Chapter 83: What Can I Do for You After I Die
Chen Yuwei wiped her tears and continued reading.
[So since you have chosen to believe me and choose to pursue this truth, then you naturally have the right to obtain the truth. 】
[I was actually very entangled when I was writing these things, and I was afraid that you would not be able to accept these things after seeing them. 】
[But if you really see this will, then I will really be very pleased. 】
[I asked my friend to give these things to you after I die, so when you come to the little house I left you, when you see this letter, I should be dead, haha. 】
[Yuwei, because you are very kind, you will attract a lot of malice, of course you don't have to care about this when I am alive, I will help you block everything, you just need to live a healthy and happy life. 】
[But you have to know Yuwei, it is precisely because you are so kind, every time I help you block those darkness, I will think about what you will do if I die? You're not going to encounter those things again. 】
[If I die, how can I continue to protect you and my daughter?] 】
[Hence this will.] 】
So before I tell you the truth, I'll show you what I left behind. 】
[I hope these things can continue to protect you on my behalf, and continue to let you not have to see the dark side of this world.] 】
[Even if you see it, you can dispel it with light at any time.] 】
After Chen Yuwei saw these things, she felt that her eyes were dark.
She was actually nervous before reading the letter.
I'm afraid that after seeing the answer, I won't be able to bear it, and what kind of overreaction will occur.
But now she only felt a strong sense of exhaustion.
There has always been a voice in my heart, telling Chen Yuwei that you are so tired.
It's time for you to get some rest, just go back to sleep.
But in this letter, Lin Yi's next words.
Let Chen Yuwei cry and laugh when she cries.
[Haven't you always wanted to travel the world and be a free person? 】
[I want to too.] 】
[I left a lot of things for you. 】
[There are high clouds in the sky, ten miles of peach forest, the moon by the sea, and the stars above the tower....]
I've told you so many times. 】
[People are the rhythm of dancing in the wind on the grassland, life is not an arrangement, but a pursuit, the meaning of life may never have an answer, but we must also enjoy this life without answers. 】
[So you will definitely take the ticket I gave you and read these things.] 】
[I know that you have absolutely no answer in your heart now, and you may not find the meaning of doing this, but the meaning of life is unanswered. 】
[You may find out the answer after you have experienced it.] 】
[I have arranged the order for you, or if you are not satisfied with the arrangement, you can take out the card I gave you, and you can ask the customer service to help you re-plan the route around the world according to your wishes. 】
[If you can, remember to bring your daughter, and then bring my share.] 】
[Over the years, I have spent most of my time lying in a sick bed, and when I am finally a little sober, I can only live in a sterile environment, so I also want to pursue those things, and I really want to enjoy freedom like an ordinary person. 】
[So you'll definitely promise me, right?] You'll promise me to read my share together, right? 】
Lin Yi was writing this letter at the time.
He went through it once.
Particularly difficult treatment.
Because of the sudden deterioration of his body at that time, his treatment was much more intense.
Some of the pain he had previously experienced was nothing compared to that treatment.
He had to stay awake the whole time.
The pain that pierced his heart wanted to connect directly to his body from every bone and every piece of flesh and blood, directly connected to the nerves.
That is, after the treatment that Lin Yi underwent through.
He also had to realize that he was only one person.
I have never been a god.
That world of nothingness was slowly coming towards him.
So Lin Yi, who was so thin that his two arms were only skinny at that time, wrote this will.
And the first thing he thought about at that time was.
If Chen Yuwei, that stupid girl, can't bear to see these things and wants to do those stupid things, what should she do?
So Lin Yi thought about it for a long time, and put these things at the front of the letter.
In this way, he wants Chen Yuwei to be redeemed.
Lin Yi wanted to use time to slowly fade the wound in her heart.
So when Chen Yuwei read this.
also realized Lin Yi's cunning.
She wiped her tears and kept saying, "You are so cunning...."
Although the world-weary mood in Chen Yuwei's heart has not disappeared at this moment.
But these things are all things that Lin Yi left her, and this is also a wish of Lin Yi.
So how could she not finish this journey for Lin Yi.
Chen Yuwei thought of some things that Lin Yi had told her at this moment.
At that time, Lin Yi told her that although the stars were dead, their light was still shining towards us.
There are also some stars that have been twinkling for a long time, but their light has not yet shone on us....
[Yuwei, since you have seen this, then I will agree to you, which is equivalent to an agreement we made. 】
[Originally, I wanted to advise you not to cry when you saw this letter of mine, but I really....]
[Obviously I'm the one who makes you cry the most.] 】
[I swore that I would never let you cry again in my life that I was in the hospital. 】
[But I didn't do it, I still have the face to ask you so much....]
