Chapter 168: Just let him not fall into the abyss now

And at this moment, netizens who saw this scene in these clips all felt a burst of sadness because of this.

Especially when they saw Chen Chuxue muttering about his father while he was sleeping.

They felt that this was a little too unfair to the child, and since the memories were posted on the Internet.

After seeing everything Lin Yi did, they all felt that Chen Chuxue had a very great father, so she was extremely lucky.

And although this is indeed the case, with the help of Lin Yi, Chen Chuxue has taken a lot of detours.

But Chen Chuxue also has misfortunes.

She also has a lot of things that ordinary people don't have.

"I think at that age, Chen Chuxue was really sensible, she not only worked hard to complete her studies and not let her academic performance fall behind, but also worked hard for her ideals."

"So I think that's something that a lot of ordinary people can't do."

"And Chen Chuxue's past was also very bitter, which we all saw through those memory fragments."

"Yes, Chen Chuxue was born in such a family, and she also had a serious illness when she was very young, so a child like her must be extremely eager to have a father who can shelter this family and support this family."

"That's why Chen Chuxue has always been so eager to have a father."

"And Lin Yi has indeed been teaching Chen Chuxue Yes, Lin Yi has always handed over the things on his body to Chen Chuxue, which is also true, but these things do not mean that they will be fully accepted after handing them over."

"Just like when Lin Yi helped Chen Chuxue with homework, it must be Chen Chuxue who really wants to complete her studies well and improve her academic performance, so that she can grow by leaps and bounds in her grades."

"And the songs after that should be the same, when Lin Yi handed over the lonely brave to her for the first time, she didn't force Chen Chuxue to choose this song to sing at that performance."

"Chen Chuxue can choose the songs she originally prepared, but she really likes music and really wants to embark on this path, so she chose the latter."

"This is especially true in the process of later creation, she has also encountered many difficulties and setbacks, but she has always persevered, if there is no such persistence without these efforts, then she will not be able to wait for the day when this inspiration erupts, and she will not be able to insist on Lin Yi at all, and give her all the things in his hands."

"Yes, you must know that she is still just a little girl, she has endured too many things, her growth, maybe her own efforts and persistence are inseparable, it is he and she who choose this path and have been walking, so this is what people often say The harder the person, the luckier he is."

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Fragments of memory.

At the same time that Chen Chuxue fell into a sweet dream.

In another picture, Lin Yi has not fallen asleep.

It's not because he wants to stay up late, but because his body's biological clock is completely out of order.

As a result, his routine became extremely irregular.

Even if he is not suffering from illness now, he is extremely sober.

And it was absolutely impossible for him to fall asleep in a state where he was not exhausted.

At this moment, Lin Yi was gritting his teeth and eating the food in front of him.

Chu Hua on the side didn't fall asleep, he was a little worried about Lin Yi's current state.

When he saw Lin Yi gritting his teeth and eating these things in front of him at the moment, he felt a sadness in his heart.

He knows that for ordinary people, the process of tasting food is a complete enjoyment.

But for Lin Yi, it was a kind of torture.

Chu Hua recalled at this moment that the last time he saw his grandfather when he was a child, he felt more empathy.

In the last part of his life, his grandfather was confined to bed due to illness.

There are times when you have no appetite and can't eat anything.

So he lay in bed for two days and died one night.

Because he didn't understand medicine, he just saw the picture of this paragraph.

So he thought that maybe his grandfather's body couldn't feel hungry anymore at that time, and even rejected these foods.

That's why his grandfather couldn't eat at all during this time.

And now.

Chu Hua felt that Lin Yi might also be experiencing such an ordeal.

And just when Chu Hua wanted to step forward to remind Lin Yi, or persuade Lin Yi, if he couldn't eat, he would eat less.

Lin Yi suddenly stood up straight, and he almost sent these things in front of him into his mouth one by one.

Because at this moment, Lin Yi knew that he had to eat more.

His body was too thin at the moment, partly because of the pain, and partly because his body's functions were completely disrupted, and he didn't feel hungry.

They may even enter a state of fullness when they haven't eaten for a long time.

So this is also the reason why his body is getting thinner and thinner.

The last time Lin Yi realized this, he forced himself to write at first.

That's how he eats every time.

He knew he was going to die if he went on like this.

He even had to eat more than normal people to keep his body running.

And Chu Hua on the side swallowed all the words he wanted to say after seeing Lin Yi's determination to eat this.

Because he had already seen Lin Yi's determination to overcome this difficulty at the moment.

So he also thought of the scene in the past, and he believed that Lin Yi could overcome these difficulties.

However, Chu Hua still felt that this man was too persistent.

But it's not that he wants to let every step go so high.

It is because of the misfortunes and sufferings around him that he has been pushing him to take every step to the limit, and every time he has to fight this difficulty with all his strength, because if he takes a slight wrong step, he will fall into the abyss and never get up again.

So Chu Hua on the side handed over the water while Lin Yi was eating.

Afraid of Lin Yi choking.

However, compared to these things, the most difficult difficulty for Lin Yi to overcome at this moment was not that his body was very averse to eating at this time, but various warnings from his body.

Because his body was already full of holes, and his body couldn't digest it at all after eating a lot like this, so it would send out warning signals one after another.

At first, Lin Yi was able to bear it, because he was already numb to these pains.

