021 Stay away from my woman
The subject of the email is: Yue'er, your mother is gone, you have to live strongly.
The email reads as follows:
My dear daughter, Xiaoyue, when you received this email, Mom had been gone for a few days. I'm sorry, Mom chose this cruel way to leave you, I'm sorry, Mom is relieved now, really happy.
Xiaoyue, mom hopes you don't feel sad and don't blame yourself.
I have seen the cases you hide in the drawer for a long time, and I know that I am terminally ill and will not die for a long time, and it will only be a drag on you to survive. As for the mistakes you made at that engagement ceremony, I have also decided to forgive you, and you don't have to bear the pressure anymore.
Yue'er, Mom admits that she has been too strict with you over the years. Because your brother had an accident and your father turned his back on the family, I became an unreasonable madman, and you suffered a lot of grievances, I'm sorry.
Mother shouldn't force a lot of heavy responsibilities on you for her own selfish desires, making you live too hard and depressed, and she shouldn't use you as a tool to marry the Qu family for the sake of profit, and finally make you bear so much infamy alone.
Daughter, my mother really regrets that she didn't give you the warmth of a mother, but in fact, my mother really loves you in her heart, loves you like your brother, and you are the most reassuring thing after my mother leaves......
But, daughter, I know that you are very smart, you have always been so strong, decisive, sober, and never let me worry about it, but have always rushed forward to protect my broken mother, so I believe that you will be able to protect yourself, and you will not let me down.
Finally, Yue'er, what I want to say to you is about your emotional problems.
You're too beautiful, too dazzling, and you've had countless suitors around you since you were a child, which is actually a bad thing.
Mom hopes that you will never indulge in the so-called 'love' in the future, and don't pin your joys, sorrows, and sorrows on a man's body, once you fall into it, it is the deepest abyss and the most poisonous poison in the world. Men, before getting you, are willing to be a dog under your feet, and after getting you, they will only throw you away like a stinky sock.
You can have a stomach ache and a pain in your period because of a cold and headache in the future, but your mother hopes that you will never have a heartache for a man, that is the cheapest kind of pain, remember?
That's it, mom left first, you must live well in the future, don't be sad about your mother's departure, everyone in this world will go through this step, as long as you live well, mom will be very happy in another world.
……
After reading these words one by one, Zhao Qingyue was already in tears, and the emotions that had been suppressed for several days suddenly burst the embankment, she fell softly on the bed, hugged the quilt and cried loudly, crying breathlessly, crying trembling all over......
For so many years, Qin Ying has been a majestic and pitiful mother to her, and she has never said a soft word to her, but now seeing the maternal warmth of every word on this email, she is moved and sad, desperate and painful,
After crying freely, her darkest world seemed to suddenly light up, her numb consciousness, stiff limbs, and gradually some consciousness, she began to look at the world outside the window, looked at it for a long time, and then got up and went to the bathroom to take a bath.
The warm water was poured on her skin, her chaotic head was much clearer, her mood was less depressed, and she slowly regained the feeling of being alive, trying to pick up the broken self and put it back together little by little......
She had a good night's sleep, got up the next day and ate a hearty breakfast made by the nanny Sister Tao, and went to the garden outside the villa to bask in the sun and take a walk and listen to songs, looking like she was going to regroup.
At ten o'clock in the morning, when she was sitting on the sofa checking the email at work, Sister Tao told her with a smile:
"Miss Zhao, Mr. Qu is here,"
Mr. Qu?
Zhao Qingyue looked up and saw a handsome man walking in......
It turned out to be Qu Dongli.
"......" Zhao Qingyue was slightly stunned, then hooked her lips and smiled at him, and greeted him politely, "Hello." ”
Qu Dongli came to her, greeted her slightly haggard face, and her indifferent and polite smile, he was a little uncomfortable, and said, "Qingyue, how are you doing?" ”
"What do you think," she asked, still looking down at her email, and asked him lightly, "Is there something wrong with me?" ”
Qu Dongli looked at her deeply again for a long time, and said in a deep voice, "I have been in Sweden recently, and I just heard the news of Aunt Qin's death from my grandmother's mouth the day before yesterday, and I bought a plane ticket overnight to come back to see you, I hope you are okay,"
"Thank you,"
Zhao Qingyue didn't have any waves in her heart, she didn't say cool words, and she didn't talk about the past, she just responded politely and very detachedly, "It's been a week, and I've almost recovered, thank you for your concern." ”
Her politeness was cold, and it stung him inexplicably.
Qu Dongli took a deep breath, sat down beside her, and put his big hand on her shoulder involuntarily, "Qingyue, in fact, I've always wanted to say sorry to you, at the last engagement ceremony, I shouldn't have left alone and let you face the endgame alone-"
"Don't say that," Zhao Qingyue deliberately pushed his hand away, and smiled flatly, "I understand you very well, any man will not be able to accept this kind of thing, after all, my behavior has caused such a big reputation loss to you and the Qu family, and I plan to apologize to you seriously after a while, really, I should say sorry to me,"
Hearing her words, Qu Dongli's heart felt even heavier.
He leaned back on the sofa, put his hands on his head, and said in a muffled voice, "I just felt unacceptable for that moment, especially when I saw that the man in the video was drunk...... I'll admit, I was completely carried away by the humiliation and just wanted to leave right away. After I ran out of the hotel that day, I bought a plane ticket to fly to Sweden as soon as possible, and I wanted to find a place where no one was around."
Zhao Qingyue was silent, "......"
Qu Dongli couldn't help but clench her hand again, and looked at her with firm eyes, "Qingyue, I've figured it out during my time in Sweden, and I don't blame you for this matter." What happened to you and Shen drunk in the past, I don't want to investigate too much, we ...... And well. ”
Zhao Qingyue withdrew his hand from his hand, and still responded lightly:
"No need. If such a big thing happens, my reputation is also rotten, I don't want to bother you anymore, and I don't want to tarnish the image of the Qu family, I wish you to find a wife who is really right with you, I'm sorry. ”
"You're just angry,"
The more Qu Dongli listened, the more he didn't feel good, he looked at her tightly, and there were more complicated feelings in his eyes than before, "Qingyue, I said I don't mind!" Let this pass! I'm not trying to renew my 'business marriage' with you, I mean, I'm going to pursue you again and make you my girlfriend-"
"You want to be beautiful!" A man's voice suddenly came, interrupting Qu Dongli's words.
The two looked up and saw that Shen Zui had appeared at the door at some point.
He put his hands in his trouser pockets casually, his face was gloomy, and he walked over with a cold air, his eyes glaring at Qu Dongli with hostility, "Young Master Qu, give you a minute, stay away from my woman~"