[You still cried a lot after that, and every time you cried very sadly, very sad, so I'm really sorry Yuwei. 】
[As for the truth you want....]
[The reason I left you that day was because I got a report. 】
[The report says I'm sick.] 】
[The disease is also rare, with almost no precedent and no examples of successful treatment.] 】
[The report says that this is a terminal illness with a very high mortality rate.] 】
[That day, I walked alone on the street all night after getting the report, I wanted to drink, but I didn't dare, I was afraid that with my current body, I wouldn't be able to withstand alcohol. 】
[What I struggled with the most at the time was whether to tell you about it. 】
[But I'm really afraid that you'll be sad, I'm afraid you'll be sad, I really don't want to see you crying again.] 】
So I went abroad on a business trip and found a private medical team to treat me. 】
[I was quite optimistic at the time, I was thinking that there would always be a chance. 】
[God can't not give me a chance at all, at that time I was still fantasizing that if my illness is cured, I will return to China and marry you. 】
[But the first treatment left me in a coma for three years.] 】
[After I woke up and my body was able to resume walking, my first thought was to go back to China to find you. 】
[At that time, after I returned to China, I asked someone to find out about you, and I was really devastated. 】
[I learned that you were pregnant with my child when I left, and it's really hard for me to imagine how you spent these three years. 】
[I saw that you had started all over again, and your life was gradually starting to get back on track. 】
[After that, I really didn't have the courage to face you again, and I felt that I didn't deserve to be loved at that time. 】
[When I looked at you from afar, my eyes were full of indebtedness. 】
[I felt that even if we met again, I would only bring you pain. Let you bear with me what is happening to me. 】
[I don't think I have any qualifications to pursue love with my physical condition at the time. 】
So I turned around and left very selfishly. 】
Chen Yuwei kept shaking her head after seeing this.
No.... No!
You're not selfish, I can understand you, I really can understand you all!
You just didn't want to put pressure on me at the time, you just wanted to carry it all alone.
But husband, you're so stupid....
You were the most helpless person at that time....
Terminally ill.... and constantly earn money for treatment.
Compared to you, I was helpless at that time.... It's my fault, it's all my fault....
You should have been sensitive in the first place, and you should have noticed the abnormality of your body earlier.
When Chen Yuwei thought of this, she cried again.
She felt that she got along with Lin Yi day and night every day.
I couldn't even figure out his physical condition, and I didn't even notice that he was terminally ill.
Chen Yuwei said to herself: "I actually questioned you and resented you at that time.... I should have believed in you, I should have believed in you all the time! ”
And what made Chen Yuwei feel even more distressed.
Even Lin Yi was ready to tell her the whole truth.
But he still took all the hardships he had suffered over the years.
Chen Yuwei still doesn't know how Lin Yi has spent all these years.
Every treatment is absolutely painful.
Every day is absolutely unbearable.
After that, my condition improved. 】
[My treatment has worked. 】
[I made more and more money, I was even looking forward to it, and I even thought that there was no possibility to be with you and my daughter. 】
[I really want to love you, I really want to love you well. 】
[Maybe that time was the closest we were to, but at that time I was still timid, and I still flinched. 】
[Because my disease cannot be cured, even if I can continue to receive treatment and use various means to prolong my life again and again, how long can I live? 】
[Now me, am I really worthy of love? 】
So I began to develop my own business with all my might, and began to make myself fully capable of being able to protect you and our daughter. 】
[During this period, I kept struggling and struggling, but in the end I didn't take that step. 】
[And until the day I learned that my daughter was sick...]
【Yuwei.... I'm really sorry, I'm really sorry, I didn't keep the promise we made again. 】
[During the period when my daughter was sick and needed bone marrow donation, I had regular closed treatments. 】
[I read all the text messages you sent me that day.... Haha, I didn't expect me to be like this, among the hundreds of messages, there was not a single word to scold me. 】
[Hmm.... It was after this incident that I lost my disqualification to see you forever. 】
[My condition has deteriorated again, and I have to spend most of my day in a sterile environment, except for being in a coma after treatment.] 】
[Because any little illness, any little trauma is fatal to me. 】
[Maybe I'm too afraid of death, too sorry for my life, maybe I'm so selfish. 】
Chen Yuwei was crying extremely heartbreaking at the moment.
Even now, you're still talking about it, do you don't want the image in my heart to be too perfect?
So in demeaning yourself?
How can you be selfish and be too desperate!
If that were the case, you wouldn't have given your bone marrow to your daughter without hesitation!
And every day you live after that is even more painful.
How can this be a fear of death?!
