Chapter 5: Half of Life (4)

“……”

As the truth was slowly revealed, unlike He Tianran's already numb and tired expression, Cao Aiqing's expression changed from cautious and dignified to shocked and shocked from the beginning of the matter.

The surface of the lake in the inkstone pond is sparkling, and the sun is sprinkled with thousands of broken gold, like the position after the end of the Shura battlefield, which looks extraordinarily quiet.

Like a knee-jerk action from the depths of the soul, Cao Aiqing's head shook slowly, although the writhing amplitude was extremely small, but the denial posture reflected was extremely strong.

"He Tianran, you are lying to me......"

The man took a deep puff of his cigarette and exhaled a faint mist.

"Ai Qing, I know you can't accept this for the time being, sit down first, we'll all ...... Take a break. ”

His voice was vicissitudes and helpless, and it sounded like his life was hanging by a thread, and he was in a dying state, but at this moment, it became Cao Aiqing's only consolation after he knew the truth.

The girl slowly sat back in place, and the atmosphere between the two froze.

After a while, Cao Aiqing asked slowly: "The warmth of this world...... Where did it go? ”

He Tianran said in a deep voice: "I don't know, but I think I may ...... I'll never see her again. ”

“…… How do you do it? Is it to love her? ”

"That's right, just love her...... Being with me is Ah Liang's long-cherished wish, When the long-cherished wish is gradually achieved, she will gradually forget me, This is like a coupling effect of one and the other, The more I love her, the more she will forget, From the death at the beginning to the satisfaction that can be obtained by just going to the snowy mountain, the obsession in her heart is weak, and she can be freed from this hell. ”

Cao Aiqing pondered: "This is just your personal inference? As you guessed before, you said that reincarnation is a net......"

He Tianran nodded: "That's right, this world is made up of the sins we committed in life, a network criss-crossed, is our cause and effect node, we can't change the established fate of others except for the three of us, even if it is changed for a while, it will return to the original point, we can only circle in this net of fate." ”

"But you and Wen Liang still formed a band, didn't they? You copied two songs of the future, and while you gained social resources, you also influenced many people. ”

"And what are you looking at now?" He Tianran asked rhetorically.

Cao Aiqing was stunned: "You...... I didn't go to film school, but went to HKU with me...... Wen Liang has nothing to do with you, and your band naturally doesn't exist...... That's what you're talking about...... Back to square one? ”

He Tianran tapped his temples and said with a wry smile:

"To tell you the truth, I have several stocks, funds and a lot of options information in my head that will soar in the future, as well as the scripts of movies and TV series that are both popular and released.

But what's the use of all this in this hell without a year? Whenever I want to gain wealth through future information, to influence the fate of others, to plagiarize other people's success, I feel the pain that life is worse than death......

Because this is not the fate I should have, but as long as my original intention is to make Ah Liang happy and fulfill her wishes, then I will not feel the inhuman torture, because one day, she will forget, she will be free, all cause and effect will be closed, and all the people affected by us will eventually return to the original point. ”

Cao Aiqing listened carefully, and she quickly extracted an important factor from this information:

"Therefore, all this you have done is equivalent to atoning for our sins, pushing our fate back to the right track, when Wen Liang left this world, all the achievements and experiences you have gained in the past two years, the friends you have made, the life you have been familiar with, and the changes you have made, are all ...... with Wen Liang's departure. Burned? ”

For this crucial conclusion, He Tianran downplayed it and avoided the important:

"I still have memories...... And don't you remember that......"

"He Tianran!"

Cao Aiqing was suddenly a little annoyed by the man's numbness.

"Haven't you thought about what you would become if I forgot about you too?"

He Tianran's eyes were indifferent, and he looked at the calm lake again, and said:

"Me? You don't have to worry about me, you see, there is no warmth now, and on our website, only you and me are left...... Originally, with the departure of Wen Liang, the truncation of cause and effect, we should all forget everything, I wondered, did we all touch the string of Buddha beads, so we retained these distressing memories, haha, it's really a circle of greed, hatred, ignorance and suspicion composed of one hundred and eight sons 'consummation'......"

Cao Aiqing didn't pay attention to the man's exclamation, but retorted firmly:

"He Tianran, don't talk to yourself anymore, I don't agree with your explanation, and you also misunderstand something! 1”

“…… What do you mean? ”

"You've turned everything upside down! I'm not the same as you, and I'm not the same as Wen Liang! From the beginning to the end, what did I do wrong to go to hell with you? So it's up to you how you think of the world, it's none of mine, it may be hell for you, but heaven for me! You say, why should I help you? ”

Cao Aiqing was speechless, and He Tianran was speechless, which was undoubtedly the biggest dilemma he was facing at the moment.

"You want me to be like Wen Liang and slowly forget about you, it's really ridiculous, isn't it?

Am I going to wait until fate sets right, goes back to the moment when I was bullied, and asks you to save me again and make me fall in love with you again?

Impossible, I won't give you this opportunity, I can't accept the fate I have now, I can save myself myself, why do I need you to point fingers?

Are you dissatisfied with the world right now? Do you remember what I said to you when I was by the lake?

He Tianran, you have to be as painful as me to apologize!

You think that's enough? I'm sorry, I have to tell you one more thing, even if I let go of my hatred for you, this is not my long-cherished wish, if I insist on saying something that can satisfy me, then I just want to live my life well, whether it is hell or heaven, it makes no difference to me, so I don't need you He Tianran to help me complete my long-cherished wish, how can you let me help you? ”

Cao Aiqing completely broke the relationship between the two, and He Tianran was like being struck by lightning.

All of a sudden......

I don't know what I'm supposed to do......

Wen Liang is gone, and Cao Aiqing no longer needs him.

Hobbies are gone, lovers are gone, friends are gone, dreams are gone......

In an instant, he seemed to have lost all his goals to survive in this world, like a kite with a broken string, with the merciless wind, without direction, floating and sinking.

He was a whole person, but it was as if half of his life had been lost.

His hands, trembling, finished his last puff of cigarette and stood up like a tree......

He just wanted to get out of here now, get a good night's sleep, and not pay attention to anything, not think about anything.

"Excuse me, Ai Qing...... I'm sorry...... I'm gone......"

He Tianran said this sentence with difficulty in his hoarse voice, and Mu Ran stood up and prepared to leave.

"He Natural ......"

The girl suddenly stopped him.

"You're still ...... Think more about your own long-cherished wishes......"

She said this to this strange man.

(End of chapter)