so lucky in the future.
But how did it come to an end all of a sudden, without warning?
She felt so ironic, her heart was like a knife, it hurt too much, it hurt a hundred times more than the one ten years ago.
She cowered in the corner of the couch, covering her face, crying uncontrollably.
The astringency in the cage on the balcony seemed to have also felt Wen Jiu's sadness, with two paws on the cage door, shaking the cage vigorously, letting out a low roar of "woo" in his throat, and looking directly at Wen Jiu in the distance with his two eyes.
It and Lu Jing are both the first time to see her invincible, so broken.
Lu Jing closed his eyes, he really didn't dare to look at it, he didn't dare to think about it again.
Otherwise, I was afraid that if I was impulsive, I would uncontrollably hug her.
Listening to her cry, his heart was crumpled into pieces.
But he doesn't regret doing it.
No man is only painful for a while, and no money will be painful for a lifetime.
This is his own experience as a child, and he knows it better than anyone else.
Wen Jiu left him, and there was no flaw in her body, and she still had an infinitely bright future.
I don't know how long it took, Wen Jiu stopped crying.
She looked at Lu Jing calmly and asked him one last time, "Have you really decided?" ”
"Hmm." Lu Jing still didn't dare to look at her, but he didn't hesitate at all.
The last hope in Wen Jiu's heart was shattered.
She tugged at the corners of her mouth, and her words were resolute: "Lu Jing, since you have decided, then I respect you." But I'm never going back. I hope you don't regret your decision today. ”
After saying this, she quietly stepped off the sofa and went to the balcony to touch her astringent head through the cage.
She was actually very reluctant to be astringent, but she still remembered that the last time she brought astringent back, astringent was very uneasy and didn't want to eat.
There's no way, in her house, raising such a large dog is wronging it.
Wen Jiu said goodbye silently and astringently, turned around and walked to the door, put on his shoes, took his coat, and pressed the elevator.
She stood quietly at the entrance of the elevator and watched the numbers on the elevator slowly change.
She is indeed a person who has made a decision and will not look back, but she is waiting for the elevator for these thirty seconds, expecting Lu Jing to come and hug her, saying that he is just joking, a prelude before he prepares a surprise for her.
But no.
She only saw his blurred figure from the door of the elevator to the entrance, still sitting motionless.
The elevator doors opened.
Wen Jiu walked in and waited until the elevator door closed before she dared to turn around.
It was completely over between them.
Out of the apartment, the cold wind blew in my face.
The early winter of Beicheng came quickly and ruthlessly, without warning, just like her marriage that had undergone upheaval.
The taxi arrived quickly.
Wen Jiu sat in the back seat, and the car was gone.
Looking at the lights speeding by the side of the road, she thought to herself that if she was broadcasting her life live, then the audience must be scolding her now.
"You seem to know a lot of truth every day, and you save others every day like a savior."
"Why are you still living your life so badly?"
"Wen Jiu, you are really overwhelmed."
“……”
Soon, the taxi drove into her neighborhood.
Wen Jiu returned home, opened the door and went in.
Looking at everything at home that was familiar and distant, she was suddenly very glad that she had bought a house by her own efforts.
I'm also glad that when I came back from gambling last time, I simply cleaned up and now I can sleep directly.
Wen Jiu lay on the bed and quietly looked at the ceiling.
Actually, it didn't come without warning.
She seemed to understand a little why, in the morning, when he hugged her and said, "How else should I love you", those words and those few seconds of eyes made her feel so uncomfortable.
At that time, he seemed to be confessing.
But it's actually a goodbye.