47. Defeated dogs
"So, tell me a little bit about the situation, girl."
The health room during the lunch break is very quiet, and it is definitely a great place to talk until the health teacher who arrives late at two or three o'clock in the afternoon finds out. Among the soundproofed retreats, there are few things to exercise. Only the shadows on the wall that climb with the sun at noon and the hanging clock that shakes its head on the wall.
After entering, Heller sat down on a wooden chair with his back to the balcony, looked back at Renee who was holding a lunch box behind him, and asked with a smile.
"Specifically?"
"That's right. Sit, no one else will come here. ”
"Oooh."
Seeing that Heller stretched out her hand and pointed to the white hospital bed next to her, Renee hesitated for a moment and sat down with her skirt in her hands, and put the lunch box on the bedside table by the way.
The words were brewing in her throat, and in the hesitation that trembled slightly up and down when she looked at Teacher Heller, the girl's thoughts were revealed.
"Actually, a long time ago I. I noticed Mr. Fisher, because before I met Mr. Fisher, because I was a bad person, so I rarely talked to other students, and the relationship was not good, I always felt very lonely, only Mr. Fisher could talk to me, and he has always been patient with me, whether it is me who has a bad temper, or I who likes to play tricks on him, he has always been."
Heller propped her cheek with one hand, listening to Renee's words, a thoughtful look flashed at the bottom of her blue-gold eyes, and she also muttered in Nari,
"It seems that even the dreams of the heyday that are enough to swallow up the entire corner of the barrier at this moment cannot completely wipe out the soul characteristics of the true god?"
At this moment, Renee no longer understands Nari, but she just feels that the language is familiar, and it just so happens that her usual English level is rubbish, so she just said a word of her hometown.
"What?"
"Ah nothing, you go on."
The dream does not completely reshape Renee's feelings for Fisher, on the contrary, this emotion adapts to the situation that is unique to the dream.
Hey, before Infinity revealed her identity as an [Undead Witch], wasn't that exactly how she treated Fisher?
Shrinking, hiding, and obviously doing all kinds of excessive flirting, but they are all just hiding
So, why not make the situation more complicated here? What's more interesting?
Hellaire's smile deepened, and Renee pinched the hem of her skirt and saw that she didn't reply clearly, so she had to bite down and continue,
"But after Mr. Fisher came here, he went directly to Jasmine's house in class B next door, and heard that her father was a monk and had a temple. It's okay if it's just that, even if you know that she might like Ms. Fisher, it's okay, just play fair. But somehow she seems to hate me? ”
"I hate you."
"That's right. Well, not necessarily."
As soon as she mentioned this, Renee felt more and more puzzled, and she clenched her fists even more, looking indignant,
"If it's just jealousy, there must be a limit, or even if it's because you're jealous. But obviously I haven't done anything, and I don't know her, so I put on a face for me again and again. But sometimes when I see her, she smiles with me, like she wasn't the one who put on a face before."
After speaking, Renee hurriedly emphasized again,
"It's definitely not my delusion, it's been like this several times."
Hearing this, Helaire's expression was slightly stunned, and then he suddenly laughed,
"Interesting."
Her blue-gold eyes narrowed slightly, and she could almost immediately see the reason for Jasmine's reaction.
Logically speaking, Jasmine and Renee have basically never met a few times, and Elizabeth doesn't know how much more jealousy and hatred can be than Renee.
Therefore, this affection and resentment do not essentially come from Jasmine, but from Asuka Karazawa.
Don't forget, Asuka Karasawa and Renee's predecessor mother goddess are good friends, and that kind of friendliness comes from this, even if Jasmine doesn't remember the specific memories in them, she still subconsciously releases kindness to her.
And that paradoxical malice
It wasn't for Renee, it was for Helaire.
In fact, since 10,000 years ago, Asuka Karasawa has had a very complicated sense of the angel Helaire.
On the one hand, of course, envy and admiration, because of her immaturity and immaturity at that time, she subconsciously took the glamorous angel Heraire as her role model and goal, wanting to become her and become a free and uninhibited and attractive woman.
This is the perception of Heller on the surface, so Helle's current identity is a glamorous [teacher] who is the same as Fisher.
But what about the other aspect? Hellaire's closeness to Asuka Karazawa's unattainable Fisher at the time led to another thought that inevitably grew in her, which was jealousy and hatred.
This is known when Imaginary embraces Fisher after killing Margaret.
