13. Loneliness (5k)

"Renee."

"Uh-huh, what's wrong. I'll take us out of here if it's a little farther away, it's still very close to the port, and the place where we're going is relatively far, so I guess there will be a lot of movement after that. ”

Hearing Fisher's call, Renee at the bow of the boat tapped her cheek with a finger holding her chin, and thought that Fisher was asking her to take them away, so she replied.

But Fisher shook his head, and after a moment of silence in his dark eyes, he stood up, sat down cross-legged in front of Renee, and said to her,

"I don't have anything to say about leaving, I have something else to tell you. In fact, Aragina was not just a friend I wanted to visit, I saw her as an object of affection, with whom I had a skin-to-skin relationship when I left the Southern Ocean on her warship; Old Jack didn't ask us where we were in the afternoon, it was just my words, so that Aragina wouldn't notice it. ”

"Moreover, I have also had other people of the opposite sex who have a lot of relationships, the dragon race Rafael in the Southern Continent, the whale race Jasmine, the demon race Elliog, the phoenix race Valentina, the Elizabeth you have seen and the Aragina you met today, their relationship with me cannot be summed up as a simple 'friend'"

Yes, at this moment, in front of Renee, Fisher still confessed all his faults.

Emhardt, who was reading a book behind him on the surface, but was actually listening intently, heard Fisher read out the members of his "ex-girlfriend list" one by one, and was so frightened that he immediately stopped reading and lay on the ground incognito as if he were dead.

In fact, from the time Aragina's messenger was cut off by Renee, Fisher already knew that Renee was actually clear about her relationship with Aragina, otherwise she would not have prepared candy for Karma and them as gifts in advance, but Fisher still had a fluke mentality at that time, so it indirectly led to the peak confrontation between Renee and Aragina later.

So think about it in retrospect, if Renee even knows about Aragina, then there is no reason not to know about other women, Fisher did not directly admit it all in the pirate harbor before, but continued to use words entirely because of Aragina, at this time there is only him and Renee, and Fisher has no need to hide anymore.

This time, he chose not to hide it anymore and told Renee what he had done.

Hearing this, Renee held her chin, and a little meaning flashed in her purple eyes like fine wine, and she didn't make any other movements, but said,

"I know it all."

"Since when?"

"From the time we got to know each other, whenever we separated. But I didn't go anywhere else, sometimes I would go back to my place in the present world to get something, most of the time it was straight back to the spirit world, where I had my duties to complete, I needed to monitor the spirit pollution you had encountered before, so every once in a while I had to leave. I will look at you when I am idle in the spirit realm, just as other stars from the past look at this beautiful world, so I know a lot about you."

“.”

Although she had been prepared for a long time, but hearing Renee admit it in person, Fisher was still a little surprised and didn't know how to answer, seeing Fisher's appearance, Renee's eyes were a little empty, she continued,

"Don't be so nervous, if I were to blame you for being angry with you, I would have had a seizure a long time ago." You can blame the side effects of the manuals you have,' that's how I explained it to myself."

Fisher raised his eyes to look at Renee's empty eyes in front of him, hesitated for a moment and said,

"But actually, the completion manual I have is not the real reason, the real reason is my greed, which is my fault."

Renee's slender legs under the black skirt holding her chin were cocked, and the high heels that had restrained her feet wrapped in black stockings had completely disappeared at some point, revealing only her well-sized jade feet and full toes that seemed to be wrapped in shadows, her fingers kept tapping her cheeks, and she said with a smile,

"I had already convinced myself, but I'm going to blame you after you say that."

Fisher sat upright, looking at her quietly, with a generous look that had led to a killing, causing Renee to laugh and kick him lightly in the chest, but not at all as always, but instead a little crease fell on his shirt.

But after that, Renee didn't say anything else, Fisher raised her eyes to chase, but saw her quietly looking at the bright moon in the distance, and after a moment of silence, she whispered,

"Fisher, I have suffered from loneliness, and I have made a vow with the gods not to reveal anything to outsiders, so I have bound and bound. When I met you for the first time, maybe it was for the completion of the manual on your body, or maybe it was to alleviate the loneliness of the eternal companion, I made up a lot of lies just to stay by your side, somehow, I always have a lot of little tempers by your side, you have tolerated the time I have stayed by your side one by one, and I feel unprecedented happiness and happiness. ”

The cold moonlight made Renee's back hazy, and she turned her head with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and Fisher's shadow in her purple eyes was still so clearly visible.

