CH.28 You Are Not Hypocritical, You Are Incomparably Beautiful
When we are happy, we are always kind;
When we are kind, we are not necessarily happy.
In the past, Cao Aiqing was the first type, and now she belongs to the second type.
Behind the seemingly calm and calm, she just chose to disguise herself as happy.
The flirting movements that can't be changed subconsciously, the evasive eyes when looking at He Tianran, and the deliberately looking for topics, all these manifestations show that she is now in a very unconfident state.
She can pretend to be indifferent in front of everyone, but only in this way when she faces the boy, the rare inferiority complex in her becomes more and more intense.
But fortunately, the boy opposite focused on the food in the cafeteria in front of him, as if he were treating a rare delicacy.
didn't pay too much attention to herself, which made Cao Aiqing breathe a sigh of relief, and then for the same reason, let her breathe a sigh of relief.
"The food in the cafeteria has become so unpalatable."
He Tianran disposed of the leftovers on the plate and wiped his mouth.
Cao Aiqing took a piece of chicken and put it in his mouth, tasted it carefully, and whispered: "No, it's the same as before, there is no change." β
"Really? Maybe my sense of taste disappeared in an instant, but each flower is in its own eyes, maybe this chicken nugget also thinks I eat dates, and it likes people like you to chew slowly. β
Cao Aiqing glared at him and lowered his eyes, his chopsticks fiddling with the dishes on the plate.
This kind of superficial off-string sound hardly needs to be understood too much.
"Got it all?"
He Tianran nodded: "Got it." β
She pursed her lips: "The way you comfort people is a bit hypocritical." β
He shrugged: "There's no way, liberal arts students have been contaminated with some art bacteria, you have to understand, and you will get used to it slowly." β
After He Tianran finished speaking, he looked at Cao Aiqing seriously and continued: "Why don't you tell me? β
The girl said silently, "I...... I'm afraid you'll take revenge. β
He Tianran's eyes widened: "You're not afraid that they will continue to bully you, but you're afraid that I will help you take revenge after I know it?" β
"More is better than less......"
"This is a little inconsistent with the scene when you spoke up for me in the Thai restaurant."
"I'm not going to be friends with them." Cao Aiqing bit her lip.
He Tianran sighed after hearing this, not to be friends with them, is this the biggest punishment that this girl in front of him can think of?
When she sees others in difficulty, she can stand up; But when she was in trouble herself, she was thinking about how not to cause trouble to others.
Whether it is to turn a blind eye or fight hard, it is one way to solve this problem, but ......
"When a dog bites you, people don't bite back, can I understand that?"
Cao Aiqing thought for a while, and finally smiled lightly: "The words are not rough. β
He Tianran said helplessly: "As a friend, how should I help you?" β
The girl fell silent, and finally muttered a method:
"Accompaniment...... It's good to be with me......"
ββ¦β¦β
He Tianran thought a lot for a moment, of course he wanted to promise not to let Cao Aiqing suffer this kind of harm again, but this was not the optimal solution to the problem.
It's like a math problem, just writing a formula can only score two points.
It is impossible for him to be by Cao Aiqing's side all the time, and according to the girl's temperament, even if she accepts it at first, but after a long time, when various affairs find her and she can't pull away, she will only feel more guilty about what she says now.
Eventually, he shook his head and refused.
ββ¦β¦ Isn't it...... Too much trouble for you? β
Cao Aiqing also realized his impulsiveness, but his tone was uncontrollably lost.
He Tianran looked at her, and finally asked seriously while he couldn't bear it:
"Do you know that the boy you rejected is saying that you are hypocritical behind your back?"
Cao Aiqing's eyes trembled suddenly, and her eye sockets were visibly covered with a layer of moist mist, she had thought that the boy opposite might be affected by the rumors......
In fact, in her heart, the distrust of her friends...... In other words, He Tianran's distrust is a more serious blow than cutting off his hair.
"You...... Do you think so too? β
She said this with a shudder, and it was warm in the cafeteria, but her mouth felt like she had ice cubes in her mouth.
He Tianran found that this question full of ambiguity stimulated Cao Aiqing, who was sensitive at the moment, he quickly shook his head, pulled out a smile and said:
"Me? Of course not! Even on the contrary, you know I liked you, but I was a very silent and reluctant person during that time, right? β
Cao Aiqing nodded suspiciously, and listened to the young man continue to analyze himself and said:
"Don't look at me like that at that time, in fact, my inner activity can be staged in a movie every minute! And what I thought about the most at that time was to like someone, and it was so nice......"
Speaking of this, He Tianran deliberately raised his eyebrows and added: "The person I say here likes is specifically referring to you. β
Cao Aiqing's ears turned red, and she said curiously: "You...... What are you doing all of a sudden? β
"Because it's beautiful!" He Tianran smiled fearlessly.
"But then...... I didn't know you liked me......" Cao Aiqing's face was delicate.
"That's good, too!" He came to a conclusion forcefully, and confided out the past in his heart one by one:
"I've had a crush on you for two years, you know what I'm most looking forward to every day, when is it?"
ββ¦β¦ I don't know. β
The girl actually wondered if it would be the time to see herself, but she couldn't open her mouth.
"It's when you became a member of the study committee, and you came to collect my homework every day! Every time, I think that if I don't hand in my homework once, you can be kind and accompany me to write about it, and there will be a love story between us, and I have thought of countless opening lines for this. β
He Tianran's expression gradually became second, and Cao Aiqing was speechless.
"I asked you again, do you remember, once in the second year of high school, I wrote my name in my math homework book as 'He Chaoqing', and the Chinese homework was written as "He Chu'an", and then I was laughed at by the old class, and I was asked in the classroom to change my name This thing can be changed every day, it is better to call it 'He Xigai' directly, for which the whole class laughed at me. β
"Remember ......"
"That's my fantasy that if I can marry you in the future, our children's names, both male and female, will all be chosen."
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Cao Aiqing's face was shocked and ashamed, she never expected that such an absurd and naΓ―ve reason would be hidden after this incident.
But somehow, she didn't feel embarrassed or embarrassed, and even a little ...... Unspeakable joy.
Because the young man's happy appearance at this time proves that he really feels that he has done a very beautiful thing.
He Tianran himself also made a big red face:
"I didn't want to say it, after all, this is one of my black history, but now I want to tell you that when I like you, I don't think you're hypocritical at all, and I want to thank you."
"Thank me?"
"Yes, thank you."
"For ...... Why? β
"You think, a dark abandoned house, living a chaotic life every day, a meaningless life in the eyes of outsiders. And after I fell in love with you, in my lackluster world, although I couldn't talk about putting it into action, I still came up with the belief that I wanted to work hard for you......"
After saying these open-hearted and open words, He Tianran returned to the conclusion of the question, and he frankly raised his chin and said:
"So, you are not hypocritical, for me, you are the collection of all tenderness and throbbing in this world, untouchable in my youth, but the most incomparable beauty!"
Cao Aiqing lowered her head, her face was like a ripe apple, and she was completely speechless now.
All the gossip she had heard before, and the gloomy grief and anger she had accumulated, seemed to collapse in an instant in front of this sentence.
For the first time, the girl felt,
To be liked by a person, so seriously,
What a joy.