Jasmine, or Asuka Karasawa attached this dark thought to Renee, so in her dream she added Renee, who she had never met a few times, to the identity of a cowardly defeated dog, which must be called [revenge].
And this also means that the power of pollution in Jasmine's body can easily distinguish that the infinite authority is essentially her authority, which is why Renee and Helaire are confused.
The pollution in Jasmine's body that formed this dream was now more powerful than ever.
"It's even more powerful than I expected, the wonderful reaction that occurs after the daydream and the body are combined is really unpredictable, it seems that the other incarnation needs to be more careful."
"Huh? Mr. Heller, what are you saying to me? ”
Herel smiled and shook her head, but her expression suddenly became serious, she looked Renee up and down, and said with some sighs,
"I'm just sorry that a piece of gold and jade is slipping away quietly under your hands."
"Jin Yu. Marriage? ”
Hellaire touched his chin, pinched her cheek while looking at Renee in front of him, and said,
"He looks so smart and looks very attractive, how can he be submissive because of a little intimidation from Jasmine? And duplicity is obviously the best policy, if you like it, you must take the initiative. It's like pretending to be bad now, pretending not to care, waiting for the other party to take the initiative to come forward, but it's going to be a mess of losing."
"Lose"
Renee was pinched by Hellaire's face, pouted cutely, and chewed on her words.
Hellaire looked directly at her, nodded earnestly, and whispered,
"yes, can you imagine? It doesn't matter if they're still in school, but it won't be long before they graduate. After graduation, they went their separate ways, and they couldn't take care of each other anymore. Well, maybe while you're still in bed, trying to figure out what to write in a text message to Mr. Fisher, Jasmine and your Mr. Fisher will make a private decision for life.
"Ah, I can save the process of meeting my father-in-law and mother-in-law, and let Mr. Fisher inherit her family's temple. When the time comes, Jasmine will be beautiful again, and Teacher Fisher will be considerate of her, give birth to a few big fat boys, and be happy here for a lifetime
Then, after a few years of hard work, you finally mustered up the courage to send a text message inviting Mr. Fisher out for dinner, but the reply to you was, "I'm sorry, my wife and son at home still need to be taken care of, and I can't go out."
"As soon as I opened the line and social media, I didn't want to see it at all, but I could always see Jasmine and Mr. Fisher posting on their accounts where they traveled and how their children grew up healthily. And you can only hide under the quilt with tears in your eyes to see how cute their children are, how loving they are.
"Your heart is scarred, but you still forcibly raise your finger and type words of blessing on the screen of your mobile phone, praising them for being so happy and their children are so smart and cute."
Renee's mouth opened wide, and as Hellaire's demonic whisper rang in her ears, a fainting sensation poured down from her Heavenly Spirit Gai, causing her to almost fall to the ground without rolling her eyes.
She feels like she is no longer a person at the moment, but a clown and a defeated dog who hides in the shadows and peeps into the happiness of others.
It's over like this for the rest of my life
"So, you see, your bento is so delicious, and you have prepared the words of confession so carefully, but you can only eat it yourself every day, and you can only throw it out and pour it in the trash, just like your feelings. Isn't it a pity? ”
Hellaire opened the lunch box on the side with a smile, picked up the chopsticks and took a bite of it, and then made a sound of admiration,
"Are you so defeated and cowardly, Renee?"
The voice also drew Renee's attention back at the same time, and it was only through Hellel's words that Renee seemed to have an extremely uncomfortable feeling in her heart.
It's like a genius who has been strategizing and suddenly becomes mentally retarded after one night, and when she wakes up the next day and sees the math problem she calculated, she feels sick.
It's like a billionaire who suddenly becomes a beggar overnight, and when she wakes up the next day and sees the mansion on the corner, she will feel uncomfortable.
Renee feels like this at the moment
No, why did you suddenly become a defeated dog who can only crawl in the dark?
I didn't seem to be like this before, although because of the power of dreams, Renee couldn't tell when the so-called "before" was.
But under the guidance of Heller, a "life mentor" and "success master", Renee's heart inevitably gave birth to a touch of resentment towards Jasmine.
Why can Mr. Fisher live in your house, eat your lunch, and not live in my Renee's, and can't eat my Renee's?
How can there be such a reason?!
Renee was suddenly boosted, and even her waist straightened up a little, but looking at the smiling Heller in front of her, she still inevitably had a little doubt in her heart, so she asked in a low voice,
"That's right. That, Mr. Heller."
"How?"
