40. Sweet dreams come true

Listening to the "cordial call" of the beautiful woman in front of her, who was both familiar and unfamiliar, Jasmine vigilantly kept backing away,

"Who the hell are you?"

The corners of the blonde angel's mouth in front of him curled slightly, and the curvature of the pink lips was like hell tearing the door of the world, and words like venom were spouting from it,

"Why, even I forgot? It's true that I've been putting you aside for too long, because it's not time yet. But now I am still embarrassed to see that the scorching soul that had gone through the wings and soaring, desperately struggled and finally burned like it is now."

Intuition tells Jasmine that the woman in front of her is extremely dangerous, but the words she says seem to have magical magic to make Jasmine's attention follow.

Although the Xuanshen hook kiss had previously told her the truth of her identity, the Xuanshen couple had also been emphasizing a very important matter

"You're no longer Asuka Karasawa."

"You're Jasmine, it's our daughter"

In the past, it was so painful, and the Xuanshen couple were unwilling to let the soul that had gone through 10,000 years of suffering bear that weight again, even if they had to tell Jasmine all about it at this moment, but that was only because they had to face the current situation of spiritual pollution.

But what about Jasmine?

The past was hidden behind a wall that seemed to be separated by a door, especially when she learned that the person named "Asuka Karasawa Fisher" had been waiting for Teacher Fisher for 10,000 years, and behind that door, it was as if there was also a self standing ready to move

Both Jasmine and Asuka Karasawa are waiting to open that door to meet each other.

"You and me."

Therefore, listening to Helaire's words at this moment, Jasmine was vigilant but also hesitated,

"You're related to the chaos outside the square, right? I'm here to target me, to get the pollution out of control? ”

Jasmine had already learned from the mouth of the hook kiss that she was inextricably linked to the outside spiritual world pollution, so Teacher Fisher didn't take her with them when they left here to go to some spiritual refuge.

Herel smiled and shook his head, and said to Jasmine,

"That couple is not you, they, like the gods you revere, mistakenly believe that this power is an extension of dreams, but what they don't really know is that the pollution has been completely out of the control of dreams for many years ago."

Immediately, for the first time, Heller's blue-gold eyes reflected the figure of the ignorant whale girl in front of him.

"Because the chaotic soul that was carried back then was a genius like no other. She is so compatible with the power of the dream that even the dream deity is unimaginable, so much so that for years she can only influence your mind, but never interfere with your decisions head-on. And these things that they call "pollution" are originally part of your power. It's just that your soul has left them behind forever in the spirit realm, always looking for you."

"You're lying!"

Jasmine interrupted Helaire's words with a sudden frown, and she clenched her fists and retorted,

"If it is really as you said, it is beneficial and harmless, then how could Asuka Tang Ze at that time abandon it and even choose to die?"

Heller's expression became playful, and she smiled a little closer to Jasmine, which frightened Jasmine and hurriedly retreated, more vigilant,

"What are you doing? I. I'm going to call my mom? ”

"Call Mom? Are you still a baby who hasn't grown up? ”

Hellaire smiled, but didn't move forward, just stood still, just very close in front of Jasmine, no more than ten centimeters away from her,

"Since you have sensed my danger, but you didn't call Xuanshen in the first place, why do you think it is?"

"Me"

"Because your heart is eager to know more about [you] past is just from before to now, you are like this, good at deceiving yourself, isn't it Asuka~"

Hellaire gently stretched out his fingers and slightly provoked Jasmine's chin, causing Jasmine to gasp and lift her cheeks slightly, those eyes looked at Helaire vigilantly and disgustedly, just the bottom of the eyes

hehe

"So, why do you want to throw that power away? Do you know the answer? ”

Herel slowly brought her cheek to Jasmine's ear and whispered to her word by word,

"Because you were lying to yourself at that time."

Jasmine's pupils shrank, and Herel's words seemed to penetrate her heart in an instant, making her legs even begin to tremble slightly,

At that time, you had already foreseen that the dreams that had been expanding in your head could have an impact on reality, and you didn't want your power to affect others, so you chose to leave from the spiritual realm

"'His power has swelled to the point where he cannot hide the gods and myths, and if he wants to survive, it will inevitably mean war with them; The great war between the mythical ranks, how can those humans survive from it? If something goes wrong with humanity, won't Mr. Fisher not be able to exist in the future? ’”

Helaire imitated Jasmine's tone, pulled out the thoughts that were hidden in the depths of Jasmine's soul, and threw them into the sunlight, as Hellaire's words exploded in Jasmine's ears, Jasmine's body trembled more violently like chaff

"'So, in that case, the only way to do this is to get out of here immediately and avoid conflict.'"