"I have lived a long time, and I have taken many things lightly, and all the restraints and worries of the worldly arguments are only a flick of my fingers; I know the suffering of loneliness, and I know that it is impossible to bind you to death because I am less and more away from you, so I have always acquiesced in your encounters with other women. ”

"I thought it would be enough to have a mutual affection, enough tolerance, and a tacit understanding to remember each other, but I ignored something that I naively thought I would never have before - jealousy."

Renee's smile faded a little, and her hands fell on the planks in the bow of the boat, letting the night breeze blow through her black hair, blowing the bright reflection in the water a little bit,

"When I see the sincere feelings you give to them, I always feel uncontrollably jealous, and I always compare my relationship with you with you, and if there is anything inferior, I will inevitably feel irritated in my heart, which is a feeling that cannot be controlled by reason, just like today."

"Aragina helped you when you were alone, and I know your friendship with her, and I had already decided today that I wanted to return to the ship alone and let you reunite with her as if I didn't know anything, otherwise I wouldn't have deliberately brought you to Pirate Harbor. Don't you wonder why it was so coincidental that the day we went ashore was the day she came back? Will you even have time to send a letter to Nari? ”

"I've arranged everything rationally, because I've been separated from you for so long and I feel that I owe you something, so I want to do this, even if you don't know it's my arrangement. But, somehow, when I came ashore, I saw the nervousness of your anticipation of meeting Arajina and the nervousness that I had discovered, and that inevitable jealousy returned. ”

Although the words were still so calm, Renee's eyes looked pink under the cold moonlight, she seemed to be a little puzzled and puzzled, she seemed to be a little unwilling and self-blamed, but at this moment, she still looked at Fisher in front of her,

"All kinds of sensual thoughts that are beyond my imagination are ignited with jealousy, obviously she has her own careful thoughts when she saves you, obviously she depends on my help and arrangements to meet you, obviously this is your time to belong to me. With such thoughts, I don't want to leave, and I blame her and you, doesn't it sound strange and funny? ”

"But as I thought before, no matter how jealous I was, after all, I didn't stay by your side all the time, and I certainly didn't have the right to assume that I would have done better if I had been there, which is my bad. Next time, if the decision is good, I will follow through, and I will not make a moth, how about pulling a hook? ”

In this way, in the moonlight, Renee smiled and held out her little finger to Fisher in front of her.

Obviously, as long as she stretches out her hand and makes a promise according to Renee's wishes, this conflict will be lightly skipped, and next time she will consciously back away from it, not providing him with the risk of exposure.

But Fisher was never able to reach out his finger and grab her little thumb.

He lowered his head, and instead of stretching out his fingers, he stretched out his right hand straight and grabbed her soft, wrapped it little by little, carefully, and pulled her little finger back. Renee, who was holding his right hand, was slightly stunned, and looked at Fisher in front of him and didn't know what to say for a while.

It wasn't until the blowing night breeze rendered her body temperature, and felt the faint fragrance that he had been searching for a long time, close at this moment, and finally confirmed to be real, that Fisher took a deep breath and suddenly opened his mouth,

"You don't owe me, Renee."

"You've never been by my side, you've not helped me, but in other words, I've never been by your side, and you've not been there to help you at all. On the contrary, I have never given you any promises, I haven't even established any decent relationship with you, the things I give you are far inferior to the things you give me, I ask you to engrave magic for me, I even go to the theater for a long time before you are willing to go, and I often dislike you on my lips, and I haven't said anything decent sweet words."

"The reason for this is because I never thought you would leave, that you would always stay with me, but it wasn't until you suddenly disappeared that I suddenly felt scared, afraid that something was in danger of you, that you would blame me for being suspicious of you, that you would never come back. Now that you have come back safely, I should have made up for my previous regrets to you, I wanted to express my love for you, but for some reason, I couldn't easily export it in front of you. ”

"I want to kiss you, I want you to stay by my side, I want you to be happy and safe, but I didn't expect to make you feel wronged because of my greed, it's already my fault So, Renee, don't make such a promise to me, it's not what you should do, I should do it, really"

Fisher lowered his head, he was not a jerky and shy young boy, he had never known how to restrain his feelings and greed, but he had an end in front of this lady.

For this reason, he is willing to respect her pure youth, love her cowering, and tolerate her concealment and deception of himself

Xu even Fisher himself doesn't know why this kind of almost infinitely favored relationship only blooms to the lady in front of him who has a very tacit understanding with him, why even himself, who was so decisive in his relationship before, has such hesitation at this moment?

Maybe he already had the answer, but he still refused to say it, and it wasn't until now that he had been separated for a long time, that he wanted to speak out to her.

