104 Now you are tired of me
Shen Shen's eyes lost their original tenderness and sweetness, and he asked indifferently, "Do you think that our feelings can be based on hurting anyone?" ”
Zhao Qingyue's eyes froze, and she looked at him blankly, "What do you mean by this?" Who did I hurt? Do you still think I hurt her? ”
"I just feel like you're too controlling over me, and sometimes it suffocates me."
She immediately got down from him, sat aside, and sneered, "So you're tired of me now, and you're starting to find fault with me, thinking that I love you too much, that I'm too clingy to you, that I'm doing it, right?" ”
He didn't answer directly, "You can make any fuss in front of me, but please don't use your cold-blooded selfishness against a little girl in her early twenties, too many times will only make me annoying." ”
"Huh."
Zhao Qingyue sneered and closed her eyes, she suddenly felt so tired and tired, and her chest was so stuffy that she couldn't breathe, she didn't expect that this man who doted on him unconditionally didn't trust her in his heart.
It turned out that in his heart, her wife was not as good as the sister who was not related by blood!
That's human nature.
Before getting her, he can be insanely paranoid, desperate, crawling at her feet like a dog, everything centered on her.
Now that he really got her, and was sure that she couldn't do without him, he began to get tired, tired, and annoyed......
She turned sideways, huddled together, thinking about this terrible fact, feeling chills all over her body, and impulsively wanted to hug him again several times, compromise and make peace, but she held back.
She lay stiffly, the more she thought about it, the more she felt aggrieved, the more she thought about it, the more she couldn't breathe, and her eyes gradually blurred with tears......
"Let's calm down for a while." When he had said this, he turned over and went to sleep.
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Zhao Qingyue's mood fell into a new round of low ebb.
But she is no longer as dead and alive as she used to be, she tries to get used to this occasional low ebb, isn't marriage like this, noisy and noisy is the norm, it can't be the same as love every day.
She thought that it would be good for each other to calm down for a while, and when the verdict of Shen Suiyuan's case came out, maybe his attitude would be eased.
In this period of depression, she couldn't help but think of the situation on Qu Dongli's side again.
She drove the car and came to the Sacred Heart Hospital again.
Unexpectedly, as soon as she walked into the ward, she bumped into the nurse who was changing the dressing for Qu Dongli's leg amputation......
And for the first time, she saw him missing a leg......
"......" Qu Dongli saw her, and immediately pulled the quilt over his legs, feeling a little chaotic.
Yes, he didn't want to show his worst side in front of the woman he loved so much. Anyone can see it, but she can't see it!
When Zhao Qingyue saw this scene, her heart felt a dull pain......
She tried her best to shake off those negative emotions, tried to squeeze out a natural smile, and came to his bedside, "Alley, the wound is almost healed now, right?" ”
When Qu Dongli saw her, his originally dark eyes had some light again.
He covered his lower body tightly with the quilt and said calmly, "It's okay." It will take another month or two for the wound to heal completely, and only after the wound has healed will the prosthesis be considered. ”
Hearing the word 'prosthetic', her heart tightened again......
There were no other family members in the ward for the time being, so she asked him, "Do you want to drink water, and I'll pick it up for you?" ”
He shook his head, "No, you can sit down." ”
She caught a glimpse of a pair of crutches next to her and asked him, "Can I walk with crutches now?" Shall I accompany you for a walk outside? ”
He had some scruples, "Forget it." ”
She approached him and said sincerely, "Ah Li, you were injured to save me, are you still afraid that I will see you injured?" Don't treat me as an outsider, I just want to help you as much as I can. ”
Qu Dongli was still hesitating.
She had already brought her crutches, "Come on, I'll help you up and practice walking with crutches, or I don't know what I can do every time I come to visit you." ”
After struggling in his heart for a long time, Qu Dongli agreed.
He lifted the quilt to reveal his left leg, which had been amputated from the knee, and he was wearing pants on his legs, but the bottom of the pants was empty, and he looked very congested.
Zhao Qingyue's eyes turned red instantly.
This is all her fault, and she has hurt this man!
She took a deep breath, tried to act as indifferent as she could, smiled, reached for him to sit up, and gave him the cane.
He leaned on his crutches and got up with a little force, trying to walk a few steps around the room, much more proficient than the last time.
Zhao Qingyue smiled and applauded him, "You are so good!" ”
Qu Dongli couldn't help but smile bitterly, and muttered to himself, "Yes, I've only walked two steps now, which is already great in your eyes,"
Her face sank, and she didn't know what to say for a moment.
"Otherwise, I'll take you outside for a walk, take a few more steps, it's too narrow here." She proposed.
"Okay."
As he spoke, he leaned on his crutches and walked towards the door step by step.
But before she reached the door, Shen Huanyi came in.
"Ah Li, you better lie down on the bed, and heal the wound first." Shen Huanyi said.
Zhao Qingyue said, "Auntie, I'm going to take him to the park next to the hospital for a walk and breathe fresh air." ”
Unexpectedly, Shen Huanyi glanced at Zhao Qingyue deeply this time, and without the cordial enthusiasm she had before, she said coldly, "Qingyue, you still don't want to come to the ward in the future." After all, you are married, and you come here often, so it's not very convenient. ”
Zhao Qingyue was slightly stunned, "......"
Immediately afterwards, Shen Huanyi said again, "Ah Li, you may get married in two months." ”
At this time, not only Zhao Qingyue, but even Qu Dongli was very puzzled, "Mom, did you take the wrong medicine, what kind of ghost marriage did I marry?" ”
Shen Huanyi said solemnly, "I came to tell you about this today, I am going to let you marry Zhao Zhuoer, the second lady of the Zhao family, in two months at the earliest." ”
"Crazy,"
Qu Dongli was very disdainful, "Do you think I'm not miserable enough now, not annoying enough, just looking for trouble for me?" ”
Shen Huanyi didn't seem to be joking at all, "Ah Li, I'm also for your good." You have become like this now, after all, it is not like in the past that you can choose at will, it just so happens that Zhao Zhuoer really likes you, she is okay in all aspects, she is more suitable for you, the two sides are right, so let's set it like this. ”
When Zhao Qingyue heard this, it was incredible.
Qu Dongli was even more irritable, "Mom, don't say it, I'm missing a leg now, I'm crippled, I don't want to delay others, I'll live alone in this life, can't I?" Why do you have to force me to get married! ”
"Of course not!"
Shen Huanyi said a little excitedly, "Look at you, you are in your thirties, and now you have to be guarded by my old mother in a hospital, orphans and widows, I feel desolate when I think about it." ”
"If you have a wife and children, at least have one to rely on when you encounter hardship, this kind of family affection is not something that can be bought with money. No matter how rich you are, but you don't have a wife who knows cold and hot to take care of you all your life, and you don't have your own children to take care of, it's a failure. ”