"Buzz."

As if there was a little tremor from the void, a sense of rejection and oppression that made Fisher's body instinctively want to stay away came from the space, and it made Fisher not immediately turn his head to check the situation on that side for a while.

He gasped for a moment, and then turned his head a little to look at it, as carefully as a newlywed husband lifted the hijab of a wife who had not yet seen her true face.

In the direction of his tilted head, the soft moonlight grew brighter and brighter, condensing into an illusory halo around a vague and huge figure, and the first thing Fisher saw at the edge of the bright moonlight was a constant surge of wisps of substance that seemed to be some kind of black feather.

The moment he saw the black feather, Fisher felt a burning discomfort in his eyes, but he only let his eyes explore it further, and soon, he took in the "moon" rising from the void.

To be honest, it's not the same form that can be collectively called "moon".

But in front of Fisher's eyes, a huge figure the size of the moon was suspended, and above the surface of the round entity, a layer of black feather-like substance that shimmered like a tide in eternal motion.

The substance was very smooth, and it was constantly producing faint fluorescence in constant motion, but the black feather-like substance on the surface of the huge entity in front of him was constantly shrinking deep into his body in motion, and it was constantly produced from another direction, as if it were endless, and it was impossible to count how many such black feathers there were on the surface of his body.

Fisher only realized that his body seemed to be constantly moving, and the surface of his body was eternally growing feathers, and the number of feathers generated was too large, and he was soon pressed by the new feathers and leaned and crouched down

But when the old feathers tilted, they disappeared and could no longer be seen by Fisher, but Fisher felt that the feathers had not disappeared, but had just been accumulating.

It grows and accumulates without being able to perceive the increase in quantity, because its number is so great that no wisdom can measure it.

Fisher stared blankly at the "moon" with black feathers, and in the dark, it seemed to see the trajectory of the black feathers that shone with a little silver light like a black ocean, just like a Möbius ring connected from end to end, full of magical power.

And in the center of the endless layers of black feathers, an illusory purple circle of light lit up slightly, looking at Fisher standing in the sea of souls below like an open eye in a bright moonlight.

His size was so large that it seemed that Fisher's human form was extraordinarily small.

After the purple circle of light lit up, among the black moving feathers stretched out purple blurred ribbons like wings, which were connected end to end, forming a brilliant brilliance like the aurora in mid-air.

That's it. Renee's body?

Fisher stared at the large, round and indescribable object in mid-air, and Renee in mid-air seemed to become more and more shy because of Fisher's gaze, and in the process, Fisher noticed that the black feathers on his body seemed to be wrapped more and more tightly, and the whole view also shrunk.

Is this shyness?

How did you keep giving Fisher the feeling that Renenyser was cowering?

For some reason, looking at the huge and indescribable twisted thing in the middle of the air in front of him, Fisher unexpectedly gave birth to an indescribable feeling in his heart after a long period of contemplation

Beauty?

"Fisher"

Renee's voice came from the void, and there were some embarrassed voices that brought Fisher back to his senses,

"Probably. That's it, how do you feel? ”

"It's beautiful."

Fisher opened his mouth and looked at the huge body in front of him, and subconsciously said so.

“.”

But he was greeted by a silence.

Then, he heard Renee say with some disappointment,

"Actually, you don't have to lie to me, Fisher. I know you can't accept it and you can't accept it, just. This is what I really am, and in the eyes of ordinary beings, we are all indescribable monsters. ”

"No, me."

Fisher blinked, originally trying to explain that "he really thinks so", but would it be considered more hypocritical by Renee, or is it a little too weird?

Indeed, from the point of view of ordinary people, this is indeed a little difficult to accept, even Fisher himself thinks so, but seriously, I don't know why Fisher just feels that Renee's body now has an inexplicable attraction.

He swallowed a mouthful of saliva, then asked,

"Renee, isn't there something a little unnatural about your body?"

"Doesn't quite natural?"

In mid-air, his huge body paused slightly, and it wasn't until now that Fisher said this to Renee that she realized that there seemed to be a little.

If you want to use an analogy, it's probably squatting down with your hands around your body, which is a little hidden from your ordinary posture, right?

But Fisher shouldn't be able to see it, why is Fisher's senses so sharp?

"No, no."

Fisher opened his mouth, but nodded and smiled,

"Alright, let's get started."

Huh? What to start with? ”

It looks like Renee has been completely overwhelmed by the shyness.

"You forgot, so that I can be more comfortable with the training of authority." Fisher couldn't help but laugh a little, so he had to say to Renee in mid-air, "Or, don't be in such a hurry. In fact, adapting to this thing only requires me to work hard, you just stay where you are, I get closer to you little by little, if you can't adapt to it, I'll just step back. ”

With that, Fisher's legs moved in the direction of Renee, but in mid-air, Renee's huge form actually began to retreat the moment Fisher moved forward.

Renee's body was very huge, and this retreat directly withdrew from the deep space of the spirit world for a long distance, making the huge "moon" in Fisher's vision instantly smaller than one size.

“.”

Fisher opened his mouth, looked at Renee, who had retreated a long distance in the void, and asked suspiciously,

"What are you doing when you step back?"

Total. It can't be said that it's because the clone is used to running, so even the ontology is like this, right?

But then again, now that Renee's ontology rank is so high, it seems that she is so shy that she is frightened by Fisher to retreat, which seems to be a bit embarrassing.