You and Mr. Fisher are both from the same place. And it's an adult of the same generation, and he's so beautiful, I just heard about it, and you're just that to Mr. Fisher. Is this a fake? Don't you want that to encourage me?"
Silly boy, if you don't fight Jasmine to the death now, how can your dear Teacher Heller still make a profit?
Helaire was still smiling, but she couldn't help but brush her face with her hands, bringing up a little sorrow for her own people, and she sighed,
"First, it's because I'm too old, and people don't look down on me, even if the roots come from the same place, who taught me to give birth to him so much? In fact, you don't know in private, Mr. Fisher is very cruel to others, and he has to ask me for a little problem for a long time, how can he be so patient and gentleman like you children? ”
"Huh?"
Renee thought about it for a moment, and thought so.
It's like she teased Teacher Fisher in class, pretending not to care and not being polite at all, and she wouldn't be angry for disturbing his work before.
Ay? When did you interrupt Mr. Fisher's work? Why do you seem to have a little impression and then no appearance?
But I didn't expect Mr. Fisher to be so strict with Mr. Heller?
"Second, it was Jasmine who instigated Teacher Fisher first and did not allow him to contact other women. Although I don't have a chance, but such a domineering and domineering girl, do you want Teacher Fisher to fall into her hands? ”
"No, of course I don't want to"
Of course, it's best if it falls into my hands.
Renee said this from the bottom of her heart.
Isn't that destiny in me, Renee?
Renee swallowed a mouthful of saliva, quite a kind of domineering in a yellow robe, as if she only knew today that the cowardly self before was not herself.
But the goal is there, but how to do it is still there
Heraire in front of him also retracted his emotion, and saw through Renee's thoughts like an unpredictable prophet, and reminded her,
"Although it is true that Mr. Fisher and Jasmine have a deep relationship these days, don't forget that Mr. Fisher is also your teacher. It's her duty to tutor you in your studies, and in particular, Mr. Fisher doesn't hate you, does he? ”
"That's right."
Renee touched her chin, and her eyes lit up instantly, as if she already had a plan in her heart.
It's just that there is no English class today, there is only one class in the afternoon, and school will be out before four o'clock, so no matter what, I have to wait until tomorrow.
"I see! Thank you, Mr. Heller! ”
"Where. No thanks, Renee-san. ”
"Then I'll go back and get ready now!"
"Uh-huh. By the way, if you don't mind, leave this lunch to me, okay? As a reward, I haven't had lunch yet. ”
Heller raised the bento box in his hand that had been paved with red rice to say "Mr. Fisher, LOVE".
"No problem!"
Renee, who had gained something at the moment, of course gladly agreed, she nodded, and seeing that the horse's morning break was about to end, she was ready to leave and go back to class.
When he came, he thanked Halleyr again and again, but Halley just smiled, hiding his merit and fame.
"Ding Ding Ding Ding~"
When the bell rang again, and the students returned to their classrooms, Hellell closed the lunch box, picked up the utensils, left the health room, and walked towards his office.
"Click."
Gently pushing the door open, Fisher, who had been separated from Jasmine and returned to the office to listen to the English tapes.
Seeing Helaire come in, he frowned, looking extremely vigilant.
He glanced at Helaire, who had his hands behind his back, and his mind couldn't help but flash a storm,
"What did you do when you left in the morning?"
"How do you know?"
Heller's eyes widened, and he looked like "how did you guess it?"
Fisher raised his eyebrows, and was about to say something, when he saw Helaire take out the lunch box and cutlery behind him with a smile and put them in front of Fisher,
"I'm going to get this ready."
"What is this?"
Fisher was slightly stunned, still very vigilant, and didn't make any other moves, just asked.
"Open it and see it, won't you?"
"If you don't open it, take it."
"Huh? It's true? I've been preparing for a while, and my mouth is dry."
Fisher was unmoved, and Hellel was not annoyed, but smiled and reached out and opened the lid, revealing the delicate food inside.
On the top layer, there is a line of words paved with red rice,
"Mr. Fisher, LOVE!"
Fisher opened his mouth and was about to say something, but turned his eyes to look at Hellaire on the side, but what greeted him was a kiss like a dragonfly.
"Po"
“.”
"Okay, let's eat it, it's delicious~"
Hellaire sat down beside him with a smile, holding his chin in his hand, as if ready to watch him enjoy lunch.
I don't know if it's an accident, but all in all, the sudden kiss coincidentally blocked the words that Fisher was about to say "I've already eaten" back into his throat, and he couldn't get out.
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