131 has never betrayed you
At this moment, An An felt that his face was very face-saving, he took the initiative to jump on Shen Zui, and was hugged by Shen Zui, hoping to let the world know that he had such a father.
And Zhao Qingyue, seeing the scene of An An and Shen Zui hugging each other, felt a little warm in her heart, and her eyes were a little moist.
She obviously hated this man, but he was the child's biological father after all. The heroic fatherly love he brought to An An was something that she, a mother, would never be able to do.
She can not have this man, but An An can't live without this father......
happened in the episode just now, and she didn't want to exclude him from approaching An An anymore, so she let him go home with the child in her arms.
Back at Zhao Qingyue and An An's residence, Shen Zui cooked himself and cooked a few dishes for An An, and the nanny helped to help, but Zhao Qingyue just watched coldly.
I have to say that his cooking skills are really good, just a few dishes suitable for children, An An eats very fragrant, and he is not picky.
After eating, he accompanied An An downstairs and taught An An to play badminton......
With him by his side tonight, An An felt very happy, and he even said to Shen Zui, "Is it okay for you to sleep with us tonight, you, and me, my mother, the three of us sleep in the same bed." ”
Shen Zui chuckled, "You asked your mother if she agreed?" ”
Zhao Qingyue still had a straight face, "It's not early, I have to go to school tomorrow, An An went to bed early." ”
But An An was very excited tonight, and she just fell asleep after playing with Shen Zui until 22 o'clock......
"You can go." Zhao Qingyue directly ordered him to be expelled.
"......" he smoked silently on the balcony, looking patient and did not want to go.
"My wife and children are here, where do you let me go?" He asked her faintly.
Zhao Qingyue closed her eyes speechlessly, turned around and didn't want to face him, "Shen drunk, I have to say, you are very good at coaxing children." Since An An does not reject you now, I can allow you to establish a healthy father-son relationship with him, but there is no possibility between me and you. ”
"How on earth can I be given a chance?" He leaned over to her, and his tone was quite depressed, "As long as you say it, I will promise you no matter what the conditions, as long as you are willing to let me return to this home." ”
She gritted her teeth secretly, "You should know very well that there is no room for sand in my eyes. 5 years ago, the appearance of that woman has completely shattered the relationship between us. As long as I still have the slightest expectation of you, I will not suffer alone for 5 years, please respect the choice you made at the beginning. ”
He suddenly sat down on the sofa feeling tired, lit another cigarette, and said in the mist, "I just want to tell you that I have never betrayed you, whether it is my heart or body, I have never betrayed you for a minute. Five years ago, I thought that the turmoil was just an essential little quarrel between husband and wife, but I didn't expect it to have such serious consequences......"
She just snorted and sneered, "You can never give the love I want, and you don't know what I really want." So be it, needless to say, leave right away. ”
He was still sunk in the couch, indifferent, just smoking silently.
He said, "Don't you just want me to hold you all the time?" Even if you are the enemy of the whole world, you must come first. In order to love you, all the people and things around me have to stand aside, I can't even desert a little, and to be honest, I was very tired at the time. ”
She didn't bother to listen to his nonsense anymore, "Then you don't have to be tired now, let's go." ”
He snuffed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, and suddenly got up and hugged her tightly from behind, not allowing her to struggle for the slightest. His voice was hoarse with a pleading:
"Come back, I want to be a cow and a horse for you again. After 5 years of reflection, I already know how to love you. I just ask you to come back, come back to me, let me sleep well, without you, I don't know what is the point of living every day in the future, what is the point of me making so much money? ”
Being so imprisoned by him, I clearly felt his burning chest and powerful heartbeat, and then listened to his heartfelt, painful and sad words, her cold and hard heart was a little loose......
He continued to say in a low voice, "You said that you have suffered for the past five years, how can I not be extremely tormented...... I found you a few years ago, but at that time, I mistakenly thought that An An was Qu Dongli's species, and I fell into deep despair, in the past few years, I have lived no different from the walking dead, and even thought about suicide......"
Zhao Qingyue, "......"
"Now that the truth is out, let's stop competing with each other, okay? For the sake of our common children, for the sake of our complete family, let go of the past. ”
Zhao Qingyue couldn't breathe well when she heard it.
She secretly took a deep breath, "Don't try to break my will with these words. The pain of the past is vivid, no matter what, we can never go back to the past, we can't go back if we can't go back, let it go. If you really still have feelings for me, set me free and give me a piece of peace. ”
Shen Zui listened to these heartless words, and let go of his hand......
She immediately walked away from him and went out to the balcony to get some air......
Shen Zui knew that it would make no sense to continue talking at this time, and it would only cause her disgust.
So, he stood still, stunned for a few seconds, "Then you should rest early." I'll be back to see An An when I'm free. ”
With that, he turned around and walked out the door......
Hearing the sound of his footsteps in the distance, Zhao Qingyue's heart was inexplicably a little throbbing, his head was also very dizzy, his hands and feet seemed to be frozen, and he couldn't move......
*
Two days later, Zhao Qingyue decided to visit Shen Huanyi in the hospital.
Shen Huanyi is usually nursed by two female nurses, and she has been living in this hospital, because she is old and hurts her muscles and bones, and she cannot be discharged in a short time.
"Aunt Shen, are you feeling better?" Zhao Qingyue sat down on the edge of her bed.
"It's better."
said so, but Shen Huanyi's face was very bad, as if she had suddenly aged a few years again, her whole mental state was very bad, and she was weak when she spoke.
"Qingyue, are you okay with Shen Zui?" Shen Huanyi couldn't wait to ask.
In order to appease Shen Huanyi, she said vaguely, "He has been taking An An recently,"
"That's good." Shen Huanyi sighed, and said to her again, "Qingyue, I'...... I've already told Ah Li my secret, and the people of the Qu family know everything. ”
"What??" Zhao Qingyue was very shocked, "You said everything?" ”
"Hmm. Having said that, it can be regarded as a relief. ”