"Of course I know~"

Wen Liang beside him blinked.

"It's just that you forgot......"

“……”

Compared with the crowd of people around him who were playing and singing loudly, He Tianran, who was standing in it, seemed extraordinarily quiet, but in fact, it was more accurate to say that his heart was too complicated at the moment, so that he didn't know how to react.

Have I really forgotten anything?

He Tianran kept questioning himself, he couldn't think of an answer, but the chaotic and vague fragments of emotions churning in his mind made him so familiar.

Because this strong emotion can't find an outlet, it can only brew back and forth in his mind and heart, causing the reality in front of him to be intertwined with the fantasy in his heart, and the layers make him feel like he has experienced a big dream, his soul is still in the dream, and he is already on the other side.

He Tianran looked at Wen Liang, the hands they were holding tightly, and the touch was so real.

Some people say that forgetting a person begins with a voice, but He Tianran seems to be the opposite, and some ethereal but incomparably clear conversations will echo in his ears for no reason, but he has never been able to see a certain face clearly in these surging fragmentary memories.

"I do play guitar...... However, I don't have any songs I want to sing. ”

He Tianran said such a sentence with resignation, just like a mentor asking him if he was still writing his life story, he could only shake his head and give a confused answer.

"How do you know if you don't try? Maybe you stood up, opened your mouth, and sang it naturally? It's like the last time you said you were dancing for the first time! Something magical happens to the two of us, right? ”

Wen Liang encouraged, and an irresistible enthusiasm and expectation sprouted in his eyes.

He Tianran didn't dare to look directly at this burning gaze, so he could only shake his head, and the emotional conjecture generated in his brain made his body instinctively send a signal of resistance, because no one knew what would happen if this state continued......

Perhaps, even if he doesn't maintain this state, He Tianran can expect something, he just doesn't want to develop like this.

However, the development of many things is not something that he can control alone, just like what is about to happen next......

"You can't be without courage, are you?"

The girl deliberately provoked a sentence.

He Tianran smiled helplessly, opened his lips and said: "It's that I really haven't experienced such an occasion, and I really don't think about it......"

So, while the man was talking, the enthusiastic girl in front of him had already pulled down her mask and suddenly left a gentle kiss on his cheek......

It's like a pebble thrown into the heart lake, rippling in circles and breaking the peace.

In the lively crowd, no one noticed that in the last second, a couple of men and women had a small move to break their friendship.

Perhaps, this is more like a normal state that will happen under the catalysis of such a scene and atmosphere.

The man's lips opened slightly, and his words stopped abruptly, except for the kiss on his cheek, which still carried a wisp of burning.

The girl put on her mask again, her eyes were delicate, but there was never a trace of timidity in her direct eyes.

This is the way Wen Liang treats feelings, there is no so-called window paper, and there is no mud and water to cover up.

The hands held by the two seemed to be a little sweaty......

"Just ...... Give you a little courage? If you don't have anything you want to sing, take it as ...... For me, how's that? ”

The warm and cool noodles were like peach blossoms, and He Tianran stepped forward and found a reason.

He Tianran looked forward to the beautiful woman who was as bright as a rose, he couldn't remember the face in his imagination, whether it was as beautiful and delicate as this, but under the attack of fantasy and reality, he suddenly remembered a poem......

Last year, in this door today, the peach blossoms on the faces of the people were red.

Time is eternal, and it is difficult for mortals to stay; The world is impermanent, so it is difficult to find people.

But we don't have nothing to do, what we see with our eyes and what we hear with our ears can be stored in our memories.

Even if the memory is erased, if you have a heart, you can do it at that moment, just at this moment, because ah, the face of the person does not know where to go, and the peach blossoms are still smiling in the spring breeze.

Knocking on the door of the dusty heart again today, and seeing the peach blossoms on the human face, the spring breeze is unintentional, how can you understand that those who have a heart always meet?

"Change the microphone, change the microphone, let's give the next band a little time to prepare, take advantage of this time, who wants to come up and shout a few words?"

At this time, Lu Alan, who finished singing a "Road Song", turned the drum stick in his hand, this kind of underground concert is about freedom, as long as you want to sing, anyone can come up and try, but this kind of link is improvised, whether there is or not depends on the mood of the band, at this time everyone is already excited, and there are many people who raise their hands, and they are all eager to try.

"Here, here!"

He Tianran's hand that was originally holding suddenly loosened, and someone pushed him behind his back, making him stagger in front of him.

Lu Alan saw that it was Director He, and looked at a corner of the crowd behind him, and smiled.

"Ouch, it's an acquaintance, what's the matter, let's have one."

Now that everyone has come up, if you retreat, you will really not be a man.

