Chapter 32—If Love Has Providence (End)
This proposal really surprised Cao Aiqing......
Because the ticket price of the library appreciation hall is very cheap and the equipment is first-class, Cao Aiqing, who has always liked to save money, will often go there to watch movies and recreation, you know, this is the most cost-effective place to watch movies in the entire university town, even compared with the film school next door, it is not far behind.
It's just that He Tianran took advantage of his position to gather wool, and he still let the girl know that saving money is really a mountain higher than a mountain.
With legitimate reasons and reasonable statements, Cao Aiqing naturally would not refuse, and on the way to the appreciation hall, the two passed by the stall of a milk tea shop, and He Tianran casually proposed:
"Wait a minute, I'll make you a cup of milk tea."
“…… I don't want to drink it. ”
"Then I'll get myself a glass of lemonade."
“……”
Cao Aiqing was really convinced, this kind of small shop was opened in the library, so she usually didn't lock the door, and she couldn't help but worry when she saw He Tianran's skillful operation of the milk tea machine:
"You're doing this, isn't it okay to be discovered?"
He Tianran turned his head and responded:
"No, if you want to give money, don't you post the QR code at the door, and this machine is still taught me to operate by their boss after work that day, he is a graduate student of our Department of Finance, and the flow of the small shop in his library is not bad, and the people who come to help are students, the labor is not high, the booth fee is also low, and the profit is close to 20,000 yuan per month, and it is quite moisturizing, but it is blind during the winter and summer vacations, but according to his words, the pocket money is enough."
The man chattered while keeping in his hands, and soon made a cup of milk tea and a cup of lemonade, Cao Aiqing just said don't want it, but when she really handed it over, she still took it.
He Tianran didn't make fun of her, he took a sip of lemonade with one hand, and took out his mobile phone to scan the code with the other.
Cao Aiqing plugged in the straw and took a sip of milk tea, the straw made a "zizi" sound, at first she was stunned and didn't suck it much, until a little force, the pearls in the milk tea poured towards her mouth like a continuous thread, which made her almost choked......
"Ahem...... You made this milk tea...... It's a bit of a lot of pearls......"
The girl's lips were still stained with a little milk, and she quickly covered her mouth with her hand and chewed it twice, and then hesitated to comment.
He Tianran laughed and said: "That's it, I can't put enough ingredients in my own making." ”
The girl blinked and said no more.
When the two arrived at the appreciation hall, He Tianran found the power supply and turned on the light, and what greeted him was a huge IMAX curtain with a width of 22 meters and a height of 16 meters, and at the same time, there were nearly 400 empty seats.
As soon as the lights were turned on, Cao Aiqing, who felt the atmosphere of "chartering" for the first time, was a little nervous, and as soon as people arrived at such a huge enclosed space, their emotions would be obvious......
And this time......
He Tianran said that it was a test projector, but to put it bluntly, it was to use the public for personal gain, which was different in nature, and it was inevitable that even the psychological feelings were different.
"That's how we came in...... Is it really okay? ”
"Oops, what's the problem? You can sit down at any point, and I'll go to the computer room and I'll be back in ten minutes. ”
He Tianran put down a sentence, and walked away, Cao Aiqing is not going now, nor is he leaving, so he can only take the milk tea, find a middle position and sit down, and wait quietly.
The quiet theater and the empty seats around made Cao Aiqing a little uneasy.
"Why does He Tianran like to do bad things every time he is with me?"
This thought suddenly popped up in her heart, the school turned off the power supply, he was punished by the corridor, Qiu You was separated from the army, and trespassed on the radio station, and now he has already fought twice in the time he has come to help him, even if he is looking for a place to talk about things now, he has to come up with such tricks......
"Can't he be normal?"
Cao Aiqing thought about it inexplicably, so he took another sip of milk tea.
With the surging thoughts, a few minutes later, there was a "click", the lights in the screening room went dark, the movie curtain shone brightly, and the surrounding surround sound gradually sounded.
The girl had goosebumps on her body, although this kind of thing is not difficult in the eyes of professionals, and it is a trivial matter, but when the atmosphere of the movie theater rises all at once, she still admires He Tianran's ability.
This subtle mentality of following people to do "bad things" has kept Cao Aiqing's mood at a high point, although it is not complicated to operate a movie projection, but even if it is a different person, it is the first time to carry out this kind of process in such a quiet situation, it is estimated that few people will have this kind of courage.
