That afternoon, Qu Dongli went to the kindergarten in advance to help pick up An An, came to her residence, and played games and told stories with the children, while Zhao Qingyue was busy preparing dinner in the kitchen.

After having a child, she is now proficient in cooking, can cook a lot of dishes, and does housework such as laundry and mopping the floor, and she is no longer the eldest lady who does not eat fireworks in the world.

"Uncle, when are you going back?" When eating, An An asked Qu Dongli in a milky voice.

"What, do you want Uncle to leave quickly?" Qu Dongli laughed and teased him.

Unexpectedly, An An blinked his eyes and said innocently, "Of course not, I hope Uncle will sleep with us tonight, I, you, and my mother, can we sleep in the same bed for the three of us?" ”

Hearing this kind of innocent words, Qu Dongli sneered, and Zhao Qingyue was also embarrassed and reprimanded him a few words.

In An An's heart, Qu Dongli, the uncle, is no different from his father, and he is very sticky to him every day.

After eating, the three of them went outside for a walk, and after coming back to bathe the child and put him to sleep, it was already past 9 o'clock in the evening.

But Qu Dongli had no intention of leaving.

He sat on the sofa and said lightly, "A few days ago, an employee of our company was diagnosed with infection, and I thought about it for a few nights, and I wanted to ask you, why don't you go back to China to live together." ”

Zhao Qingyue was cold for a long time, shook his head, and didn't speak.

Qu Dongli continued, "The current management in China is relatively strict, and it is relatively safe. But there are so many new additions here every day, we adults don't care, the main thing is to worry about An'an, the children's resistance is not so strong, it is better to return to China. ”

"......" Zhao Qingyue was still silent and hesitant.

He asked in a deep voice, "Because you don't want to run into him again?" ”

When Zhao Qingyue heard that Shen was drunk, she felt even more upset, and inexplicably became even more depressed.

She is not afraid of being discovered by Shen drunk when she returns to China.

In fact, in the past five years, she has not deliberately concealed her itinerary, and he seems to have never looked for her, it is estimated that he has already had a happy family with Shen Suiyuan in China and has their own children, right?

Whenever she thought about this fact in the dead of night, she would still have chest tightness and shortness of breath, and she would not be able to sleep all night......

She would rather stay in this foreign land for the rest of her life than never set foot in that sad land again.

Qu Dongli continued, "Don't worry, after returning to China, you don't have to go back to G City to live. I plan to set up a branch in M City, a small city in the north, and you can take An An to live there and work in my new company by the way. The educational resources of M city are still very good, and it is very livable, which is better than here. ”

Zhao Qingyue was slightly moved, but she still couldn't make a decision right away, "Wait a little longer, wait until An An finishes this semester." ”

After chatting a few more words, the time reached 22 o'clock, but Qu Dongli had no intention of leaving.

She reminded politely, "Ah Li, you still have to go to work tomorrow, why don't you go back early." ”

"Sit for another five minutes, you don't know, I live nearby, and it's a short walk away." He said perfunctory words absentmindedly, but his eyes were deeply glued to her face......

She was a little uncomfortable with his eyes, so she got up and said, "I'm going to pour some water—"

But she was only halfway up when he suddenly hugged her!

He hugged her soft body tightly with his arms, buried his face in her thick hair, and said something inexplicable in a low voice, "Qingyue, don't go,"

was suddenly so tightly hugged by him, she couldn't struggle, she only felt her heart beating wildly, her body stiff, and she was very overwhelmed for a while, and her head was in a mess......

In this distant country, in this cold and lonely night, Qu Dongli could no longer suppress the emotions flooding in his heart, and he kissed her lips eagerly......

Coming into contact with his scorching breath, this strong depth, this airtight hug, she felt even more dizzy, she couldn't react at all, she couldn't move, she could only let him invade in her chaotic thoughts!

However, as the kiss deepened, as her eyes closed, her mind involuntarily reminded her of the lingering compassion with that man a few years ago......

The breath on Qu Dongli's body, his kissing skills, and his touch are all foreign to her.

The more unfamiliar it became, the more it reminded her of the details of her relationship with that man five years ago, and it also made her feel more and more depressed......

Finally, just when Qu Dongli's hand wanted to reach further, she suddenly 'sobered up', resisted and pushed him away, and quickly came out of his arms, leaning to the side, gasping slightly, "I'm sorry,"

But Qu Dongli hugged her into his arms excitedly, and depressedly took out the words in his heart, "It's been 5 years, you really don't give me a chance at all?" I love you so much, Qingyue, even if you can't give me anything, just let me hold you like this......"

Zhao Qingyue was very worried when she heard it, and said equally uncomfortably, "You're already married, so don't do this." ”

"You know better than anyone else how disgusted I am for my marriage," he said with a wry smile, "I still don't understand why my mother faked that cancer case back then, and forced me to marry this woman, heh." ”

She took a deep breath, "Anyway, you are already husband and wife, I really don't want to make Zhao Zhuoer uneasy for your whole family because of my existence." ”

"She and I have not obtained a license, we are not legally husband and wife, and we can dissolve this relationship at any time."

Qu Dongli hugged her tighter, and said affectionately, "Qingyue, let's officially be together, as long as you want, I will immediately cut off everything with Zhao Zhuoer, and let us give An An a complete home together." It's been so many years, and you've seen that no woman can walk into my heart except you......"

Zhao Qingyue still shook her head unintentionally, and said a little desolately, "I know your heart, but I really don't want to hurt you, I am very touched and cherish everything you have done for me, and over the years, I have also felt extremely guilty about you, but you know, my experience is more complicated, and I can't give you what you want——"

"To put it bluntly, you just still love him, you can't forget him, right?"

He smiled bitterly and laughed at himself, "It's been 5 years, you still think about this man, I can't get into your heart, even if he dies, I can't replace him, even if it takes another 5 years, 10 years, you still feel the same way about me......"

Speaking of this, he reluctantly let go of her, "I'm sorry for offending me tonight." ”

Then, he got up, took his mobile phone, told her to go to bed early, and walked out of the door silently......

Seeing his lonely back gradually disappearing in the dim light, the tall but crippled body, Zhao Qingyue's heart was very blocked, as if he was about to suffocate.

She admitted that Qu Dongli is perfect in all aspects, very suitable for being a husband and lover, and she is willing to give everything for him, even to die for him.

However, she has never been able to fall in love with him, and she has never been able to find that heart-pounding feeling in him, and her feelings for him are only family affection and friendship~

Only the man who used to be can control her joys, sorrows, and sorrows in an all-round way, so that she can truly experience the ultimate happiness and sweetness in love, as well as the pain of gain and loss, and the disillusionment and despair after loss......