133. Skinny Bird
Hearing Asuka's voice from Tang Ze, Fisher was slightly stunned and did not respond for a while.
He also thought that Asuka Karasawa had suddenly become extremely intelligent, or as sensitive as Hellaire, so that he could detect the clues that were leaking from him.
But when he thought about it, he felt that this was not the case.
So, he asked Asuka Karasawa,
"Did Heller tell you?"
Asuka Karasawa opened her mouth and replied,
"Did the Angels of Hellaire know before?"
"Hmm."
"It wasn't Angel Helaire who told me, it was Margaret who told me. She said that the loom can see the existence of the people in this world, but it cannot see the existence of the transferred people, because the transferred people are not bound by any rules. In the loom, she saw Mr. Fisher. Perhaps, she wanted me to be wary of Mr. Fisher; Or maybe it's a foreshadowing of this, so that I have a better chance of leaving with her later."
"So it was, but even so, in the end you didn't leave with her."
"yes."
In fact, the more she talked to Asuka Karasawa, the more Fisher felt that she might already have an idea of what was going on. It may have been told to her earlier by Mikhail, or it could have been guessed by herself. But in any case, Fisher found the next words a little difficult to speak.
Unexpectedly, at this moment, she was the first to speak.
"Is Mr. Fisher far away from the place where he wants to go back?"
"A little."
"After that, can we meet?"
"Possibly. After a long, long time. β
For Fisher, this was the most affirmative answer, but until modern times, Fisher had not been able to find out where the missing magician had gone.
The longer she stays in the past, the more Fisher hopes that in the future she will be back in her own world.
At this moment, how can Asuka, who has always been tactful and introverted, not understand the hidden meaning of Fisher?
She opened her mouth, and the words that came out of her mouth kept brewing.
The sea breeze in front of her blurred the words that came out of her mouth, and what she might have wanted to say to Fisher was:
"Mr. Fisher, can you take me with you?"
But for some reason, the words that came out were:
"What about Angel Heraire, will she go with Teacher Fisher?"
"She won't."
Fisher's response buried the words that Asuka Karasawa was originally going to ask, since even the angel Herel couldn't leave with Teacher Fisher, let alone himself?
She didn't want to ask for an answer to a question she already knew, so she suddenly clenched her knees and said,
"That's it. Ahh
The atmosphere at the moment was a little sluggish, but soon, Fisher picked up the words again,
"After leaving the Sanctuary, I will return to the mortal world to find you. Soon, the world will become unsafe for you. Several demigods issued an order to hunt down the transferred people, and whoever they were transferred would become the enemies of the mythical species, which is why Michael wanted to pull Mikhail out of the mortal dust. β
Asuka Karasawa leaned her cheek against the cardinal and asked,
"But Mr. Fisher is going to leave sooner or later, right?"
"Well, after you've settled in."
She buried her head silently on the cardinal, letting the waterfall of black hair fall down, so that the moonlight could not see her expression,
"Teacher Fisher, let's leave directly, I'm alone, it's okay."
"Are you sure, Asuka?"
"Hmm."
She nodded sullenly, then looked up again and whispered,
"I felt very sad when I was forced to separate from Mr. Fisher, and I would probably be reluctant to meet Mr. Fisher again before the destined separation. When the time comes, even if Mr. Fisher wants to leave, he may not be able to leave. β
Fisher was a little laughing and asked,
"Really? What are you going to do? β
"Tie up Teacher Fisher after knocking him unconscious?"
β.β
It's really unpretentious and monotonous, is it because of the problem with your own teaching method, why do you always teach students who have problems in this area?
Well, of course it was a joke, because after asking this sentence, feeling Fisher's silence, Asuka Karasawa over there chuckled.
It's a pity that Fisher, who is far away in the Sanctuary at this moment, can't see her expression, and can only hear her laughter.
The corners of his mouth unconsciously curled a little, but the arc was a little heavy, and he suddenly asked,
"Asuka, do you regret it?"
"Regrets? What do you regret? β
"At that time, did not leave with Margaret"
"How, Mr. Fisher,"
Asuka Karasawa smiled, and she said to Fisher,
"I could feel that, while Margaret's desire to take me with her was true, her feelings for me were fake; On the contrary, Mr. Fisher, your feelings for me are real. So, even so, I still don't regret it. I can't accept that she wants to sacrifice your life, Teacher Fisher, as a bridge back to our world. β
"But"
"I know, Mr. Fisher. I've said it all, it's really okay for me to be alone. The trick that Mr. Fisher taught me before, with multiple rings together, I tried it many times and succeeded every time. I've stocked up on a lot of this magic, so that even ordinary angels and elves can't do anything about it. And the rules of this world have no effect on me, even the loom can't find me, as long as I hide, it doesn't matter"
"Asuka"
"And Mr. Hookkiss seems to be all right, for Mr. Mikhail says that the cardinal he sent back to find him saw Hookkiss with his long-awaited wife, but his wife was beaten down; And Mr. Mikhail has such a powerful angel as Archangel Michael to take care of him, and he will be safe in the future, so it really doesn't matter."
"Asuka."
"And I. . . Hey, Mr. Fisher, are you calling me? β
"Are you still going to lie to yourself, Asuka."
"Huh?"
"Really, is it okay?"
On the cold cardinal, drops of burning tears have fallen down its surface.
Through the moonlight, the young, seventeen-year-old female high school student had already burst into tears.
She kept a smile and a bright look, and even her tone was so impeccable, as she had done in the past, countless times in front of her father and mother.
Even if she was held hostage and jumped off the building, even if she was suffering from mental illness in her heart, she could fool everyone around her without any flaws, and this time it should be like this.