"Where are you sitting?"
Not far behind Cao Aiqing, He Tianran's shout was heard.
The girl suddenly stood up, turned on the phone screen and waved.
"Here's it!"
"Oh, here we are."
Cao Aiqing saw a figure slowly walking towards him, his appearance changed from blurry to clear, and finally He Tianran's casual and confident face appeared in front of him.
He opened his fingers with one hand, grabbed the head of the lemonade cup, the straw came out of his fingers and was held in his mouth, he took two sips and sat down, and casually put the water into the drink groove on the armrest next to him, he did not react to the movement he made.
may be a little remorseful for her act of standing up and responding to He Tianran just now, Cao Aiqing attributed all this to the darkness after the lights went out, and the silence of the two of them made her a little confused, which prompted her to take the initiative to ask:
"You...... What kind of movie are you playing? ”
"My colleague said before that the attendance rate of romance movies would be relatively high, so I found a movie that was available in the computer room, which was a Korean romance film, called "If Love Has Providence", which is quite classic, have you seen it?"
"I've seen ...... a long time ago"
"Ah...... Let's talk about things while watching it, it's not a movie anyway......"
The movie opened slowly, and the familiar melody in the film sounded, as if it could pull people's memories back to the past, and the fluorescence in the curtain hit the faces of the man and woman in the audience, and for the next ten minutes, neither of them spoke first......
Such silence until there was such a scene in the movie, the male and female protagonists were hiding from the rain in the grass shed, the male protagonist stole watermelons to quench the thirst of the female protagonist, and the rainbow on the top of the mountain witnessed the heartbeat of this summer boy.
"Ai Qing, I have a question, you may be unhappy if you ask it, but I would love to know the answer......"
The girl's eyes were fixed on the plot projected in the curtain, and she said softly:
"You ask."
He Tianran hesitated: "Why...... We can all see the same world, but the warmth is ...... Never told me? Is she different from us? ”
This question has been lingering in He Tianran's mind just now, Cao Aiqing was obviously stunned, the man thought that she was dissatisfied with mentioning another girl at this time, but Cao Aiqing's answer in the next second was much more rational than he thought.
I only heard her patiently say: "At the family banquet that day, Wen Liang told me how you love her, and I forgot a lot of details, but there is a sentence in it that should explain your problem......
She said that the love you gave her made her feel like she had a whole world......
He Tianran, although I hate you very much, but I have never seen Wen Liang and such an innocent side, when she said this, her attitude was sincere, and her eyes were happy, very similar to you before, really similar......
I could feel that she wasn't lying.
I hate you, but I don't hate having a lover who can marry each other, because that's what I ...... This is exactly what I had hoped for but could not get.
It actually gave me a little pity, and that's the main reason I gave you time, I didn't know what you were doing at the time, and now that the dust has settled, I want to ......"
Speaking of this, Cao Aiqing also felt something, looked at He Tianran and said softly:
"Come to think of it, she didn't see the black and white hell in our eyes because she already regarded you as her whole world......
He Tianran, you have indeed lived up to her in the past two years, so she is relieved.
Though...... From my standpoint, I shouldn't sympathize with you, but he naturally ...... You've done a great job. ”
The man listened to the past silently, speechless.
His eyes looked at the big screen, the male protagonist carried the female protagonist on his back in the brilliant night of the galaxy, walked through the countryside and fields, walked across the wooden bridge dotted with fireflies, and they said lines-
"I'm heavy, right?"
"No, you must not be heavy."
"But I eat a lot."
"Don't worry, you're so light that I can carry you all the way to Seoul."
He Tianran stared blankly, and in a trance, the characters on the big screen seemed to change suddenly, and the characters were replaced by him and Wen Liang, and they also said their own dialogue-
"Brother Nature, you see, everyone has admitted their mistakes to you, so are you still willing to use my old ticket to take me on the bus to the snowy mountains?"
"I'm willing, but I also have one thing, can you help me?"
"What's the matter?"
"Me...... Since the fusion of memories, it seems that I have lost something, and I feel that my mind has become a lot of vicissitudes, so I want to give you a task......"
"Don't say it, I know, that's what I'm trying to do, look, there's a downhill in front of you, carrying me down! Drive! ”
"Ah~~~~~h
"Hahahaha~~~~~"
The clear vision slowly blurred, and there was a light flicker in the man's eyes, and he clenched his right hand into a fist, against his chin and lips, trying to control his long-suppressed emotions.
