"Love is not simple, but it is not the whole of life."

Orange Cat Bodhisattva, so said.

The starlight of the night sprinkled a sorrow, and at the same moment when He Tianran sighed in the bedroom, Cao Aiqing's dream, she saw her "Bodhisattva" again.

Since the summer vacation to Quanling Temple to make a vow, Cao Aiqing will occasionally dream of the orange cat at home, at first, the little girl did not take it to heart, after all, her own cat has been raised for nine years, from her elementary school to high school, "Bodhisattva" has always been her closest partner, now out of college, suddenly separated, usually think about it, and it is normal to dream at night.

It's just that as the words spoken by the cat in the dream became more and more real, this gradually made Cao Aiqing realize that the situation was wrong......

Especially, it is this situation that is happening today.

"Love is not simple, but Ai Qing is very simple......"

Cao Aiqing, the letter girl, replied like this.

There was a light rain in her dream, and the little girl crouched in a corner, with her face half-buried under her knees, and she bared her eyes helplessly, as she had been hiding under the eaves last year, waiting for someone to come to her.

Only this time, will anyone else be able to find her?

The orange cat lay at her feet, its tail swept back and forth twice, and it raised its head slightly, and her eighteen-year-old face was reflected in the cat's eyes.

What kind of sorrow makes a girl in her prime cry even in her dreams?

"It's not good to cry too much, the more you cry, the less valuable your tears are, so that others comfort you on the surface, but in your heart you will still feel that you are pretending and pretentious."

The orange cat said flatly.

Cao Aiqing listened, she hurriedly wiped away her tears with her sleeves, but her eyes quickly moistened again, and she asked stupidly:

"Do you cry too?"

"No, it won't."

The cat replied succinctly.

"You're also a liar......

What Cao Aiqing originally wanted to say was, do cats cry too? She had actually experienced her own cat crying, and although she didn't know why, she was sure that cats wept.

It's just that this cat once said to her that it is her future self, so when the words came to her mouth, Cao Aiqing changed her words to replace "cat" with "you", since she can cry, then this "Bodhisattva" in her dream must have shed tears......

Thinking that he would have to lie to himself in the future, Cao Aiqing was even more sad.

"If you know the answer to something, will it change if you ask it? No, it will only make you sadder. ”

Orange Cat in a word.

Cao Aiqing buried his head, "Then I must have a bad life in the future......"

She said it in a loud voice, but it was also to the point.

Crybabies don't like to cry anymore, and the sensitive-minded Cao Aiqing knows what it means.

For a while, this person and cat were a little silent.

After a moment, the little girl sniffed and asked, "Why don't you ever tell me about the future?" ”

The cat lowered its head, leaned over, and said slowly:

After graduating from the University of Hong Kong, Cao Aiqing will go to the Tellite School of Architecture in London to continue her studies, and her favorite architect, Tadao Ando, has also taught her, although it is only a few hours, but it is enough to make her fascinated for a long time.

The years abroad were her happiest time, because no one knew her, and she didn't have to deliberately know anyone.

After returning to China, in order not to be called a vase, she was also drawing, and engaged in engineering, and she did all kinds of coordinators and marketers, although these were very hard, but she also enjoyed them. After all, in her paranoid life credo, dreams have always come first......"

"That'...... Did we finally fulfill our dreams? Cao Aiqing asked softly, but before the orange cat could speak, the little girl had already regretted asking this question, she said: "Don't say it, I'm afraid I'll be unmotivated if you say it......"

The orange cat wagged its tail and really stopped talking.

"But...... I never thought I'd go abroad......"

"There will come a day when the ability will encounter a bottleneck, and it will naturally want to break through."

"But why...... Why do you say that I am happy when no one knows me? I don't hate socializing. ”

"Because you prefer quiet to socialize."

The girl couldn't help asking, "What about nature?" What about him? Will he miss me? He ...... in the future Are you still with me? ”

The cat complained about her question, "Didn't I say it, if you know the answer, you have to ask it again, you will only be more sad, stop fantasizing!" Everything that happened today is not a dream, He Tianran has someone else in his heart, he can't let go of the warmth, I gave him a chance, but this pair of crazy men and women want to create evil by themselves, and you will let them fend for themselves, isn't it? ”

“……”

These straightforward words completely shattered Cao Aiqing's luck, she didn't know how to face this situation, and even said that she never thought that this kind of thing would happen to her.

"You seem to ...... It's all about dreams, but what about my life? Am I getting married in the future? What kind of person is the other person? ”

“…… is a person who loves you very much. ”

"Really? That...... Very good......"

Cao Aiqing muttered to herself, if the future other half loves him very much, then he should be very happy.

This answer made her find a little satisfaction in her frustration, and if she loves her very much, then she will love him very much, right? After all, He Tianran often puts his heart on his lips, and the boy teaches himself that love is never a one-sided effort, it is mutual, and two people can firmly enter the palace of marriage and spend the rest of their lives together, in the little girl's cognition, this is more like a proof of inner certainty.

Just like dreams, Cao Aiqing is also paranoid that love should be like this.

Therefore, this kind of spiritual fit makes her so happy when she is with He Tianran.

However, now, she still can't accept it for the time being, and the person who will go down with her in the future is not He Tianran.

The reason why first love is beautiful is that it pins on the countless ignorant wishes of youth, and the reason why the reality is cruel is because these wishes are like bubble wrap in front of it, it will "snap", one after another, and enjoy it.

It all came very suddenly, why did everything change after only half a month?

Obviously, before the military training, she and He Tianran were fine, and they had planned a lot of things, and among these plans, only the two of them were ......

The girl's body began to tremble slightly, and she first thought about whether she was doing something bad, whether she was usually too weak, causing her boyfriend to feel tired?

But it was because of love that she relied on him with all her heart......

Cao Aiqing was really sad.

The rain in the dream was getting heavier and heavier, and it hit the ground like a chok.

But no matter how sad this girl is, for everything that happened today, her heartfelt kindness, her delicate and sensitive nature, still urged her to say something like this:

"You shouldn't test human nature...... Such...... Not right......"

The cat's tail stood up at once, as if it had been stepped on, and it said angrily:

"Is it right to wait for him to cheat in the future, to wait until nothing can be undone, and to wait until you are bruised all over his body and disheartened by him?"

Cao Aiqing shook his head in a low voice, hesitating with stubbornness, and said softly:

"It's not like that...... It's not the same...... I just think ...... You test a person in this way...... Wrong. ”

The orange cat quickly calmed down at the girl's familiar paranoia, and after a few breaths, it asked in a different way:

"Okay, let me ask you, if I don't test He Tianran, but he will fall in love with other people in the future, the problem is not you, will you still be with him?"

This question made Cao Aiqing fall into deep thought again, but this time the answer came quickly and decisively.

"I won't."

(End of chapter)