051 What would I do without him?

Knowing that he had at least saved his life, everyone breathed a sigh of relief, because they couldn't visit, and the people of the Qu family went home first for the time being.

Zhao Qingyue stayed up here all night, and by noon the next day, everyone was almost dehydrated and almost fainted, so she returned to her and Shen's residence under Qu Dongli's strong persuasion.

Then there was another long wait.

In these days of waiting, Zhao Qingyue lived a very tormented 24 hours a day, and once again fell into a state of having no love and not thinking about tea and dinner.

Mentally, the whole collapsed, I didn't go anywhere, and I couldn't work normally, the only communication with people was to ask Qu Dongli, did you wake up drunk?

It was also in this day and night of tormented waiting that she finally figured it out......

Her feelings for this man have long been deeply rooted in the bone marrow and unforgettable!

Not only did she love him, but she was also deeply dependent on him spiritually!

Since she was 15 years old, when she was forcibly kissed by him at school, she has been deeply in love with him, and even for more than ten years since then, she has been thinking about him and has no interest in any other man.

Later, Shen Zui entered her world in that unruly way and forced him to have a relationship with her.

also controlled her repeatedly and threatened her, she couldn't stand such an insult, so she buried her feelings deep in her heart.

Later, Shen was drunk at her engagement ceremony and made a fuss, which ruined her reputation and indirectly killed Qin Ying, she had to regard him as an enemy, and just wanted to take revenge on him, punish him, and torture him.

Because of the pride in her bones, she couldn't tolerate sand in her eyes, she never wanted to bow down to him, and she would not take the initiative to please him, so she allowed the situation to develop to the point where it is now......

She confessed that she was wrong, and that she had miserably killed him.

He was hospitalized again and again, and now he is about to lose his life.

She couldn't imagine what she would do if she really lost this man completely.

She shouted in her heart: Shen drunk, please, you must live, please! As long as you live, I can give it all! I just want you to live!

In the dead of night, she didn't dare to close her eyes, as soon as she closed her eyes, she was drunk, her bloody body, and she barely fell asleep and kept having nightmares, dreaming that Shen Zui was declared dead and pushed to be cremated......

She shouted his name, crying heartbreakingly, and woke up covered in sweat and tears......

After staying up for two more days, on the sixth day of being drunk and unconscious, Zhao Qingyue received a call from Qu Dongli.

"Qingyue," Qu Dongli's voice was a little excited, "Shen woke up drunk, do you want to come to the hospital?" ”

"......" Her heart that had been blocked for a long time suddenly brightened up, and she burst into tears instantly, because she hadn't spoken for a long time, her voice was hoarse, "Really? Is it true? ”

"Hmm. When I woke up, I could speak normally. ”

"I'll come right over."

Zhao Qingyue immediately cheered up, simply cleaned himself up, drank a large glass of water to replenish his energy, and drove all the way to the hospital!

She couldn't believe that this kind of miracle that could only happen in fiction TV could happen to her, she felt that every breath at this moment was so fresh, and every second seemed to be her own rebirth.

It's a good car, my heart is surging, and I stumbled to the door of the ICU.

At the doctor's arrangement, she entered the emergency room.

There were still a few people around the bed, but the expressions on everyone's faces were not so optimistic......

Zhao Qingyue was frightened, walked to the side of the bed step by step, looked at Shen drunk on the hospital bed, and saw him half-lying there, his face was pale, with instruments inserted in his body, and there were dried blood stains on his forehead, and there was no life on his handsome face~

"Drunk," she shouted excitedly, pushing the others away.

However, Shen Zui raised his eyelids slightly, and just glanced at her very indifferently, as if he didn't know her at all.

She squatted down anxiously to hold his hand, and asked softly, "Are you better?" ”

"......" Shen glanced at her weakly, and his voice was hoarse and low, "You...... Who is it? ”

Facing his strange and confused eyes, Zhao Qingyue was shocked and couldn't believe it, and stroked his face with his hand, and asked anxiously, "Don't you know me, can you see me?" ”

Shen was drunk but struggled to break free of her hand, with an irritated face, "I can't remember, go away, I have a headache-"

Zhao Qingyue was even more anxious, when she wanted to get close to him again and ask him, Zhao Sirui on the side grabbed her arm and pulled her away.

"Don't press him,"

Zhao Sirui had a calm face and reprimanded Zhao Qingyue in a low voice, "He just woke up, his body is very weak in all aspects, and he can't remember anything in his mind, except for me, he doesn't know anyone now!" ”

Zhao Qingyue's eyes widened in disbelief, "......"

At this time, Mrs. Qu didn't give up and asked Shen Zui softly, "Shen Zui, take a good look at it, I'm your grandmother, don't you really have any impression at all, I'm grandma, that's your father, can't you remember?" And Zhao Qingyue, don't you know each other? ”

Shen Zui glanced around suspiciously, and couldn't help but close his eyes, "I don't know, don't make noise with me, my head hurts now, I can't think of anything,"

Just when everyone was in a hurry and didn't want to leave, Shen Huanyi walked in wearing a medical protective suit, she looked very excited, and as soon as she came, she bent down in front of Shen Zui's face, with a worried face:

"Drunk, are you awake? Can you speak? ”

"......" Shen Zui looked at Shen Huanyi seriously this time for a few seconds, and spoke out in confusion, "Auntie? ”

"Yes, I'm your aunt,"

Shen Huanyi's eyebrows and eyes were full of love, she was like comforting a child, and said in a cautious and soft voice, "It's good to wake up, you have a good rest first, I will come to see you every day, don't think about anything, it's important to recuperate first, ah, tell your aunt what you want to eat, I'll make it for you personally,"

"Hmm,"

Seeing that Shen Zui didn't know anyone else, but only recognized Shen Huanyi, and Zhao Sirui just now, everyone was very puzzled, especially Zhao Qingyue, she didn't believe it......

He only remembered the 'insignificant' person, but forgot her, the most important person? Did he pretend it on purpose?

She didn't want to accept this result, and wanted to say a few more words to him, trying to let him know her, and when she remembered her, the doctor said that the patient needed to recuperate, and let all the visitors go out.

After leaving the ward, the doctor told everyone that Shen was drunk in this car accident, because of severe brain injury, there was more intracranial hemorrhage, blood clots pressed on the memory nerves, and there were symptoms of amnesia.

"Then why does he still remember some people?" Qu asked as usual.

The doctor explained that he had selective amnesia caused by a severe brain trauma and psychological trauma, in other words, his current situation also has a certain relationship with psychology, which is a self-defense mechanism that automatically filters out people and things that he does not want to think about.

Zhao Qingyue asked anxiously, "Then can his memory be restored, is it only short-lived, or is it permanent?" ”