CH.17 Creep (3)

"The ...... Zhoume? ”

At first glance, when he heard my question, the young man in front of him was dumbfounded.

I understand his shock, just as I felt when I sat in his seat and listened to the last greeting and ask me the same question.

"You mean to say...... Are you the same as me, He Tianran? ”

He couldn't believe it, and I was ready to explain.

"You have to believe that you are not the only one special in this world."

I got up, picked up a notebook next to the computer, flipped a page at random, unscrewed the cap of the pen, and drew a straight line in the blank space.

"This line is our life thirteen years ago, and there is no difference until September ......"

At the end of that line, I connected two forks.

"From the beginning of the cool prank, there was a divergence in our fate, a good future is the world you are in, and a bad one is the world I am in, this, I think you should have understood it a long time ago."

The young man He Tianran nodded, and I suddenly blacked out all the simple timelines, and continued:

"But have you ever thought about a question, that is, the so-called 'Yuanhe Natural' has long been dead, and my existence with you is completely a product of chaos caused by the rebirth of Wen Liang, and the meeting between you and me this time is nothing more than the result of the correction of fate."

"What is ...... Fate modifiers? ”

I put down my pen, leaned back on the couch, and asked him:

"Do you believe in cause and effect?"

"I ...... Believe. ”

"Then you should understand the meaning to you after being reborn, this is the cause. You've made a big difference, you've had a bright future, and that's the result. However, when you came to my world, you still tried to save her, do you know the chaos caused by saving her? ”

"This ...... I know. ”

I looked at his face and couldn't help but roar:

"No, you don't know! Your narrow gaze only sees a little bit of love, you want Wen Liang to get rid of the pain of reincarnation, you want Cao Aiqing to maintain her original innocence, you have been entangled in this kind of inconsequential thing, but you have never thought about me! Or rather, it's us! ”

He was shocked by my sudden outburst, and I exploded all my grievances:

"Let me tell you, what will happen after you save her, because she did not enter the reincarnation, causing you to return to September, forgetting everything that happened before, you will still be teased by her at the welcome party, you will still fall out with your family, you will still watch Cao Aiqing become what she is now step by step and you can't do anything, your future life will become a complete joke! However, all this is not the most cruel ......"

Outside, the wind began to howl, and the leaves of the trees in the street were rustling.

My mood at the moment, like the bad weather of this typhoon, continued gloomily:

"One day thirteen years later, you will suddenly recall that there is a period of past, Cao Aiqing is your lovely girlfriend, you were admitted to the film school and attracted much attention, as for Wen Liang, as long as you want, you can even step on two boats, you don't have to experience this muddy, shit-like life, but this beautiful everything will be broken by a fool who fell from the sky and had a fool in his heart to save others, and broke it again and again! And then you ...... It's me! ”

With that, it was as if all my energy had been drained, my hands trembling and I lit a cigarette, and my body collapsed on the couch.

My embarrassed appearance was reflected in the boy's eyes, and he could not accept it yet, and we were silent with each other, and the room was surprisingly quiet.

A muffled thunder rang out from afar, and lightning streaked across the sky.

Outside the window, the rain poured down.

"Since you know everything that Wen Liang has done for us after she was reborn, now you have to ...... her with your own hands Push down the fire pit? ”

He was in pain, his voice was hoarse, and after listening to my words, he struggled inwardly.

I looked at the smoke coming out of my mouth, and said with blank eyes: "I know the idea of wanting to save her in your heart, I have also struggled and contradicted, my sadness will not be less than yours, but when the good things you have experienced are gone, you will only regret it." ”

After a moment, he muttered, "You know that if I listen to your words, I will still choose to save her...... Is that right? ”

Of course I knew he would make the same decision that I made then.

Then, again, a cycle begins.

"Do you think this world is really a real world?"

"What?"

I picked myself up and drew a circle next to the timeline that had been altered.

"Perhaps, we all belong to a similar state of warmth, and the biggest regret in her life is to avoid the harm caused to us in the first place, but as you guess, compared to it, have I done less evil to her? She said she had fallen into Infernal Hell, trapped in the eternal repetition of September...... But...... What about us? ”

Speaking of which, I pondered for a moment and slowly exhaled:

"It's also a part of this hell, just like this circle, our fate is intertwined with her, there is no beginning and end, even if Wen Liang changed you after being reborn, she got what she wanted, and she had no regrets, but she didn't expect that this is the kind of you, at this moment, you would actually think about saving her, and then correct your fate to me. This is what I call a correction, which is also known as the Infernal Hell! ”

"ε‘²~"

The young man He Tianran finally opened the coke, and he poured it as if venting.

"Don't save her, jump out of this circle, go back to the wonderful world that belongs to you, where everyone is happy, don't come to hell."

I give one final piece of advice.

It took him a long time to silently drink the can of Coke, and finally he shook his head and stood up.

There was a twinkle in his eyes, and he had already made a decision in his heart.

"If my own happiness is to be accomplished by a sacrifice like atonement in the warmth of warmth, then ...... What's the difference between me and you? ”

He stood up and looked at me deeply, as if trying to remember what I was.

I should have scoffed at this idea of innocence.

He didn't know how much pain he would face in his choice, and the psychological wounds in his life could not be wiped clean by just knowing it later.

However, I admired him very much.

This is seventeen or eighteen years old......

Fearless and naΓ―ve, even if the cruel truth is in front of him, he still has a stupid spirit that wants to break the south wall, and tries to deal with the established fate.

If this kind of thing happened to me now, it would only be the word "naΓ―ve".

He did what he should have done at his age.

And I have to teach him what "reality" is.

I glanced at the wall clock on the wall, and it was almost five o'clock.

"It's useless, it's too late." I said calmly.

His body shook, "What's too late?" ”

I turned my gaze to the storm outside the balcony and said slowly:

"At 5:02 today, Wen Liang will encounter a typhoon on the way home, and her mind will be distracted by thinking about you and me, and then cause the tires to slip, crash through the guardrail on the beach, and fall into the sea with people and cars."

The young man on the other side looked incredulous, and rushed to the door in an instant, and hurriedly locked the door for me to unlock.

He was very fast, and it only took a few seconds for the lock to open.

I squeezed the cigarette in my hand into the can of Coke he had just finished drinking, and shouted:

"That's right, the last time I rescued her at the last moment, the other He Tianran didn't give me Coke."

The boy's movements stopped abruptly, and he slowly turned his head to look at me viciously with his bloodshot eyes.

I thought he was going to call me a brute, but he said something I didn't remember before.

"She, how, what, will, joy, joy, up, you!"

yes, how could she fall in love with me......

I remained calm, closed my eyes, and then opened them again.

"This is my story with her, and it has nothing to do with you."

"Bang!"

He slammed the door and left.

I walked slowly to the balcony and watched his running back, disappearing into the wind and rain.

(End of chapter)