Wen Liang suddenly felt a little aggrieved, it was the kind of big, big grievance.

Over the past year, she has had a lot of emotions in her heart and wants to find someone to talk to, but in this world, I'm afraid no one can really understand her.

However, the grievances were great, and she didn't feel bitter.

If He Tianran hadn't suddenly mentioned it, she would have almost forgotten this feeling in the past year.

The cause and effect of the past life are still alive in this life, and if there is a debt, we will see each other, the long will be the rest of the life, and the short will be Russian, and in this life, people always have to face so many times to be considered complete.

"Can you tell me something? About you, about me, in the past or in the future. ”

He Tianran put down his hand and said gently.

"I don't know where to start......"

Wen Liang was a little at a loss.

"Say whatever comes to mind, even if it's bits and pieces without a clue, I listen to them."

The girl listened to his words, and unconsciously, her heart calmed down, and she thought about it with a look of remembrance, and at this moment the moonlight shone on her face, whether it was in the sky or in front of her, it looked extremely bright.

"I didn't really understand why 'I' fell in love with you......"

Wen Liang said softly, and said while thinking:

"You're really weird, and you're also very vindictive, that prank on the new year is really my fault, I didn't know it would hurt you so much, you should hate me. Later, you made me feel guilty for helping me in my career, and this help was based on the premise that you hurt yourself, so I had to feel close and pity for you, but I think these feelings are ...... None of them should fall under the category of love. ”

He Tianran listened calmly and asked, "Is this the reason why you have always refused to accept another self?" ”

Wen Liang nodded, "Yes, what kind of girl is Wen Liang, what kind of girl am I, the other half of my imagination should be a cheerful and sunny, handsome and funny boy, I hope he is proactive in everything, best like my father, doing things vigorously, assertive, responsible, not too procrastinating."

And you? Before September last year, He Tianran was completely the opposite of what I said, withdrawn and eccentric, sometimes even girls will talk to you for a long time, to be honest, such a you, I can't say I hate it, but it's really unsightly. ”

He Tianran covered his chest, pretended to be sad, and said, "Wow, you make me so sad when you say this, is there a turning point in the back?" For example, your next sentence will start with 'but' or something. ”

"Nope!"

Wen Liang shook his head decisively.

He Tianran was speechless.

Wen Liang continued: "Later, another me appeared, and I also saw a clumsy and sensitive, curious and sober He Tianran in September, do you know what I hate about you the most? It's those little thoughts, 'As long as there is no expectation, I can be invincible', and I thought to myself at that time, you are really boring, how can there be any fun in such a life?

But I can't help it, the other one I seem to like very much like this kind of you, you seem to be a blank sheet of paper in her eyes, as if she is waiting for someone who loves you, add two strokes for you, and trace some pleasing patterns.

I can feel the heartfelt and indescribable joy in my heart every time I see your changes, but as I said, when I have this memory of the future, I still can't understand why 'I' love you so much.

If what I just said was Wen Liang's yearning for the other half of love when he was seventeen years old, then I should have a higher standard at the age of thirty......

I can see your means, you have created my career, I have many ways to repay you, to repay you, but it should not be love......"

He Tianran looked at her quietly, "But you finally accepted this memory, when did you figure it out?" ”

Wen Liang stretched his brows, learned He Tianran's posture, propped his hands behind his back, and said with a smile:

"When you tell me very soberly that you want me to be myself, when you meet the conditions I said little by little, or even better, when you are at your best...... Appear in the future. It took me nearly half a year to digest and wake up, and it turned out that those actions in the name of love in the future cannot be measured by the word 'love' in a narrow sense.

You have such a bad life, and I am your original sin, and the compensation of material desires cannot be exchanged for the time of youth, but no one can force me to like another person, including you.

Do I love you? I love you because I want to love you, and I am willing to use my love to pull you back up after pushing you down the abyss.

And are you all I have?

No.

I believe that even without your help, I would still choose to act, maybe in some unknown repertory troupe, maybe on a stage with few audiences, I will definitely find a man I like enough, and he loves me enough, and then we get married, have children, entrust each other for the rest of our lives, and grow old.

But in the future, I heard another story, you and Ai Qing are just like what you wrote in your book, the day you disappeared was the day you got married.

At this point in the story, it should be very satisfying.

It's just to be honest, I really couldn't let go at that time, not because you got together with others, but because it was a matter between me and you, and this was my own knot, so not only for you, even if it was for myself, I should untie it myself.

The reason why I can enter reincarnation with a clear conscience is actually to add a touch of color to the darkest part of our lives, if we can love each other, then we should be the happiest couple in this world.

However, for the young 'me', as you said, the tragedy does not continue, so I should have a new story of my own.

So, I slowly accepted all of myself and accepted this memory.

In the end, I became the part of you that I didn't write, and I finally understood why that teenager would say such things about loving me thirteen years ago, because we had long become each other's 'cause and effect'.

Now, I remember to love you, but you don't belong to me, it's okay.

We don't have to be together, although I'm still sorry, but watching you get better and better, I know that what I want to do the most, the most I can't let go, is almost complete......"

Wen Liang said carefully, when she thought of it, she said it a little, and between these words, her smile revealed a long-lost confidence and style.

She seemed to pour out all the words she wanted to say in her heart, He Tianran listened attentively, and his heart was silent, not daring to miss a word.

"Naturally, thank you for listening to me."

Wen Liang stood up and patted the sand on her body, her mood was very happy after being expressed, she lowered her head and said to He Tianran:

"It's your turn!"

"What's my turn?"

"Hmm-"

Wen Liang squinted his eyes and said:

"I know, this you, you won't show up out of nowhere."

"Hey......" He Tianran laughed and said, "I don't have any problems......

As he spoke, he tapped his heart.

"Mainly here, something went wrong."

Wen Liang was puzzled: "What do you mean?" ”

He Tianran smashed his mouth and said: "Tsk, it's just my feeling, I feel that the words I told you last year don't mean anything." ”

"It's meaningful, how can it be meaningless, I remember it deeply! If it weren't for what you said, I would probably have been confused for a long time. ”

He Tianran scratched his head: "Really?" But I don't feel like you are trying to distinguish between the current you and the future you, which makes me confused, thinking that you are one person. ”

stared at him coldly and narrowly, and raised a finger: "There has never been only one He Tianran...... Here's what you said. ”

"Really? Ah~ I don't know. The boy pretended to be confused.

Then, the girl raised another finger: "Well, it's cool, there are indeed two, or rather, each girl has two sides." ”

"I don't understand, I hate Riddlers the most, saying things that don't make sense, being self-righteous." He Tianran deliberately said it very loudly.

Wen Liangxing's eyes widened, thinking that he was ridiculing himself, and said dissatisfiedly: "Are you deliberately pretending to be stupid?" A girl, when she loves you or not, she must be two people!

(End of chapter)