"I'm just worried you're not used to it."

"Hmm"

Fisher glanced down at his hands, shook his head, and said,

"The distance just now is actually okay, in fact, we are still very far apart, if it is really close, my entire vision should be you, and I don't know if I can bear it."

Renee, Renee, now that you're in your ontological state, Fisher can't read your expression anyway, so there's no need to be shy.

"Okay."

Renee thought so, and her body moved closer to the direction where Fisher was, and returned to where he was just now.

"In that case, is it uncomfortable?"

Fisher shook his head, felt the changes in his body, and after thinking that it was okay, he took the initiative to look in Renee's direction, and then tapped the ground and began to move in his direction.

And this time, Renee's body trembled slightly, but she didn't retreat, just watched Fisher step on the sea of souls and get closer to him.

As she got closer, Fisher quickly felt the rejection from her authority.

It was as if the whole body was being pricked by pins and needles, and the pain and discomfort continued to increase as Renee got closer, so Fisher slowly stopped before he could bear it any longer, his face pale to adjust to the discomfort of the authority in Renee's body.

"Is it uncomfortable, Fisher, do you want to step back a little longer, take a break?"

"Whew, it's okay, just wait for me to get used to it."

Fisher let out a long breath, feeling the pain all over his body, and he supported his knees until a few seconds later, he sat directly above the sea of souls, splashing layers of illusory ripples.

Renee saw that he was still patient, so she did not act rashly, but looked at Fisher quietly with her body as large as a full moon, watching him bow his head and not say a word, not knowing what he was thinking.

It wasn't until a long moment that Fisher raised his pale face again, looked at the huge Renee in front of him with a smile, and asked,

"Let's have a chat, maybe it will be better to divert our attention."

At this moment, his body and soul began to be damaged under the influence of authority, and lines of flesh grew on his body as if they were scrambling to escape from his body, while his soul was less affected.

For that precious nature seems to be buried in his soul.

Talk about something. Hmm."

Countless topics flashed through Renee's mind, but these topics were often occupied by another question as soon as they came to mind, and several attempts to speak were to no avail.

In the void, the gaze in Renee's huge purple eyes seemed to condense, and he looked down at Fisher, and finally hesitated to ask,

"Fisher, don't you really care about what I look like?"

Fisher was slightly stunned, raised his head with difficulty, looked at Renee in front of him, he shook his head, and said,

"I don't care, let's just say.",

"Well, really?"

"Really."

"Really, really?"

“.”

Fisher had no choice but to say,

"How you wish I cared, Renee."

"I'm just"

"Or rather, it's not really a question that I don't care about, it's something you don't care about, right, Renee?"

Fisher's words made Renee in front of him suddenly fall silent, and even the recurring movement of his body was suspended for a moment.

"Because you care about you, that's why you keep asking me, but how can you answer your questions by asking me for answers?"

You're right, Fisher."

Renee's voice became a little low and uncertain, "Actually, I have been lying to you not only to protect myself, but I hope to make me more suitable for a certain character in your eyes through packaging. ”

Fisher was a little puzzled, "Personality? ”

"Hmm."

Renee's huge, indescribable body seemed to shrink and shrink a little, and even the moonlight around him dimmed a little.

"Because I always feel lonely and want to be by your side all the time, but I have to pretend that I am not like this, and I am afraid of exposing my dependence on you, so I lie to you that I have something to do outside, so I will leave even if it is not in full bloom, in fact, I am just hiding in the hotel in Kado, and I keep watching you with a hart bird.

"Because I've always felt shy, I like you very much, and every time you get close to me, I feel paradoxically burning, in fact, every time my brain goes blank. But I don't want you to notice, so I keep teasing you, pretending to be very mature to tempt you."

Fisher was slightly stunned, he rubbed his sweaty forehead, and said with a smile, "I thought it was because you were bored, so you were idle and had nothing to tease me." ”

"There's actually a reason for that."

“.”

The huge Renee in front of her shrank her body again, and the whispering voice in Fisher's ears became quieter and quieter.

"Even if I incarnate into such a beautiful witch, in fact, it may be because I know that my essence cannot be accepted by human aesthetics. The rest of the gods don't care about that, but I'm different. I feel that I am more suitable and envious of being a man than a god.

"From the moment my consciousness awoke from the haze, I lost my freedom by bearing the sins of my predecessors, and made many treaties with La Masia to ensure that I would not cause trouble again. Many times I have watched the life of living beings in reality, grow old, sick and die, in the company of relatives, friends, and other souls I met along the way, short and gorgeous, I think this is the life I want

"And I obviously have such a powerful power, and when the other gods are desperately resisting the invasion of the outer gods who are more powerful than them, the idea that my first thought is to run away with you sometimes makes me feel that I am quite unworthy."

Renee's illusory purple eyes lowered slightly, but the god-like body even revealed emotions differently from mortals, making it impossible to read his thoughts.

But Fisher could empathize with his voice at this moment, which was what Renee was saying.

"If I weren't a god, I wouldn't pretend to be grand because I stood tall and saw far, but it was also a good choice to stay in reality and be with you, if I wasn't a god, maybe I wouldn't be as twisted as I am today, even if I look ordinary and lower, maybe I can stand in front of you generously with my true feelings, instead of like today, like a monster hiding behind the scenes

"If only I were a man, if only I wasn't God, Fisher."

Renee said. (End of chapter)