Listening to Renee's words, Fisher's lips opened slightly, and after a moment of deep thought, he just said,

"yes, being human might be a good thing, at least for me."

"Right, Fisher, do you think so?"

Fisher smiled and raised his head, nodded, and opened his palm, and saw that his human-like palm gradually grew granulations under the influence of Renee's authority, and was constantly restored to its original state by Fisher, and as this process continued, the degree of Fisher's influence began to decay, at least from the size of the flesh.

"Well, maybe it's because I'm human, so I've experienced some of the things that make me linger, so I think it's a good thing to be a human being.

"Because I am a human being, not a jackal, not a tiger, not some strange-looking monster, Mother Teresa did not throw me away when she picked me up, but left me with her. Because I am human, I can be in a society with my fellow citizens who also have souls, and I can give and enjoy each other's contributions."

In front of her, the huge bright moon seemed to be moved by Fisher's words, and the bright moonlight on her body became flickering and dimming, just as her breathing became rapid little by little.

For a god like Renee, who has been celibate for a long time, the warmth and love of his fellow human beings described by Fisher may have been what he had dreamed of.

"Just."

Looking at the pain caused by the collapse and recovery of the granulation in his hand, Fisher took a deep breath and closed his eyes, and the conversation changed.

"Because I'm human, I also know the bad things of being human. If I were just a human being, and I hadn't finished the manual, I would have been able to wander at the bottom of the hierarchy even with all my might, like most lives in reality, because of weakness and ignorance, I would lose my life in the unknown; Or, or become one of the more unlucky bastards, even if they know the danger of future destruction, they can only watch it go to no avail.

"Those more powerful myths will also be unable to break free from the shackles of rank in their lives, and they will perish in the tricks of fate. When their fate comes, they may be more angry than you are, and if they have a choice, they don't want to be creatures who aren't 'gods'. ”

Renee's huge body was silent for a moment, and then he hurriedly said,

"I understand that the authority within me is something that all other beings dream of, but."

"I understand. Renee"

Fisher let out a sigh of relief, and the twisted flesh on his body finally began to converge and become part of his skin again.

Feeling the tightening of the change in his body, Fisher slowly stood up and then approached Renee's body, and as the distance shortened, he began to show signs of being rejected by authority and dispersing, so he stopped where he was, sat down and whispered,

"Sometimes, what we hope for and hope for doesn't really solve our problems. It's just that we never have it, so we leave no stone unturned to glorify it, attaching all the good things to the ignorance. That's why we get it every time we get it."

Fisher understood Renee's thoughts, because of the mistakes committed by the Mother Goddess, Renee was bound from birth, and he was forbidden to interfere with reality until he met Fisher.

Looking back, does Renee know anyone else besides Fisher and Bojang?

Elizabeth has her kingdom, Jasmine has her parents, Rafael has her Dragon, Valentina has her sycamore tree, Aragina has her sisters on the ship, and even Elliog and Barbatos are well acquainted.

From beginning to end, Renee has always been in the spirit realm, with restraint in front and prophecies of destruction chasing after her.

Maybe Renee's disguised character is what she really wants to be, she wants to be a carefree and seductive big sister.

In this case, it may be understandable for her to envy the carefree "people" in reality, as long as she becomes a human being, she can be free and unrestrained without such a predecessor who has committed a felony

But as Fisher said, the soul always glorifies what they don't have, and can only see the beauty of what they don't have, but they can't see its hidden defects.

If she becomes a human being, without the perception of completing the manual, will she still be able to meet Fisher, who is on the road to solving the destruction of the world, in the crowd? Without the authority to transcend the world, can all the mundane thoughts of troubled beings, such as appearance, money, etc., still be abandoned by her?

On the other hand, Fisher used to be full of fantasies about the level of the gods.

Is authority omnipotent? But now it seems that within the confines of the outer gods, such as La Masia and the now unconscious Dallasgon, who possessed unimaginable powers, were still in an equally unimaginable predicament.

Fisher lowered his head and looked at the brilliant and intimate sea of souls under him, and suddenly felt that this sea of souls under him was not a "sea of suffering" that every soul could not swim in his entire life.

Every soul is fantasizing about a "shore" once and for all, believing that as long as you keep swimming, as long as you swim there, you can get out of the sea of suffering, and you will never have to suffer in it again.

Thousands of gold, fame?

Eternal vision, overlooking and becoming a god?

It's just that when you climb up with great difficulty, you realize that it is just another "sea".

The light of the moonlight in front of Fisher became brighter little by little, covering all the sights of Fisher, who was hanging his head, and Fisher came back to his senses and heard Renee's uncertain inquiry,

"If whatever Fisher pursues is nothing more than a bubble, nothing more than a blessing attached to us, then is it right to stay where it is?"

If you don't move, you'll be drowned in the sea."

Fisher looked up with a smile and looked at the huge bright moon in front of him.

He also took advantage of the situation to stand up again, and after adapting to the influence of Renee's authority, he was able to walk forward again, and the sea of souls under his feet also made ripples with every step he took.

In the sea of souls behind them, the heads of small round chaos species were poked out one after another, and it seemed that it was only at this time that they were sure that the huge full moon would not cause them harm, so they dared to poke their heads out to look in the direction of Fisher.

"It is a mistake to beautify what you don't get, and if you try to swim hard with the intention of going ashore, you will be tired and exhausted and can't swim to the end, which is inevitably ridiculous; It is also a mistake to beautify what you already have, because the sea is too deep and too dark, and if you just stay where you are, you will feel scared and swallowed."