But the courage to vent was still not enough, Fisher squeezed Renee's hand, and after a long time, he only whispered a simple language that he had never told anyone else, he said,

"I really like you, Renee."

Renee's pupils widened a little as he held his hand, as if he had finally seen a crack in the restrained gentleman in front of him that led to his heart, and the enthusiasm that burst out of it overshadowed the desire to reproduce that he was good at as a reason, and gave her the most sincere heart at the moment.

Renee opened her mouth, and a touch of pink, which was very different from the cold moonlight, spread down her neck until it was covered with her beauty. She looked away a little, but she kept looking at Fisher in front of her, and instead of breaking free from Fisher's grasp, she held it tighter.

"Don't use that as a cover to discourage me. I'm not angry anyway, you said it."

Renee couldn't go on as she spoke, because Fisher in front of her was still looking at her quietly, and it turned out that what she was saying at the moment was a cover for her to hide from shyness.

"Okay, I see. He used this kind of thing to deceive me with something that had never been said to anyone before, but. I am happy. However, if that's the case, don't expect me to be able to restrain my jealousy in the future, especially . Especially when I'm next to you, don't try to please both sides. Otherwise, you know, those women together aren't enough for me to fight, and you'd better keep them away from me."

Fisher smiled and let go of her hand, looking at Renee in front of him, he promised,

"Okay, I promise you, Renee."

It may be that Renee is so special to Fisher that he does not hesitate to unilaterally agree to an eternal preference for her who is different from hers, but in any case, he does not want to lose Renee again.

Renee, who was blushing, looked at Fisher when she heard this, rubbed her hand that he had just held, turned her head to look at the sea in the distance, and said,

"Alright, let's go rowing, we need to hurry up, don't forget that you're being chased by death."

Fisher nodded and returned to his senses to grasp the oars, and then led the boat closer to the open sea.

"Good. Speaking of which, Renee, you don't seem to have told me the way out of the death chase, where is our destination? ”

"Hmm"

Renee tapped her pink cheek, she turned her head to look at the deep moonlight in the distance, then pointed to the north, and said,

"The Eastern Ocean is an extremely vast sea that spans the northern and southern hemispheres. A long time ago, near the extreme south of the Eastern Ocean, there was a towering tree called the 'World Tree', and at the foot of the big tree was the long-lost Eastern Continent, and along the central axis of the Eastern Continent across thousands of miles of sky, there was a Sky Fortress called [Sanctuary], which was our destination. ”

Hearing the familiar words, Emhart, who shrank behind and pretended to be dead, immediately flew up, and he came to Renee in great excitement, and said in disbelief,

"Blah blah blah. You're talking about, Sanctuary? A sanctuary where the Descendants live? Does it still exist here? Oh my God, I vaguely remember what it was like, but I don't remember how I got out of there and into this world. So, Miss Renee, what the hell is going on in the Sanctuary, can you tell me? I really want to go back and see, please. ”

Behind him, Fisher silently picked up the oars and led the boat into the distant sea.

Looking at Emhart, who was extremely excited in front of her, Renee held her chin and said to him,

"I was about to say this, the Sanctuary of Emhat collapsed in the mythical wars that followed, and it fell from the very high heavenly vault to the sea, and the Heavenly Lock, along with his angels, was spared, and to this day, it has not shown its true form in front of the living beings."

Renee said as she reached into the sea, and as she gently cut through the sea, they quickly entered the gap as they had come. A light boat quickly skimmed over the strange light in the gap, and in the projection of the surrounding spiritual realm, countless eyes that were irregularly arranged like stars blinked, as if they were watching them.

Soon, they left the gap in the spirit world and appeared out of thin air in the middle of a strange sea.

There was nothing around, but Fisher had a familiar feeling, remembering that when he was in the plane tree in the north, there was a strange spatial turbulence caused by the roots of the World Tree, and here too, he also felt the existence of spatial turbulence.

"This is the Sea of Storms?"

Fisher remembered what Arajina had said to him this morning, as they were caught in the way of the Storm Sea by the spatial turbulence on their way to find the Sea of Storms.

Looking at the turbulence of the space in front of her, Renee's expression was a little solemn,

"Well, when the Sanctuary fell, the countless relics on it all fell, and many of the relics played their role at the same time, making the current Sanctuary extremely dangerous and the most obvious effect inside was the experimental product created by the angels to imitate the nature of the World Tree Root, which wrapped the fallen Sanctuary and formed the spatial turbulence in front of us now."

"The spatial turbulence formed by this kind of spatial relics is irregular, and many lucky humans can enter it through the gap in the spatial turbulence and see the whole picture of the current holy area, so this place has a new name, [Storm Sea]."

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