He had felt a lot of pain that was more painful than that.

But the more he got to the back, he found that these pains were absolutely impossible for a person to get used to.

As long as you are alive, you will be torn apart by this pain, and it will not be reduced by numbness.

So he fell to the ground again.

Seeing this, Chu Hua on the side immediately helped Lin Yi up.

And called the doctor who had been waiting around.

But when the doctor saw this situation, he just shook his head, and said helplessly, he couldn't help it.

This is very normal.

Unless Lin Yi stopped eating now, his body would not issue such a warning.

Because this was a signal that his body couldn't digest the food that Lin Yi ate.

But the doctor changed his words, and he continued: "But this is a paradox, for a man must eat in order to live. ”

"Otherwise, if there is not enough food to support the consumption of a person's body, then he will definitely die."

"But patients like Mr. Lin Yi can't digest the food, so they will send out warning signals to make them disgusted with food and make them not want to eat."

So the doctor told Chu Hua that at this moment, Lin Yi had no other way than to let him bear these things himself, this was the pain he had to experience, and no one could share it for him, and no one could reduce these pains.

So after Chu Hua heard this, he could only be anxious on the sidelines.

When he saw Lin Yi still picking up the food in front of him and putting it in his mouth to eat in this state, Chu Hua suddenly felt that what was the meaning of what Lin Yi had done?

He really wanted to snatch the food from Lin Yi's hand and tell him that there was no need to bear these pains anymore, he had eaten enough.

But Chu Hua didn't do it, he knew that his move was very ridiculous, which was tantamount to depriving Lin Yisheng of hope.

But as time passed, the nervous expressions on the faces of the people around him also relaxed at that moment.

Because they saw that Lin Yi's mood had gradually stabilized this time, and the amplitude of his body movements had decreased a lot.

It means that he may be used to the pain or that the pain has temporarily dissipated.

But in any case, it's a good thing.

Because Lin Yi checked it out, he overcame these pains this time.

But although these people all think so, none of them will have hope for Lin Yi's tomorrow.

Because it's just one of thousands of sufferings.

He had just stepped up a long staircase.

As for the end of this ladder, it is only death.

Every step he takes only makes him fall into the abyss now.

So those people around him, after thinking about Lin Yi's future.

This joy was immediately dispelled.

At this moment, they felt sad because of Lin Yi's current physical condition.

Once again, they are frustrated by the feeling of their powerlessness.

Especially Chu Hua, at this moment, he couldn't help but shed tears, and he didn't know what words to use to comfort Lin Yi, he also knew that Lin Yi was also very aware of the pain like this in the future, and he would have to endure a lot.

As long as he is alive in this world.

Therefore, Chu Hua felt as if the world had been targeting Lin Yi all along.

He just wants to live, but every step has to go so extreme, and every step is so difficult.

But at the moment.

Lin Yi is the one with the best mentality in the audience.

He smiled and waved his hand to the people around him, and he said, "I've worked hard for you, so go out." ”

"I think I've eaten enough this time, and I shouldn't continue to lose weight."

"And I'm confident that I'll be a little fat person."

And when Lin Yi said these words, although the people around him responded with smiles on their faces, they knew that the smile on their faces at this moment was just a bitter smile.

All of them knew that with Lin Yi's current physical state, it would be absolutely impossible to get fat back.

He's only going to get thinner and thinner.

It was the same no matter how much he ate.

Because even if he ate these things, his body could still absorb very little nutrients from them.

And because Lin Yi is suffering at this moment, whether it is from the spiritual level or from the physical level, he is suffering.

Therefore, Lin Yi's daily physical consumption is actually very large.

Even if he doesn't do anything every day, just lying in bed, he will have a lot of consumption.

But they didn't mention these things, because they felt that for this Lin Yi's body, this difficulty was only a very small part.

And they, the doctors, though each of them did not say it on the surface.

But in his heart, Lin Yi was sentenced to death.

They are only willing to accompany Lin Yi because of the care they have received from Lin Yi for so many years, and they will always accompany Lin Yi until Lin Yi has not given up the hope of this life.

So the doctors left the room first.

Because they think that for the time being, Lin Yi should not encounter any emergencies.

However, they didn't go far, and they were still able to rush to the room at the first moment of the emergency to treat Lin Yi.

Chu Hua was the last to go out, and when he went out, Chu Hua was called out by Lin Yi.

At that time, Chu Hua felt that Lin Yi had something to tell him.

But Lin Yi just smiled and said to him: "My daughter just wrote the lyrics of her new song. ”

"I'm sure it won't be long before this new song will be on the market soon."

"When the time comes, I want to invite you to listen and show you how talented my daughter is."

When Chu Hua heard it, he was stunned.

Then he thought of Lin Yi's appearance this afternoon.

He also thought that Lin Yi would give up on himself.

He thought that Lin Yi's move at that time was to make him forget his wife and daughter and completely cut off contact with the two of them.

So that he will have a lot less burden, and that he will live for himself,

But now it seems that Chu Hua was completely wrong.

However, after Chu Hua heard these words, he realized how ridiculous his thoughts were.

He's still alive because of that belief that sustains him.

How could he take the initiative to cut off that belief, this is the whole meaning of his future life....

So Chu Hua immediately replied: "Well, Mr. Lin, I will definitely listen to it as soon as the time comes." ”