Chapter 51: The Years of Life
However, Chen Chuxue didn't dwell too much on these two lines.
She looked up at her mother.
Chen Yuwei smiled back and handed Chen Chuxue the device that played the recording.
After Chen Chuxue took it, she clicked play, and the recording equipment happened to play the new song that Zero One wrote for her.
After that, a somewhat ethereal, clear, and somewhat sad melody was played slowly.
"The scattered moonlight pierced through the clouds, hiding from the crowd and spreading the scales of the sea."
"The waves wet your white dress and try to push you back."
"The waves wash away the bloodstains, and the delusions warm you."
"Listen to the depths of the sea, whose wailing is leading."
"The soul is silent, and no one wakes you up."
“......”
At this moment, everyone in the audience was unconsciously attracted by this low and soft voice.
They seem to see from this song that a person goes from struggle to despair, and finally from hope to despair.
Then some people unconsciously felt a warm liquid sliding down their cheeks, and when they realized it, the tears had slipped uncontrollably and quickly.
"Do you feel that the melody of this song is so special? There is also an inexplicable sadness in the lyrics! I cried as I listened. ”
"It's not just because of the lyrics, that zero one sings so well! Why didn't he come out from behind the scenes and sing! ”
"Didn't you watch a memory from yesterday? There are many people who analyze that Zero One's lyrics and songs were all wrapped up by Lin Yi and given to his daughter. ”
"Actually, I have heard Chen Chuxue sing this song before, but now after hearing this version sung by Zero One himself, I feel a different charm from it."
"That's right, what has happened to this Zero One, the lonely brave, the bottom of the sea.... I'm really getting more and more curious about his identity. ”
"Have you noticed that the tone of Zero Yi's letter to Chen Chuxue is so gentle, I seem to see a feeling of a handsome uncle educating a little girl."
"Haha, I feel this way too, from Zero One's handwriting, I can feel that he himself is definitely a handsome guy!"
And Chen Chuxue, who was in the guest seat, heard the recording version sent to him again by Zero One back then.
She suddenly heard a different emotion from the song.
At that time, like most people, she only felt sadness and mourning from this song.
But at this time, Chen Chuxue somehow, she heard from this song, the three words "live"....
After the last memory fragment, Chen Chuxue learned that the letter from the original "Lonely Brave" was sent to him by Lin Yi.
Then at this moment she thought of a possibility.
This time, or future letters.... All of them were written by Lin Yi to himself in the name of Zero One?
No....
Chen Chuxue couldn't connect the perfect image of Zero One in her heart with Lin Yi.
But the more she reminisced about the letters between them, the more entangled she became.
......
Meanwhile.
After Chu Hua saw the scene broadcast by the program team again, he was even more determined about the decision Chen Yuwei made after contacting him.
When Lin Yi wrote this letter, he was watching from the side.
Lin Yi also knew that if he donated his bone marrow, he would probably be gone.
So he was also ready to say goodbye to his daughter at the end of that letter.
Chu Hua saw that Lin Yi was particularly broken and helpless at that time, and covered his eyes and cried silently for a long time.
In the end, Lin Yi crossed out after writing two sentences.
"Live!"
Lin Yi's voice was extremely sad.
As if blaming his daughter for not giving up, he flinched.
He stuffed the letter into the envelope and began to write the poem for his daughter.
"It's too late, it's too late, you obviously hate suffocation...."
When he wrote the last sentence, Lin Yi suddenly remembered another version of the song.
"The autumn wind is light, and the four seasons cannot be seen at the bottom of the sea."
......
At the moment, this issue of "My Family" has been on the air for a while.
So the spit spin-off show also has material.
They worked overtime to launch a new round of their reviews.
Recording live.
When that group of experts, scholars.... When I saw Zero One writing that letter to Chen Chuxue.
Many experts in the study of education and family have read a different charm from this letter.
Under the host's questioning, an expert couldn't help but sigh: "Although this letter seems to be a gesture of small talk, some of the sentences in it are all imperceptibly establishing three views for Chen Chuxue, so that she can have a very clear understanding of her current situation, efforts, and returns." ”
"I don't know if the professors and teachers feel the same way as me, but I read a kind of father's love for his daughter from this letter."
After saying this, several other experts echoed for a while.
And just when the moderator wanted to ask the second expert to see what he thought.
Unexpectedly, the youngest expert in the audience had already cried.
This caught the host off guard, and he hurriedly rescued the scene: "It seems that the version of the undersea sung by Mr. Zero One is too infectious, and it hasn't let our teacher Xin Hao come out of that sad atmosphere, so let's have our Professor Wang continue to comment...."
The young scholar known as Teacher Xin Hao, he had heard this song a long time ago.
One day in high school, his parents got into an argument day and night.
At that time, the last thing Xin Hao wanted was to get out of school, because getting out of school meant going home.
Home, for some, is a haven from the wind, and is associated with the word warmth.
But for him, there were only quarrels and endless abuse in the house.
When he came home that day and pushed the door in, the familiar sound of quarreling came from the back room, and he didn't know how many times his parents had quarreled in front of him.
And the reason for their quarrel is just to argue about who should give this child to raise.
It's not that they want to fight for the custody of Xin Hao, but to discuss who to stuff this burden to.
So after meeting Xin Hao, his parents would stand on the united front to stop arguing and accuse him.
"Useless things, why are other people's children able to take charge of themselves in their teens, but you know how to read, and you haven't read anything famous in reading, and you haven't won the first place in the grade once!"
Xin Hao has long been numb to this kind of talk, he has been compared since he was a child.
When he wasn't at the top of his class, his mother said the same.
And he became the first in the class, and then the first in the grade.
In fact, Xin Hao also knew that they didn't care how much he could take the test.
It's just that I think he's a burden, and I think he's an eyesore, so I want to be angry with him.
Xin Hao, who had long been accustomed to it, lowered his head and silently pushed open the bedroom door.
He didn't turn on the lights, but left himself alone in the darkness.
Listen to the quarrel outside the door again.
Waves of despair and helplessness surged into Xin Hao's heart.
He muttered to himself ....
"Maybe I'm really superfluous, I really shouldn't stay in this world...."
Just when the last glimmer of light in his eyes completely dissipated.
He looked through the poorly soundproofed wall and heard a song played by his neighbors.
"Year after year in the world, who dares to say that it is like smoke!"