This is obviously more terrifying than death!
Chen Yuwei had already imagined Lin Yi's mood at this moment.
He's not afraid of death, he's not sparing his life, he just can't let go of himself, he can't let go of his daughter!
Because he also wants to do more for himself and for his daughter!
He must have felt that he would be able to live one more day.
You can do more things for yourself and your daughter, and love yourself and your daughter for a day!
[Well, that's the truth.] 】
[I'm really sorry that you didn't know the truth of the matter until now, and I know the truth of the matter.] 】
[Next, let's talk about the things I left you, the will, of course, I have to leave something for my wife and daughter. 】
[In addition to the places I told you about before, the attractions I left for you, whether you accept the next things or not, will be delivered to you anyway. 】
[First of all, I have prepared a lot of lottery tickets for you,I'm sure you should be aware of it.,The bank gave you a regular lottery business.】 】
[I know you don't believe in lotteries, and the task is a low IQ tax, so that's why I use this way.] 】
[When I was alive, those people naturally wouldn't do anything, and they must have tried their best to arrange for you to receive the award on a regular basis according to my instructions. 】
And after I die.... I don't think they will cheat on this, because I still give them a lot of money. 】
[So if you want pocket money in the future, just buy a lottery ticket, and the winning amount of each one I told them is that it ranges from 1 million to 5 million, which can also give you a little bit of a lottery feeling, so that you have a sense of surprise. 】
[If you buy one every day, it will only take more than two hundred years to receive the money I gave them, so if you feel sorry for the money, if you think I am stupid, then you will try to live until that time and receive all my money. 】
[Also, just ask your father to leave your company, or give him a job that clocks in every day.] 】
Chen Yuwei inevitably felt a little puzzled after hearing this.
Although she lost contact with her family back then.
But Chen Yuwei felt that compared to her mother, her father was okay with her.
Even in the case of a relationship that was severed back then.
Her father still sent her money.
Although it is not much, Chen Yuwei felt that heart, and it gave her a little warmth during her most difficult period.
So after Chen Yuwei developed her career and became bigger and bigger.
Chen Yuwei thought that her father had also taken over the project before.
So she gave some of the business of the Bunti Group to her father.
It can be regarded as repaying his father's previous nurturing grace.
And those kindnesses back then.
So Chen Yuwei continued to read with doubts.
And the content of the letter after that was beyond her imagination.
[Back then, I noticed that your mood was very low, and you were a little depressed every day. 】
[When I saw that you did not hesitate to fall out with your family or even completely cut off the relationship in order to give birth to our child, I felt uncomfortable for a long time. 】
So I want your parents to bring you some warmth. 】
[For this reason, I asked someone to find your parents, but your mother, you know, she is a person who loves money very much, and she is also a gambler. 】
[She is very greedy, and no amount of money is much for her. 】
[So I asked someone to give your mother money several times, hoping that she could send you a part of the money in her name, so that you can feel the existence of family affection, and let you feel that you have not been abandoned by the world. 】
[But after your mother accepted the money, she didn't share a part of you, but immediately went to buy a watch, and went abroad to the casino for a few days. 】
[Later, she also told me, let me give her another 1 million, and she will sell you to me.] 】
[That is, this time I recognized your mother, and your mother publicly spread rumors about you on the Internet because of money, so you really don't need to have any illusions about this woman, nor do you need to have any psychological burden, and even you have to keep an eye on what she will do to hurt you. 】
[But I have left you with a team of the best lawyers in the world, and they will definitely help you rest assured, and you don't need to worry too much.] 】
As for your father, although he is better than your mother, he is really just a little better. 】
[I gave him several sums of money in the same way, hoping that he would give you a portion of it in his own name, but he gave you only one thousandth of the money I gave him. 】
[And the project you asked him to contract a few years ago, he was greedy for millions alone. He used the lowest kind of paint for the outer layers of the walls, and he cut corners in other areas. 】
[And this building is still for the school, if I don't find out about this matter and don't make up for it secretly.] 】
[Then the Bunti Group will be forced to bear the name of the tofu slag project, you should be able to imagine how bad the consequences will be. 】
[So I also left you some of this part of the talent, don't use your father anymore, he can't be trusted. 】
[If you need it, you can contact Mr. Chu Hua who handed you the file bag, this person is reliable and can be trusted. 】
Chen Yuwei's forehead couldn't help sweating when she thought of this, not only because the Bunting Group was her life's work.
If there is really a problem with that building, then it is the black history of the buntigroup for a lifetime.
His reputation has plummeted.
All the more because it's for the school!
If something really goes wrong, how many families may be affected!
(End of chapter)
Lewen