He Tianran could only nod, and subconsciously glanced back at the girl wearing a mask in the crowd, she pushed herself unprepared in front of people, this seemed to have never been suitable for his position, for a while, he was a little at a loss.

"Give him a guitar!"

Wen Liang in the crowd spoke again, Lu Alan was a little surprised, but he still smiled, of course they prepared a guitar, but it had been useless before, it was Wen Liang's qin, and she planned that if the situation was not so crazy, she could come up and show her face, but there were many more people coming today than expected, and for safety reasons, she had to give up.

Lu Alan turned around, picked up the guitar leaning against the wall behind him, handed it to He Tianran, and asked:

"What does He Dao'er want to sing?"

"I haven't been with a band, I don't know how to cooperate, you can follow your band later, if you can't follow me, I'll play my own."

He Tianran took the piano, hung the strap on his shoulder, he held the head of the piano with one hand, touched the strings with his fingers, and plucked a few notes......

This piano is Yamaha's FG5, spruce wood with peach core, a very classic model, but the first and second positions of the guitar have left shallow finger marks, and it can be seen that it is often used by its owner.

Looking at the traces of the piano in his hand, He Tianran was slightly stunned, and he was immediately distracted.

……

"I'd like to give you this instrument, can I?"

"I don't care, but is it really okay? There are some things that you can't throw away, replace, and forget completely."

"Is this your outlook on love or life?"

"Yes, I think, love is bound to life, I can't experience the feeling of falling out of love, because personally, I will continue to love the person I love, or the thing I love, again and again, again and again, three times without hesitation, of course, provided that this person, this matter, is what I have identified and is worth doing."

"I...... It's different from you, because in my memory, whether it's love or growth, I have discarded countless of my own exchanges, this piano...... It's the same."

……

With endless whispering in his head, He Tianran's eyes gradually softened when he looked at the piano, as if he was looking at an old friend.

"Long time no see."

Such a sentence suddenly sounded around him, as if it hit his heart, He Tianran reacted and raised his eyes.

The person who said this was standing near him, and it was Boss Park, who was in charge of the bass performance with a simple smile on his face......

The other party must have recognized him, and He Tianran also smiled at him.

"Long time no see, Brother Park......"

They hadn't seen each other in years.

The other person nodded, signaling that he could start.

He Tianran's breathing became solemn, he looked at the people who were looking at him, his vision began to blur, most people's faces, only one outline could be seen clearly, but he could still tell at a glance who was Hu Yue, who was Cai Cassia Ming, and Lu Alan, Park Zhikun, who was ...... His friends.

They all looked at him, He Tianran felt his blood begin to boil, and he forcibly endured a strong emotion that was obviously the first time, but it felt like it was lost and regained.

What kind of complex emotions is this?

It was mixed with resentment, sadness, joy and excitement.

The most obvious, of course, seems to be a ...... Regretful.

How to describe this kind of regret that does not know what to do?

It seems that he knows that he has never encountered any long-lost reunions, and he feels that it will be difficult to meet in the future, he has never had a deep relationship with these people, but he has a nostalgia that should not be had, maybe he couldn't meet Jin Feng Yulu when he was young and vigorous, so now at first sight, he suddenly realized that he was in his twenties, no longer standing at the intersection of eighteen-year-olds, and he felt that he had missed a lot......

Especially......

The girl who pushed herself out of the crowd.

“……”

He really wanted to sing something, so he plucked the strings with some rustiness and began to sing in a low voice:

I want to hug you so much, in the time of the mountains and rivers

The crowd is the distance between you and me, even if it is a little later......

……

A Black House Band's "I Want to Hug You", compared with the original song, He Tianran sang much slower and deeper, he hadn't played the piano for a long time, and he made a few mistakes in his hands, but almost no one noticed anything wrong, just because in this man's singing, it was more like carefully telling some unknown and addictive past......

Everyone in the band looked at each other in tacit agreement, and following his rhythm, his instruments joined in.

How I want to comfort you, in a story that has no ending......

The big dream will never stop, is it all the same fear of losing?

……

He Tianran sang in a certain direction in the crowd, Wen Liang thought he was singing for himself at first, but she seemed to be wrong, because she looked at He Tianran's eyes that became compassionate and sad at some point, and the other party's touch made the girl's heart seem to be grabbed and twisted, and a silent pain began to spread in her heart.

When he sang this song, who was he recalling in his heart?

What kind of story has no ending, which people still remember?

It seems that dark clouds have settled in the body, and I feel a little depressed when the lights are on

Maybe no matter how sorry it is, it is a pity that so longing can't run to you......