In the past two years, he has indeed lived like a teenager.
"He Tianran, I found a characteristic of you when you cry, do you want to know?"
Cao Aiqing, who was beside him, said slowly, he blinked his eyes twice quickly, and asked sideways:
"What?"
Cao Aiqing shifted his gaze back to the big screen.
"You have to cry when you lose someone very important, and your tears are for the person who left."
He Tianran looked at Cao Aiqing's face, it was the first time he was so disgusted that the other party had such a similar and sensitive heart to himself, and he even said in a low voice with some anger:
"I know you too, Ai Qing."
Cao Aiqing didn't look at him, but just responded to himself:
"I don't need you to say, my tears are all for myself, I'm sad because even though I knew from the beginning that you had so many shortcomings and that being with you might hurt me, I still chose you, so I cried, I cried that I became a tragedy without hesitation."
"No, it's not like that, let me make it up to you...... Ai Qing ......"
"With your current twilight appearance? He Tianran, I'm making a statement, I don't need your sympathy, before you say this, don't you think about it first, who caused such a result?! ”
Cao Aiqing turned his head and looked indifferently.
He Tianran's throat was suddenly blocked, and he regretted his gaffe after his emotions were stirred up just now......
Wen Liang is like a thunder buried between the two, at this time they are both a little emotionally out of control, both of them are the kind of people who are afraid of being seen through their inner background by others, but they both have this ability to understand human nature at the same time.
"It's all my fault......"
"It's not just your fault, it's the debtor, and don't forget that you're also a victim."
He Tianran was stunned and said, "Can ...... Ah Liang, she has ...... She's already paid for her sins...... I've forgiven her......"
Cao Aiqing asked sonorously:
"Yes, you forgave her, you are clearly a victim, but you still bear great pain when you know the ending, you weave a beautiful dream for a wicked person in hell, and you even have to hurt me again before you give up, and then forgive in the name of beauty, you are really a good person.
I just said that you are doing well because of the relationship between you and her; Now I scold you for the choices you made against me.
He Tianran, now I have scolded and scolded, praised and praised, let's be realistic, let me ask you a question, you tell me, why do wicked people put down the butcher knife and become Buddhas on the spot, but what good people get, but they are all wronged and misunderstood and irreversible? ”
“……”
Faced with this question, He Tianran racked his brains and couldn't come up with a reasonable answer.
He just looked at the big screen in distraction, looking at the happy Son Ye-jin and the honest Cho Seung-woo, without the slightest expectation of the tragic life they were about to lead.
He Tianran muttered:
"Ai Qing, I don't know how to answer your question, but can you ...... Forget the warmth? ”
"What did you say?"
"Forget the warmth, not only you, but I will also forget her ......"
He Tianran repeated, Cao Aiqing couldn't believe that he could say such a thing.
"Wen Liang no longer exists in our world, this is a fact, we obviously can't see her, but we still have memories to haunt us, so that our hearts are tumbling and colic, and we have not been at peace, and once the good and bad in the world have a reference comparison, it will inevitably make people suffer, I don't regret the things I did for her, but my grudge with her is over, and now it's my turn to follow you.
Ai Qing, don't worry, God will not always treat a good person badly, if it is destined to be a tragedy between me and Wen Liang, and it is deserved, then God has given you the best script, and the ending is written by you, if you don't believe it, you just think about the world after the restart......
If there is no prank, if love has the will of God, there will be no tragic future between us, when you are bullied, I will stand up to save you, we will know each other, and even love each other, even if Wen Liang is in this world, such a me, I will not fall in love with such a her.
Going through samsara makes the order of our lives chaotic, which causes so many karmic encounters and mistakes, but those are all in the past......
Today's world is the world where all tragedies have been avoided and all the order has been corrected, and now we only need to do one thing-
Forget about the warmth.
Let her be completely free, or as you say, let her ...... Completely dead. ”
This speech, He Tianran is not so much talking to Cao Aiqing, but as if he is talking to himself.
There is no way back to memories, and the craziest and most enthusiastic people and things have finally become a passing cloud......
But the appearance of Cao Aiqing made He Tianran not lonely, just because in this world, he still has the same kind.
Perhaps, he should really follow the will of heaven and live his current life.
(End of chapter)