A solemn apology, as well as an explanation of the statement
First of all, I would like to express my sincerest apologies to all readers, who have been silent for so long, and I can only apologize with death!
However, felons also have the right to explain, and I would like to explain why I broke the change.
A few weeks ago, I received a reply from the editor of the web that my book, the physical contract was cancelled, the reason is my own shortcomings, the writing is not good enough, the plot is not attractive enough, I have also prepared, I also know that success is difficult to achieve overnight, failure is inevitable. But I still have to say that even if I understand the truth, it was a big blow when I encountered it, and I even suspected that I was a little depressed in those days.
Later, my brother and I played games (mainly lol) for a few days, and after venting, I found that I didn't dare to write when I started to code, and I seemed to be afraid, as if I was beginning to doubt myself.
But I didn't get rid of this feeling at the first time, but went with the flow, thinking that it should be better in a few days.
Later, under the persuasion of my brother, I returned to the mountain I had climbed in high school, and climbed silently twice without a mobile phone or money. Sitting on the ground sweating profusely, I suddenly felt that I was making too much of a fuss, and should I reflect on it?
When I got home, I was thinking that the editors' answers had undoubtedly been reviewed and considered by them, so that meant that my book was not good enough. But this is not too surprising to me, this book was not written by me after careful consideration, but an improvised work that I thought about the beginning and the end of the book in a hurry.
I rewrote a lot and changed a lot for the signing of the network, but does this mean that I know that this book is not very well written.
It's true that if I continue to write, I can put it on the shelves and get rewards, but is this irresponsible? Is it what I want, so last week, I didn't have a code word, but started to write the outline seriously, and began to set some details, plots, and characters.
Write it well, not finish it, this is my consideration for a week, this morning, I finished writing the outline, until the end I have been determined, I have also read the book review, I also seriously reflected, the setting I wrote is indeed a bit messy, but now it has been corrected, I hope you can continue to support me, I will write this book, and then write the next book, and even the next book, I, will not give up!
Hopefully, from this moment on, everyone can see my progress little by little, I am a novice writer who started from the beginning, but I will not disappoint the people who read my books!;