Chapter 151: It's Just That You Didn't Do Your Best

And Chen Chuxue also thought that she had been recognized by Zero One.

After receiving a song that Zero One handed over to him.

There was a time when she had lost confidence in herself.

Because during that time, she suddenly didn't receive a reply from Zero One, plus she couldn't create new works.

So she thinks that Zero One's previous contact with her was because he took a fancy to her talent and her talent.

And during that time, she seemed to have lost her self-confidence and talent.

So she felt that the light on her body was gone.

That's why Zero One stopped replying to her.

Later, Zero One told her that she should be confident in herself because she was different and the songs she wrote were different from others.

Each of her songs is full of connotation and can make people positive.

After Chen Chuxue thought of this, she suddenly understood what Zero One had said to her before.

So she overturned all her original creative ideas.

She feels that her new song or every next song should be like this, and it should be a song full of meaning and connotation.

is not like most of the popular songs in China today, just very simple love and love, and even use some vulgar lyrics to attract people's attention.

......

And in another picture.

After Lin Yi replied to Chen Chuxue's message, he once again took out the lyrics of the nocturne that he had already written.

At this moment, the audience at the scene felt the sadness and grief between the lines of the lyrics through the memory fragments and the specific description of the lyrics on the paper by Lin Yi.

And Lin Yi thought that he once thought that he had read everything, and felt that love was just a particularly ethereal thing.

At that time, he felt that the bond between people could only be connected through interests.

Everything else is so fragile.

But now that he thinks back to his previous thoughts, he still feels that he is too one-sided.

He was already living a new life, so he thought he saw everything very clearly, especially for love.

But the day Lin Yi met Chen Yuwei, when Chen Yuwei stood in front of him and blocked the knife for him.

He realized that his previous idea was too ridiculous.

My previous thinking was so arrogant and arrogant that I thought that what I knew must be right.

And the experience of the subsequent physical examination, and then the various treatment processes that Lin Yi went through, made Lin Yi feel as if he had started a new life.

It was as if he had lived again.

And this time he thinks he really understands love.

And with it comes the perception of another kind of love, the kind of love for daughters.

At this moment, Lin Yi's dedication to these two kinds of love has completely overturned all his previous thoughts.

After all, at this moment, he is willing to give everything to pave the way for his wife and daughter.

And these responsibilities are voluntary and voluntary.

He didn't want anything in return.

......

So at this moment, after seeing this video, the audience at the scene once again felt that it was not easy for Lin Yi to create this song, and also put forward various conjectures about his process of creating this song.

"This song may have been written by Lin Yi into his own experience, and the lyrics were created to create this song."

"Obviously, his experience is already like suffering in hell just by enduring it once, but in order to create that song, he constantly uncovered the scars of his past, and integrated that experience into the lyrics, which was used to guide his daughter to associate with those lyrics."

"That's right, in fact, whether it was Chen Chuxue's first lonely brave song at that time, or the ordinary road after that.... When he told that story to his daughter, it was actually his own experience, and perhaps he felt that his experience was the most true and effective in educating his daughter. ”

"He's really too talented, and it's a pity that such a talented person is unknown for various reasons, he could have had infinite light and applause, but he made another choice."

So Chen Chuxue, who overturned his previous ideas, started a new creation again.

This time, her mind is firmer and her goals are clearer.

She just wants to always walk out of a path that belongs only to herself.

The songs she writes are fundamentally different from the ones on the market today.

And the original hot things, even if its playback and singing degree are very high.

But that doesn't mean it's good.

She just wants to create something that can really promote the progress of the Chinese music scene.

At this moment, Chen Chuxue thought of the repercussions caused by her first two songs in China after they appeared on that international stage.

So I thought that these things are more in-depth and connotative works, in fact, people also prefer this kind of works.

It's just that there are too few such works on the market today, and those netizens who pay attention to music have no extra choices, so it has led to the explosion of those saliva songs.

And when Chen Chuxue thought that she had created two songs and sang them on stage, there were immediately many covers on the Internet, and many works that were groping in this direction appeared, and there were already some rudimentary works.

Therefore, Chen Chuxue felt that the things she did were more meaningful, and she was willing to continue to do them.

But it's so hard to innovate again and again in your work.

Chen Chuxue thought of her work this time, and wanted to overturn everything before.

Unlike all the songs on the market, she felt pressured.

She also had to admit that she had a hard time creating these things.

So until late at night.

The progress of things is really as Chen Chuxue expected, and she still has no clue.

She seems to be caught in a strange circle again, and her mind is either the lyrics and melodies of her previous works, or she is looking at the shadows of the hottest songs on the charts of major music platforms.

The innovations that Chen Chuxue longed for the most in her heart did not exist in her mind at this moment.

So much so that she wrote a lot of lyrics and melodies, but none of them were what she wanted and none of them satisfied her.

Therefore, Chen Chuxue's enthusiasm for the previous forum users began to gradually dissipate.

She found it much harder to make that kind of innovation than she had ever imagined.

So Chen Chuxue temporarily closed the things she wrote and prepared to find some inspiration on the Internet or in those song-related forums.

