CH.23 If We Had Not Met (5)

The complex human nature is spit out by the words that come out of the mouth of a beautiful woman, and little by little.

The truth revealed was so cold and piercing, even He Tianran's breath felt cold.

At this point in time that the young man He Tianran had traveled to, everything was already in the boat, and he wanted to try to comfort Cao Aiqing, but it was too late to do this now.

Cao Aiqing lay on the table and gently wiped away her tears.

"I'm sorry for making you see the joke...... But I feel a lot better to be able to say all this, and I have a question for you, ...... You can choose not to answer. ”

He Tianran was both distressed and guilty, "No, I should say that the person who is sorry is me, you ask, I will tell you the truth." ”

Cao Aiqing straightened her back, her mood adjusted quickly, and she returned to the appearance of an adult before in a moment, but her mouth was still mixed with a slight nasal voice.

"I don't really understand why he hates Wen Liang so much when you are all called 'He Tianran', and you seem to be ...... I don't care if she does anything wrong to you...... Even you...... And love her. ”

He Tianran was silent, he thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to tell the truth:

"Actually...... If it weren't for some changes, the main character in the book you read...... It should be me and her...... This is not to say that you are bad, before she appeared, the person I had a crush on in my heart was still you. ”

Cao Aiqing listened quietly without interrupting, He Tianran said this, he pondered the sentence, and said affectionately:

"Sometimes we have to admit that the order of appearance in life is really important, and many people may have different endings if they meet at another time, just like me and her, tormenting each other in this world, but in another world, we love each other......"

"The warmth of my world is very different, she didn't play tricks on me, she taught me to be brave, taught me to face life, it was she who took me out of the darkness, made me more positive, and learned how to love someone, and then she suddenly left one day and disappeared, but she left a better me, and met a better you......"

"But...... I still miss her very much in my heart, whether you think I'm a flower or a hypocrisy, because this is a fact that can't be changed. When I'm with her, one of the words that often comes to mind is 'forever', haha, it's quite naΓ―ve now, but I really made up my mind to be with her for the rest of my life, can you imagine that kind of inner world was a barren child, and suddenly one day, there is such a person, she gives you endless sugar, she will take the initiative to pull you, desperately to love your scene? That's what she is to me. ”

"Then she left, I met my Ai Qing, we each came together from hesitation, vacillation, and finally firmly, is she a substitute for whom? No, I will still take the initiative to pull her, desperately love her, I can't wait to be with her all the time, take her to eat her favorite desserts, collect all kinds of discount coupons, and then use the money saved to do what we all like, this love is also real, but I never said anything 'forever' again...... So you see, why should I hate Wen Liang? ”

Cao Aiqing listened to the true feelings in his words, and it was not until this moment that she officially regarded the young man in front of her as another person, instead of the "He Tianran" she was familiar with, she was a little moved:

"But...... Why do you ...... the warmth of this world?"

"She's just like me."

"What?"

He Tianran no longer had reservations, and poured out: "The Wen Liang I love is her, we are all traversers, she traveled back to the past from this world and stopped her pranks, so now I have not experienced that turmoil, and I appeared here, that is, ...... Before she had crossed over. ”

Cao Aiqing was incredulous, and she was shocked and said, "But...... But the He Tianran I know has a completely different perception of her than you, and isn't your love upside down? First of all, she is guilty of it, so she will be unconditionally good to you......"

"I know...... I also understand all the retaliation that I have done......"

He Tianran turned his head sideways, he looked at the coastline outside the window, and was stunned:

"There is a good saying, called without others suffering, do not persuade others to be kind, I don't know what it feels like to be humiliated in public at the welcome party, I don't know what it feels like to watch the girl I like being bullied, but what is the feeling of being powerless, I don't understand the inferiority complex of liking a person for more than ten years and hating a person for more than ten years, from these standpoints, warmth and coldness are the root of all evil, and everything I do is nothing more than a-for-tat for granted......"