"So, Fisher, where do you want to swim?"

Within a few steps, Fisher was exhausted and wheezed to his knees, only to have his hands liquefied under the influence of authority.

It's just that Fisher seems to have gotten used to the painful mutations on his body, and there was a thoughtful expression on his face, and after a long silence, he raised his head, smiled and looked at the huge bright moon in front of him and said,

"Well, I think I'll just swim until the water turns blue."

"Huh?"

"It's just an analogy," Fisher shook his head helplessly and lifted his finger to explain, listening to Renee's confused voice, "It's like now, I'm trying to hold on to it in order to train myself to be able to accommodate authority." However, even if I could contain the authority of Hamon and Hamon, would I have to be a rival to the dream and even the sea? Will it be able to stop the prophecy of the end of the world? ”

"Is that okay?"

"I don't know, Renee. Maybe it helps, maybe it doesn't work at all to defeat dreams and oceans?

"However, even so, I will do it when I know the results in advance."

Renee was slightly stunned and wondered,

"Why?"

Fisher propped his knees, looked at the moon in front of him with a smile, and whispered,

"Even if it doesn't help the prophecy of the end of the world, isn't it a tangible result that I can approach you?"

"Approach Me"

"yes, close to you. Get close to your being, get close to your truest self, listen to your fears, touch your body, feel your beauty"

Fisher let out a sigh of relief, and walked forward, step by step, to the edge of the sea of souls, like a cliff, and in the extreme near in front of that cliff was Renee's moon-like body suspended.

Fisher was already within easy reach of Renee.

Seeing that there was no way forward, Fisher also sat down on the sea of souls with a gasp, and then, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he slowly stretched out his hand, stroking the glittering moonlight around the huge moon in front of him, as if caressing Renee's hair.

"Hey"

The corners of his mouth curled up uncontrollably, and he sat down in front of Renee's eyes, raised his hand, and stroked the outline of the huge moon in front of him,

"Isn't it blue for you to be able to touch it in front of you, Renee?"

“.”

Renee's massive central purple eyes twitched slightly, and then not just her eyes, but her entire body.

"Buzz"

Uncontrollable mood swings erupted with the authority within her, like a breeze in the spirit world, causing Fisher to open her mouth.

Indeed, she was not a human being, but a powerful creature with authority.

It's just that because of loneliness, because of loneliness, I feel injustice and grievance, and I fantasize that as long as I become a creature in the cracks, I can feel the beauty they feel.

But now, even if she is a god, she also feels that beauty, which makes the loneliness she has been trapped for so long melt like ice.

"Fisher you. Is it really acceptable to my being? ”

"Anyway, I don't think it's weird, I think it's weird and good-looking"

At the moment when Fisher spoke softly, Renee's round body suddenly unfolded little by little, and the huge, constantly moving black feathers also swelled, spreading out like splitting into a star ring like a Möbius ring.

Fisher's mouth opened wide as he watched as the black feathers spread out of their black feathers, something as indescribable as the bright moon appeared

This.

Renee: Is this really spreading her body?

Fisher stared blankly at the bright body of a god in front of him, and for a moment seemed to be swallowed up by the faint fragrance that burst from it, and in the bright moonlight, he seemed to see Renee, who was flushed and shy and timid, hiding her eyes and clasping her hands to her chest.

After a moment of silence, Renee mustered up her courage, took a deep breath and looked at Fisher in front of her, then stretched out her arm to him and gently grabbed his shoulder.

In reality, from the bright moonlight, tentacles like light slowly stretched out from the huge body, spiraling upwards and caressing Fisher's cheeks.

"Renee, you."

"You are what you said and think it looks good"

"That's true."

Fisher closed his eyes and felt the warmth around him, as if he were bathed in the soft moonlight.

And the tentacles split densely apart, and in an instant they became an incalculable order of magnitude, aggressively cutting through Fisher's clothing and clinging to his muscles.

It was only in Fisher's sight that the black-haired and purple-eyed Renee was wrapped in soft white light, flew down like a fairy and hugged him, and floated away with him, like a fairyland.

"Wait. Wait a minute, Renee, I'm not quite comfortable with your authority, if I get any closer."

Feeling that all the clothes on his body were gone at some point, and his body was floating, Fisher came back to his senses and quickly said to Renee.

"I'll take my time."

Renee realized that she was in too much of a hurry, and the movement to "eat" Fisher was slightly delayed.

It's all Fisher's fault, which was already tempting enough, but Renee shrank a little because of shyness and lack of confidence in her own appearance.

Now that Fisher said such a thing, didn't it make Renee go straight and completely crazy?

Fisher vaguely sensed that Renee in front of him had begun to move her hands and feet, even her clothes.

But he also had some curiosity about what it was like to be like with a god with authority, but for now it must be more pain than pleasure, because he hadn't fully adapted to the taste of authority.

"Bang la la"

"Baby. Baby"

The little chaos species who were still concerned about Fisher's safety began to heat up, as if they had seen some shy sight, and one by one they became restless like rice balls in boiling water, and finally they all hid in the sea of souls without looking.

In the silence of the spiritual realm, it was as if all the dangers had fallen silent, and only Fisher and Renee were left as quiet as the moment before the storm came.

Fisher's consciousness gradually blurred, and he could only feel Renee

Darkly, he just felt that he was unconsciously getting closer and closer to Renee.

Until it can't get closer, until it reaches zero completely, and then breaks through the distance of zero.

"Buzz"

"Fisher"

In the bright moonlight, Renee's murmur encapsulated the things that could not be told in detail. (End of chapter)