"For the sake of righteousness, for goodness, for the future to come. Actually, since you founded the Creation Society, you've been helping other people who have come from afar, haven't you? Caleb Uzi, Ashley, von Spencer, you are a respected president, a transferee who exists for peace, for the sake of guiding the shifter

"You have done so much for others, sacrificing yourself regardless of the return, just so that the power that swells in your body does not affect reality, does not affect the living beings there.

"So you lie to yourself, it's okay if you don't see Fisher. Even if you have been waiting for thousands of years, even if the illusion torments your spirit day after day, it clearly has Fisher's appearance, but his image in your heart is more and more blurred. How many sleepless nights of loneliness and anguish, the despair and loneliness that others see as reliable only turn into singleness"

Hellaire's words paused slightly, and she finally smiled again, and whispered in Jasmine's ear,

"But. Does it really matter, Asuka? ”

“.”

No response

It turned out that Jasmine, who was listening to all this, had burst into tears in the uncontrollable trembling of her body.

“.”

Why?

Why do I cry uncontrollably when I hear this?

I shouldn't be Asuka Karasawa

However, after hearing what she said, the despair that seemed to pour down from the depths of her soul was still difficult to suppress

It's as if it never disappeared and was never left behind.

"Ahh

"Plop!"

Jasmine was in tears, and sat directly on the ground with her legs limp.

She clutched her chest as if she couldn't breathe, gasping for breath in an attempt to dissipate the sadness that flowed through her heart.

And Helaire also stepped back slightly, the smile on her face faded a little, and her blue-gold eyes were also dyed with an incomprehensible layer of divinity, as if she had seen through the soul of Jasmine in front of her,

"Don't you understand, Jasmine. The things outside are not pollution at all, but the "dreams" that you think about day and night

"The more you deceive yourself, the more you tell yourself, 'What you want is not important,' and thus push it away from reality and give it to someone else. The shortcomings of reality can only be made up by dreams, so the more selfless and selfless you deceive yourself, the bigger and bigger the [dream] will be, and it will be more and more difficult to suppress.

"It has no mind, no wisdom, but why is it searching for you everywhere?

"There's no other reason, it's just trying to help make your dreams come true, Asuka Karasawa."

Jasmine's eyes widened with tears in her eyes, and she stared blankly at the angel in front of her.

Her pink lips quivered slightly, as if some words had been pressed against her throat, but they were instinctively blocked by her throat

Like what she wanted to say countless times in the past but didn't say.

It doesn't matter if your mother abuses herself, as long as she is obedient, her mother is happy

It doesn't matter if your mind is not normal, as long as you pretend to be fine, Dad doesn't bother reciting Buddha like that.

It doesn't matter if your classmates bully you, as long as you are patient and don't cause trouble to your family or teachers

It doesn't matter if Helle and Mr. Fisher are together, as long as I pretend not to see and not make Mr. Fisher think I'm weird

It doesn't matter if Margaret cheats on herself, as long as she can give up and everyone is safe.

It doesn't matter if you wait 10,000 years, as long as Mr. Fisher can return safely

It doesn't matter if you leave this world and never see Teacher Fisher, as long as everyone in this world is safe

That's it.

That's it.

That's it.

That's it.

Is it?

Jasmine gasped and covered her head, her eyes turning from azure to black little by little, like the thickest and darkest ink in the center of the inkstone, and soon, distorted words were blurred from it.

It's not good, it

"Not good."

How could it be good.

How come.

In this way, how can you be good?!

"Buzz!"

Just as Hellaire watched expressionlessly as Jasmine, whose tears gradually turned inky black, beat his chest in pain, an extremely terrifying sword light suddenly came from far away.

Helaire didn't move, but even though she was far away, the blonde hair on her forehead was already fluttering uncontrollably, and then, the next moment, her head was about to fall.

"Click, click!"

But in the next second, from behind Heller's standing position, her shadow began to swell for no reason, and there was something extremely terrifying hidden in it like a pool of water.

"Buzz!"

The golden-colored sword contained the power of a demigod, almost cutting the world apart, but as the boundless darkness contained in the shadow behind Herel expanded little by little to block her in front of her, it actually engulfed the fleeting sword light beyond all else.

Not even a ripple was raised.

"Stay away from my daughter!!"

The entire hideout of Hookkiss was almost engulfed by the exaggerated sword light and the medium of the curse of the ginseng, and when the medium spread through Helaire, the cold-faced ginseng seemed to realize that her medium enveloped two separate beings.

One was the angel-like being, and the other was the thing hidden in her shadow

There are nineteen steps in the form of an angel, and the one in the shadow. Can't see through. But it must be powerful.

Is that

Two avatars of the same thing?

Hellaire smiled and looked at the ginseng that came from a distance with a monstrous murderous aura, sighed lightly and said,

"Do you see that?"

As a demigod, it is not that she has never seen the incarnation of the gods, she has even seen the essence of Ramastia countless times, and the incarnations and essences of other gods have also seen countless times.