Cao Aiqing muttered, "That...... So what are you going to do now? ”

The young man retracted his gaze, lowered his head and said in a deep voice:

"Plans? There are some things that make me seem immature when I say them, but understanding is understanding, in some ways, we are really one person, he wants to harm her so much, but I want to protect her so much. Now I have figured it out, there are only a few truths in the world, you have yours, I have mine, in fact, to put it bluntly, it is very simple, we take off the name 'He Tianran', then there is no doubt that we are the enemy. ”

"But if it's the enemy, everything is clear, I just want the people who love me to live well, what's wrong? What if you have experienced all the hardships that you have experienced and that I have to bear them again? He thought he could arrange everyone to understand, that's good, wow, I'll play with him, anyway, people's hearts are biased, not towards their beloved, to whom? ”

Cao Aiqing saw that the emotions of the young man in front of him were rising point by point, and in the end, he even roared, he vented his anger recklessly, he shouted that he was an enemy with another self, he knew everything, but he still unreservedly favored the person who should have hated him, just because he loved her.

All of these things have never been seen by Cao Aiqing in He Tianran or even Guo Huai before.

Yes, from Cao Aiqing's perspective now, he is really not mature enough.

But in her ears, she still faintly heard the aftermath of that sentence-

People's hearts are inherently biased.

She couldn't help but think in her mind, if there really was such a world, a girl named Cao Aiqing, who was with such a He Tianran, then ...... Possible...... Maybe...... It's really not bad.

At least, you won't be bullied......

At the very least, he wants to protect a person's sincerity, which is something that can be seen and felt.

"Knock knock!"

Suddenly, as soon as He Tianran's words fell, Cao Aiqing saw that his face was in pain, his facial features were twisted together, his body leaned weakly on the back of the chair, his forehead was full of sweat, and the whole person instantly seemed to be salvaged from the water.

"What's wrong with you? Are you okay? ”

Seeing the pale face of the young man opposite, Cao Aiqing stood up and hurriedly cared.

"I didn't ...... It's okay, I'll just take it easy......"

He Tianran took a deep breath with difficulty, probably because his appearance just now scared Cao Aiqing, so she immediately went to the boss and asked for a clean towel and a glass of warm water.

"You...... Start with a sip of hot water...... Close your eyes and rest for a while......"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Well. ”

The young man took the water, drank it, and on the side, Cao Aiqing was holding a towel, and just stretched out half of his hand, but retracted it halfway.

"You...... There's sweat on my forehead, so wipe your face......"

"Good ......"

He Tianran exhaled a breath of turbidity, took a towel and wiped his face, he was a little embarrassed, and said weakly:

"Thank you......"

Cao Aiqing returned to her seat, and she asked with trepidation:

"What happened to you? It feels like you're suddenly in pain. ”

He Tianran shook his head, he looked at Cao Aiqing, who suddenly broke away from black and white and became more and more "vivid" in front of him, "It's okay, it's okay now, it's you...... Have you ever felt like you're different? ”

"Me?" Cao Aiqing was stunned by his question, and looked down at his surroundings: "I don't think so...... You...... Don't scare me! ”

He Tianran couldn't help but laugh a little by her words, he waved his hand, didn't speak again, he glanced at his wrist, and then closed his eyes.

The Bodhi, which has been dimmed, still exudes the last bit of light.

How long can it last?

Two days? Or a day?

These are not important, the most important thing now is that after completing Cao Aiqing's previous words, he has completely guessed the reason why another He Tianran, why he deceived himself that Wen Liang would fall into the sea, and even why he would show Cao Aiqing the reason for the book, he also guessed.

It was not the product of conceit, it was a well-thought-out and well-designed "redemption".

"Let it be...... Ha...... Coincidentally, I'm familiar with this set too......"

The boy slumped in his chair and muttered to himself with a strength that he could not hear.

(End of chapter)