Obviously, the cardinal could not convey any picture, and Mr. Fisher could not see himself.
But why.
"Why. Mr. Fisher"
The sound of her patience was so subtle that it was probably not until this moment that there was some flaw in that voice.
And Fisher over there paused for a moment, with a "sure enough" expression on his face,
"I just feel like you're going to be sad right now. You're always good at escaping, and as it happens, I've always found that, haven't I? Otherwise, when you first came to this world, that night, I wouldn't have found you carving words on the wall with my knife
"So, is it really okay, Asuka?"
Tang Ze Asuka's eyes became more and more hazy, maybe she had been waiting for someone for a long time, even if anyone exposed her lies, as long as it was not herself.
But her mother never had herself in her eyes, and her own peace of mind made her feel that it was good; But my father loved him so much, and his devotion to the Buddha was too absolute, how could he be tortured again?
Her eyes were red and she finally began to cry, and even her voice was vague and sad, and she shouted to the cardinal in her arms, Teacher Fisher in the Sanctuary,
"It's related. It has something to do with it."
"I don't want to be alone I'm really scared. I want to go home. I don't want to be hunted down for no apparent reason! β
"I don't want Mr. Fisher to be with Angel Helaire, I also want to be brave, tell Mr. Fisher earlier, I like you too because I'm eighteen years old this year, it may be a bit naΓ―ve, but I really think so."
"I want to be like everyone else, like Mr. Hookkiss, who has a wife he misses. Like Mr. Mikhail, there is the cherished Angel Michael. I'm really envious that I want Mr. Fisher to take me with me and take me with me."
She pressed her forehead against the cardinal, and the enthusiasm that burst out at the moment seemed to lift up the original cold, and she said to Fisher, word by word, as if she had endured it for a long time,
"I know I know sometimes I'm really stupid. Sometimes you can't figure out a lot of things, and it will cause trouble for everyone. I know I can't read what Mr. Fisher is thinking a lot of the time, and I can't be as mature and charismatic as the angels of Helaire."
"I really don't want to let go of even the Herel Angels. Or someone else I don't want to give up. Because after coming to this world, I really feel a little bit happy."
In the midst of the waves, her fingers and toes were very hard to grip the sand, using the earth as a support for her cathartic courage
"But. But "
"But ah, I know, a lot of things I can't do just by thinking about them. I can't. If you tell yourself that it's okay to do anything, you're deceiving yourself. Do you tell yourself now. I can get whatever I want, isn't that deceiving myself? β
"I can't let Teacher Fisher stay like this because of my feelings for Teacher Fisher, because of my uneasiness, in a place that doesn't belong to you!"
"If it goes on like this, even if Mr. Fisher cares about me and stays by my side, every minute and every second of it, every day and every month like this, I will really blame myself."
Fisher's eyes in the distance moved slightly, maybe it wasn't until this moment that he could detect such a gentle soul hidden in Tang Ze Asuka's body.
Many times, the gentler and more sensible the person is, the less obvious it is.
When you stay by her side, over time, you will become accustomed to her silent giving.
Because I am not used to expressing emotions, everything I experience is seen as smooth sailing; Because I don't know how to tell and take, everything I give is taken for granted.
may be the more crying the child is, the more milk he will eat, because he takes this as the background of his impression, and every time he is discovered a few advantages, he will become happy; And the more honest and well-behaved the child, the more helpless he is, because he takes this as the background of his impression, and every time he is found a few shortcomings, he will become depressed.
"Asuka"
At this moment, Fisher couldn't even interject if he wanted to, this originally extremely smart and sensitive girl actually knew everything he had to say,
"And, Mr. Fisher said it too. There will always be a chance to see each other again in the future, and when there is no so much guilt and so many shackles, I have become very mature. So, even if it's an angel of Helaire, I'll beat her and I won't let go."
Asuka Karasawa covered her eye sockets and pressed her eyes like a blocked spring, trying to stop the tears from flowing down like this,
"Mr. Fisher, my past is not happy, my family is not complete, I have discovered that these are predestined and cannot be changed. If you want to make up for it, only the next life. Only in the next life can I have a harmonious and loving father and mother."
That day, Margaret herself told the cruel truth of the truth.
She told Asuka Karasawa so honestly that the answer she had been searching for, deceiving herself for so long, and even being betrayed was,
Except for her mother, who didn't love her originally, she is no longer anyone's child.
"But. I have the rest to do. Traceable. It's not meant to be, it's not someone else who can help me."
"Teacher Fisher taught me true magic and walked me through this precious journey, but I will really be alone on the rest of the road."
At this moment, the thinnest bird in the nest trembled to the edge of the nest, poked its head out, and looked with its eyes at the "high cliff" below the nest.
That's such a high, so dangerous world!
It was such a magnificent and vibrant journey!
The emaciated bird, who had lost her original love, finally looked back at the nest that was staring at her coldly, and there may have been hesitation in her eyes.
Of course, she was faced with a choice, should she continue to stay in this nest that had never been warm, begging others who did not love her to give her food, or should she risk spreading her wings and flying into the future or destruction?
The emaciated bird, after a pause, finally refused the temptation of the nest, spread its wings, and flew out of the nest with great difficulty.
Under the gaze of the bleak night sky, accompanied by the waves that beat the shore for eternity, Asuka Karasawa finally raised her head with tears in her eyes.
She looked up at the stars, and then squeezed out a warm smile in pain but determination.
She said,
"Teacher Fisher, in the future, let our paths meet again in the future."
In the nest, the rest of the beloved chicks scrambled to peek out, hoping to see the thinnest bird shattered to pieces and dead with no place to bury.
But all that caught her eye was her back stumbling and flying farther and farther.
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