……

Lu Alan's drumming gradually intensified, and the dense drum beat pushed the song to a climax step by step, He Tianran brushed the strings vigorously in his hands, as if he wanted to spit out the emotions in his chest, he held his head high, hysterical:

I'm afraid of empty joy, I'm afraid that I'm looking forward to it and not you

I'm not ambitious, and I'm not willful

Memories pull the tide that misses you......

……

Unlike the previous songs, when He Tianran sang this song, no one sang in unison, and he was the only one in the audience who sang loudly, echoing in the sky above the entire underground platform......

It's not that he sings badly, it's not that the song is too unpopular, on the contrary, everyone is just immersed in the atmosphere conveyed by the song at the moment, infected by the lyrics, and can't bear to disturb the deep affection of this outpouring of emotions.

In the crowd of onlookers, the more hoarse He Tianran sang, the more lonely his figure became, and the more intense the accompaniment, the more sad he was at this moment.

I don't dare to tell you that blushing is better than dialogue but no one cares

I want to hug you and I want to tell you

Regret that time cannot be said after all......

……

In this song, He Tianran seems to really understand a little bit of what his father told him, if no one "witnesses" his growth, then it will be a feeling of regret.

For Wen Liang's kiss to himself just now, he was indeed a little caught off guard.

At the same time, he also felt a strong sense of ...... Heart.

This is undoubtedly crossing the line, but he can indeed predict that if he is not stopped, Wen Liang will have such a development with himself.

This September, from the first time the two met during filming, He Tianran felt Wen Liang's inexplicable affection for him, and then later learned that the girl was now facing the dilemma of her acting career, watching her sing, finding a way for her, and joining her company......

Aside from those memories that they can't remember, there are many endless topics to talk about between them, and they feel that they hate to see each other too late.

What girl wouldn't be impressed by He Tianran's abilities; What boy wouldn't fall for the charm of coolness?

To say that you can't feel the heart is definitely false.

It's just that He Tianran is already an adult......

He will be responsible for every choice he makes.

He thought that if the person he loved didn't go abroad, he was by his side, watching him make the career he loved bigger and do a good job, then he would be much happier and more decisive than he is now.

Because he can find an extremely close person to share his joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and share precious moments that he only has a few times in his life......

What a pity it would be if the loved one was not around when this happened......

However, the long river of Cao Aiqing and He Tianran's fate did not converge during this time period.

When he encountered a new scenery before, He Tianran could only bow his head in a hurry and turn a blind eye, he hoped that one day, he would be able to merge into a sea, but he didn't expect that before that, he crashed into a mountain......

I want to hug you and I want to tell you

Regret that time cannot be said after all......

……

Is the appearance of Wen Liang an emotional test between He Tianran and Cao Aiqing, or is Cao Aiqing, who is far away in the sky, an unavoidable obstacle between He Tianran and Wen Liang?

This thought flashed in He Tianran's mind, and his song came to an end, as if he was laughing at his own thoughts, a big dream would eventually have a waking moment, at the end of the song, He Tianran pulled away from those conjectures that were entwined in his mind, and he changed a lyric, as if giving a tactful answer:

…… I can't hug you.

……

After the song was sung, the aftermath echoed, and the crowd was silent for a moment, and then the applause was thunderous.

He Tianran nodded his head in thanks, without superfluous words, the band that was supposed to rotate was ready to play, and the man returned the guitar to Lu Alan, and then returned to the crowd......

Soon, the enthusiastic music started again, and the lead singer who took over this time sang a song "People without ideals are not sad".

In the crowd that was gradually becoming jubilant and crowded, he did not find a cool figure, until he saw a figure sitting on the escalator, which had become cold, waving at him.

He Tianran managed to squeeze out, walked up to the front of the man, and then sat down beside her.

At first, neither of them spoke.

The man bent his hands and leaned his elbows against the ladder behind him, his legs straightened, and the person leaned back, watching the restless music make people put their hands on each other's shoulders and play solitaire, he smiled faintly:

"I knew that I should also sing a little more irritable songs, so that I wouldn't be so bitter and hateful."

"No, I think it's good, it's worse than me, but it's better than others......"

Wen Liang put his hands under his knees, lowered his head, put his chin on his knees, looked at the boiling crowd with his eyes, and said slowly.

"Really? Hahaha, you don't have to slap the boss like this, I'm not used to it. ”

“…… He Natural. ”

"Huh?"

“…… I seem to ...... Like you. ”

“…… I know. ”

"And what about your answer?"

He Tianran turned his head and looked at the girl next to him who didn't look at him, still looking at the crowd, and said that she liked him.

He kept his tone as calm as he could, and replied:

"Wen Liang, I already have someone I like...... So ......"

He shook his head and wrote a break to this short heart-warming movement.

"I'm sorry."

(End of chapter)