Chapter 36: The Gun of Destiny
Just when the audience in the audience was still talking about why Lin Yi was able to sing this song.
in the picture.
Lin Yi suddenly got up and came to the balcony, he didn't do anything but looked at the sky in a daze.
At this moment, he suddenly felt that his life was meaningless.
And although he survived the sharp pain that penetrated deep into the bone marrow again this time.
But thinking about his future, he felt a deep despair.
Because this kind of pain cannot be alleviated, let alone cured, it means that as long as he lives, he will always be tormented by the disease.
It was until the day he left this world once and for all.
Even now his breath is burning with a burning sensation.
It seems to remind him that you don't have any future.
So Lin Yi slowly raised the medicine bottle he was holding in his right hand, and he didn't know how many times he had the idea of committing suicide with this medicine.
Thus to put an end to his suffering.
And because there was a close-up of the drug in the memory clip, the audience on the Internet suddenly exclaimed.
"Oh my God, isn't this a drug for suicide? It's terrible, isn't it, such a rich person would think about suicide. ”
"What's the use of having money? Didn't you see that in the memory fragment alone, he had done that twice? What kind of disease is this? Why does it seem so painful? ”
"Alas, it is said that money can make ghosts grind, but it still can't get back a healthy body, so why are you working so hard? Especially for the poor, your biggest capital is your body, don't stay up late every day for those hundreds of dollars in overtime pay. ”
"Hahaha, that's right. Having a healthy body is not a different level of capital? ”
"I remember that after Lin Yi's account came out yesterday, there were people on the Internet analyzing what disease he had, and there were a few experts among them who I thought the analysis was quite reasonable, they said that this should be a type of cancer, and it is estimated that it has reached the second stage."
"This is also in line with Lin Yi's ongoing investment in cancer research in the medical community."
"But those experts didn't pack the ticket, after all, they only saw this picture, and they didn't really see Lin Yi himself, so it's hard to judge."
"Yes, I have also seen the analysis of those experts, but they all agree that Lin Yi already had such strong assets at that time, and it should not be a big problem to hire a top medical team to help him perform an operation."
"Hahaha, it's definitely not a big problem, do you still need them to say this? Now that Lin Yi is still alive and well, isn't he still in high spirits at the press conference some time ago? It doesn't feel like it's changed at all. ”
"I want to say the same too, even a little more energetic than he is now."
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The scene of the show.
in the audience.
At this moment, Chen Chuxue had not yet come out of the shock of the lonely brave man who was snorting lightly just now.
She saw Lin Yi in the video again, and actually lifted a suicide drug.
Somehow, for a moment, she began to worry about this man.
But that's just for a moment.
Because this is a memory of the past, she now knows that Lin Yi is still alive and well, and she also showed up to attend a press conference some time ago.
As for Lin Yi's condition, her friend couldn't give a definite answer because he hadn't seen Lin Yi himself.
One can only guess that it should be a cancer.
But since Lin Yi has lived to the present, it also means that his illness has been cured.
After all, he had lived for so many years, and in his current state, he still supported him in completing the work of memory retrieval.
It is important to know that retrieving memories requires a lot of effort on a person's part, which is an impossible task for any seriously ill patient.
in the picture.
Lin Yidu had already unscrewed the medicine bottle, poured out two of the pills and put them on the cap.
Just as he slowly lifted the pill with his eyes closed, ready to swallow it in his stomach.
Lin Yi abruptly ended his action and threw the entire bottle of medicine into the trash can next to him.
He laughed to himself as he walked into the room.
Bian whispered to himself: "Don't be so selfish. ”
"You still have a lot of work to do, and you still have a lot of responsibilities on your body, and you can't stop here now."
After that, Lin Yi went back to the bedroom and turned on the computer.
Above the computer screen is news of firefighters dying in the line of duty in the fire, as well as a chat box.
The above is the chat record between Lin Yi and Chen Chuxue's homeroom teacher at that time.
In fact, during the time of Chen Chuxue's primary school, Lin Yi has been in contact with her homeroom teacher.
has been concerned about Chen Chuxue's studies and whether she has been bullied? Have you been treated unfairly.
So after Chen Chuxue was selected by the class and was ready to sing a song at the art show.
Lin Yi got the news through Chen Chuxue's head teacher as soon as possible.
So he thought of writing a song for his daughter that would shock the whole school.
Lin Yi picked up a pen and paper and a device for recording at this moment, and began to write and sing.
Because it was recorded for his daughter.
So Lin Yi sang very seriously.
"It's all brave, the wound on your forehead, your differences, the mistakes you make...."
"You don't have to hide...."
“......”
At this moment, the audience under the stage exploded instantly, if it was said that some people were not sure because Lin Yi was humming in front.
So now everyone has heard Lin Yi sing that song, which is the lonely brave.
And what shocked them even more was that they didn't expect Lin Yi to sing so well.
Even in this song, it is not inferior to today's Chen Chuxue.
Just from the first few sentences, some viewers felt an inexplicable sadness from the lyrics and singing.
These few sentences alone made many people amazed by Lin Yi's singing skills.
Especially when it comes to the climax of the whole song.
"I love your tattered clothes, but you dare to block the gun of fate...."
"Love you and I are so similar, the gap is the same...."
"To the whimpering and roaring in the night, who said that only those who stand in the light are heroes..."
All the audience in the audience felt a tingling scalp, and their pupils dilated instantly.
It wasn't until Lin Yi finished singing the song that they came to their senses.
After that, the audience actually burst into applause.
Although they knew it was just a fragment of memory, they couldn't help but applaud.
And they also know why the lyrics in this song are so hard.
Only this kind of person who has fought with illness can write those two sentences.
Love you to confront despair....
But dare to block the gun of fate ....