It can be said that there are very few people who know about the affairs of the gods within the barriers, and it just so happens that Genshen is the one who knows the most.

If only that angel existed, Xuan Shen would not have been able to see that it was an incarnation, but when the powerful existence in her shadow appeared, Xuan Shen was extremely sure that that thing was the incarnation of a god.

Therefore, Xuanshen did not move recklessly in mid-air, but reached out violently, and the medium that almost covered this space was exerted at the same time, pulling the ground in front of Jasmine who was kneeling on the ground completely.

"Boom!"

As if the island had been split in two, the side where Scarlet and Jasmine were standing rose up, while the smiling Heller continued to fall.

"Ah, what's going on?!"

"Will there be an earthquake here?"

The alien visitors who were resting on the island shouted one after another, but at this moment, the glowing tentacles had already stretched out and pulled them back to the position behind Xuan Shen, which was the hand of Bo Jiang Niang.

Xuanshen looked vigilantly at the smiling angel below, raised his hand and directly manipulated the medium to tear Helaire's body apart, but the invisible medium seemed so fragile in front of the boundless darkness behind her, and it was already torn apart before she could reach her.

And Helaire, who was among them, did not move, and there was no sign of another shot, which made Xuanshen slightly stunned.

Could it be said.

Xuanshen seemed to realize something, and hurriedly looked back at Jasmine, who was protected by herself, but saw her covering her face and hanging her head, and drops of black tears fell to the ground, looking extremely uncomfortable.

That look made Xuan Shen feel distressed, she quickly squatted down and grabbed Jasmine's shoulder, and called,

"Jasmine, Jasmine! Don't believe what that woman said to you just now, those are all words that deceive you, you have to refrain from it, okay? ”

Heller, who was standing in the darkness below, smiled and didn't look back, but slowly closed his eyes and said to himself,

"A lie?"

The sobbing Jasmine heard the words of Xuan Shen, and she said vaguely while wiping away the black tears that kept falling,

"Mom. Woo."

"I'm here, Jasmine"

"Mom. But my heart hurts."

"Jasmine, don't be cranky, okay? I'm here too, and so is my dad. Your Fisher teacher is still there, and they're all there. Don't think about the past, go back to the present, okay? ”

"Now."

"yes, think about the present, what you want to do now, not the past, okay?"

Scarlet gently cupped Jasmine's face and removed her ink-stained palm, revealing her sad face.

"Mom. I. I'm now.

"I just want my dreams to come true right now, can I?"

Xuanshen was slightly stunned, and didn't understand Jasmine's words for a while,

"What? Dream? ”

"Well, I don't want to lie to myself anymore

"Mom. You and Daddy want me to leave everything in the past behind. I cooperate with everything, and I do everything you say, Mom. I was just. I don't want to give my mom and dad, I don't want to cause trouble to Mr. Fisher and the world."

Xuanshen opened her mouth slightly, but the tears in front of her were increasing.

Xuanshen and Hookkiss hope that she will completely let go of the past, as long as she doesn't think about it and doesn't look at the past, then all the pain and sadness of the past will not catch up with her

But is that really the case?

Didn't Asuka's biological father in the temple think this way for Asuka, who was tortured by his mother to go insane?

He pleaded with the Buddha to let go of her young daughter's obsession and return to normal, but he never solved the problems she faced and healed her wounds.

It's just that Asuka Karasawa didn't want her father to worry, so she lied to herself that she was already good and that she was no longer mentally ill

And now, in the face of the anticipation of the cucumber and the hook kiss, she made the same choice.

But the wound in the depths of the soul is still there, can it be repaired by simply forgetting it?

And this time, she didn't want to lie to herself anymore.

Jasmine didn't say a word, just hung her head weakly.

And Xuan Shen wanted to say something, but suddenly there was a chilling sound behind him.

"Click!"

Xuanshen's pupils shrank, and he turned his head to look behind him, only to see that the emerald green shield that wrapped the entire hook kiss hiding place was already full of cracks, and it was on the verge of collapse.

Outside the shield was the boundless scarlet mist, as if she had heard Asuka Karasawa calling and was eager to get closer

Looking at the shield that was about to shatter, Helaire once again had a faint smile on her face, her eyes lit slightly, and a scarlet oil-paper umbrella was stretched out above her head at some point.

"A dream is coming true."

"Click!!"

In the next second, the shield of the entire package hideout shattered.

The boundless scarlet mist rushed into it like crazy, heading towards the jasmine wrap.

"Jasmine!"

Xuanjian's face changed, and he hurriedly hugged Jasmine tightly into his arms to protect him, and at the same time, along with Jasmine, the entire island, and Helaire, they were swallowed up by the scarlet mist

"Buzz"

The moment the scarlet mist touched Jasmine's skin, the scarlet mist, which had been silent and confused for so long, finally boiled again like the boiling hot water that had been boiling in the pot on the stove for a long time. (End of chapter)