Just like when she created the blue and white porcelain before.

And when Chen Chuxue clicked on her mobile phone to enter the forum, she found that the posts in the music forum at the moment were all about her.

To be precise, it's about the two pieces she created.

At the moment, in other places, the popularity of these two songs has begun to gradually decline.

But in this forum dedicated to discussing music, those netizens are still discussing these two songs.

It can be seen that they love these two songs.

So in the process of browsing this forum, Chen Chuxue also saw many posts praising her and encouraging her, saying that they saw hope in Chen Chuxue's future Chinese music scene.

They said that Chen Chuxue was really the most creative singer they had ever met.

The vast majority of these people did not hesitate to praise Chen Chuxue.

They expressed infinite trust in Chen Chuxue.

So when Chen Chuxue saw these things, the slackness in her eyes suddenly disappeared.

Because she saw that so many people were supporting her at the moment, she felt that she could not live up to these people, and she could not live up to the trust that these people placed in her.

Thinking of this, Chen Chuxue secretly cheered herself up.

Then this new song of hers must also work hard and work hard.

She felt that she absolutely stood by what she had always wanted.

It's definitely about creating a song that will be just as amazing to them, and that they will be able to talk about in this forum for a long time.

And in another picture.

Lin Yi also did not sleep.

At this moment, the time he wants to fall asleep is no longer controllable by him.

So Lin Yi felt that instead of lying in bed in a daze, he was tormented by physical pain and various negative emotions from the mental level.

Instead, use that time to do something meaningful.

And these things are not anything about work.

Because he felt that he couldn't finish those things.

He didn't want to do that much.

At this moment, Lin Yi thought of making the people around him respect him because of his decisions, and also thought that many people called him the god of economy.

He said that if he took one step further, he would be able to reach a height that no one else could reach.

And Lin Yi has always felt that this kind of goal, which is very difficult to achieve in the eyes of those people, is actually not difficult for him.

It's just that his ultimate pursuit of life is not here.

So he got his career on the right track.

put all his focus on his wife and daughter.

He thinks that's what he's doing that makes sense.

And that's what he really wants to do.

At this moment, when Lin Yi was thinking about how to continue to help his daughter make a breakthrough again and help him continue to shine.

The memories of the past came back to him.

Every time Lin Yi wants to educate his daughter, I think of my wife.

These memories will all appear in his mind.

This kind of memory with great regret and injustice is extremely heavy for any person.

He was originally a person who was brilliant and watched everywhere he went, but then he suffered all kinds of changes.

So much so that in more than ten years, he has become a dull old man.

If this is placed on anyone, he will become extremely angry, he will run away from this painful memory, he will become irritable, he will become hateful about everything in this world.

But Lin Yi regarded these things as treasures.

He opened these memories again and again, to reminisce about them.

Because these few remaining memories are also disappearing with the passage of time.

And he didn't want to lose that memory.

At this moment, when Lin Yi's mind resurfaced the appearance of his wife and daughter, his eyes moistened again.

And he had thought countless times that maybe his memories over and over again would make him numb and make him feel that everything didn't matter.

He will someday feel like he should let go.

But every time Lin Yi thinks about it, he still regrets it, and he still feels that he has done too little.

He always feels like he can do more.

Soon.

This scene of the memory fragment made many netizens on the Internet fall silent because of this.

Once again, they were struck by the man's behavior.

And when they watched Lin Yi begin to conceive new works again, and began to write one after another lyrics that far exceeded the aesthetics and musical framework of the time.

They began to praise Yu Linyi's talent and admired the choices he made at that time.

"Lin Yi is really amazing, he has been thinking about how to integrate idealism into reality, and he has been thinking about how to educate his daughter."

"Yes, such a perfect man, and still full of ideals until now, he doesn't seem to be defeated by anything."

"I found that Lin Yi really cares about them, it seems that there are only them in his world, and in order not to forget those memories, he keeps tearing open his scars to remember those extremely painful memories."

"And he has been teaching his daughter how to become a person with ideals, telling his daughter how beautiful the world is, making him believe that as long as he believes in the light, all darkness cannot shine in."

"As long as you become a person with ideals, you will be able to embrace your life perfectly, and you will reap all the good."

"But Lin Yi himself, he himself has never embraced these things after he became ill, after making one choice after another

There was no light in his life. ”

"It is precisely because of Lin Yi's guidance and education that Chen Chuxue's thinking can go further, so that she is not affected by the general environment at that time, so that her works far surpass other works of the same period, and the quality of the entire Chinese music scene has been improved."

"Yes, the lyrics of many songs at that time were either extremely straightforward or vulgar, and although these things can be remembered at once, and people feel that the melody is very interesting after hearing it for the first time and can sing it along, these works have no depth."

"That's why the appearance of the lonely brave at that time immediately gained millions or even tens of millions of views on the Internet, and was sought after by countless people, precisely because of the vacancy in the music market at that time, because there were too few and too few works of such high quality."

"And this just proves that it's not that such songs can't be outstanding, it's just that you don't do your best."