Chapter 170: That Ignorance
So at this moment.
After Chu Hua thought of the cause and effect, he felt extremely distressed about Lin Yi.
So when he said the answer Lin Yi wanted, he hesitated.
But he really couldn't deceive himself to say something delicious and delicious, and then make up the flavor to coax Lin Yi.
After thinking about it, he said, "Mr. Lin Yi has no taste. ”
"Because of your body, your food needs to be specially processed, and there are many things that you can't eat."
"Those seasonings or additives are a burden on your current ability, and if you eat too much, they are equivalent to poison for you."
"So from your health point of view, they make these foods, and they all put your body first, so these foods are tasteless."
"It's not that there's something wrong with your sense of taste, it's that the food itself doesn't taste."
"That's what I just ate."
And when Lin Yi heard this, he was stunned at first, and then he didn't feel depressed or even collapsed as Chu Hua expected.
will make a lot of noise and lose his temper, lamenting the unfairness of fate.
Lin Yi didn't do all this.
Even at this moment, a smile appeared on his face, he went in turn to pat Chu Hua's shoulder, and he said with a smile: "That's great." ”
"It doesn't seem like there's anything wrong with my own sense of taste."
"In the future, if I really come across those delicious foods, when my daughter asks about me, I can tell her the answer in my heart."
But when Chu Hua heard Lin Yi's words, he only showed a wry smile, because he knew extremely well that Lin Yi at this moment could not eat anything other than the food in front of him.
Those things are too heavy a burden for him, and even dangerous to his life.
This is no exaggeration.
After all, Lin Yi's body is now full of holes and extremely burdensome, just like a candle in the wind, any sudden increase in wind will blow out this candle.
Just like Lin Yi's body, no minor illnesses are allowed, and no external trauma is allowed.
Because these things will cause a burden on Lin Yi's body again, and every burden added to Lin Yi's body at this moment is fatal to him.
Therefore, those ideas in Lin Yi's mouth are absolutely unrealizable, and he can't eat those foods anymore.
So he is no longer able to share the taste of various delicacies with his daughter.
Although his sense of taste was not harmed at the moment, he could no longer eat the food that tasted.
However, Chu Hua did not dash Lin Yi's hope, he did not say the words in his heart, he smiled at Lin Yi and nodded: "Yes, your daughter will definitely envy the pictures you send." ”
"She'll be jealous of what you're eating."
And when Lin Yi heard this, he showed a smile.
Chu Hua's words to him were very useful, and he didn't notice the careful thoughts in Chu Hua's heart at all.
And those small movements he just made.
Because at this moment, his thinking has become extremely slow, and he can't pay attention to the details around him as much as before.
But when he mentions his daughter, his mind comes alive again.
And the eyes will be much brighter.
What Chu Hua said just now made him very happy, so his mood was also extremely happy at the moment.
Lin Yi said with a smile: "That's right, my daughter will definitely envy me when the time comes." ”
"I told her what it tasted like, and she'll be adoring me again."
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And at this moment.
Chen Chuxue, who was looking at the picture in the memory fragment.
I don't know why, I suddenly cried.
She had obviously felt too much sadness and parting.
I also saw too many of my father's pasts.
So the suffering of his father in the past is nothing compared to the fact that he is unable to eat the food with taste now.
But Chen Chuxue still cried after seeing this picture.
And it was that kind of emotion that burst out, and I couldn't help crying out.
She brought herself into the story.
So she began to empathize, and began to think about what if she had been at that time.
I am Lin Yi.
What kind of mood will you have.
And at this moment, there was a picture that came to her mind.
She remembers it was when she was in elementary school, when she saw some of her classmates bring fried chicken to school and give her a piece.
And it was the first time she had eaten something like this.
So she thought it was delicious.
That time, she told her mother this idea as soon as she came home from school.
She said she wanted to eat fried chicken like that.
At that time, Chen Chuxue didn't know that her mother owed a lot of foreign debts in order to raise her.
Their family is actually very difficult.
But after Chen Yuwei saw her daughter praying.
She still took the money downstairs and bought a fried chicken and came back.
At that time, Chen Chuxue was very happy to eat, and she did not forget to share the fried chicken in the box with her mother.
But the mother just smiled and waved her hand, saying that she didn't like to eat these things.
So Chen Chuxue ate these fried chickens to his heart's content that day.
But I was so ignorant at the time.
At that time, Chen Chuxue was on the second night, and she was clamoring to eat those fried chickens again.
And this time. Her mother did not comply with her request, but reprimanded her very harshly.
She said that these things are very unhealthy, and that she can eat them once or twice once in a while, and that isn't it good to just eat what she cooks?
How can these things be eaten every day?
But Chen Chuxue didn't understand these at all, she just felt that her mother didn't love her anymore and didn't meet her requirements, so she cried and made trouble that day.
And then, over time.
Their lives are getting better and better.
The pocket money her mother gave her made it easy for her to buy a fried chicken.
But Chen Chuxue doesn't like fried chicken so much.
Because she saw more and more kinds of food, she shared all these likes among these foods.
She liked everything, but she didn't like it that much.
However, these things also brought Chen Chuxue a lot of happiness.
So after Chen Chuxue thought of this, she felt that if she could only eat those special foods that didn't have any taste at that time.
At that time, she would definitely collapse.
I could still eat my mother's cooking at that time, but I cried for so long because I couldn't eat fried chicken.
But if you can't eat fried chicken, you can't taste your mother's cooking.
She's going to feel very uncomfortable, she's going to feel a lot of pain.
And after that.
The footage continues to play.
Lin Yi struggled to eat these things in front of him.
He asked Chu Hua to serve another plate.
This time he didn't go to eat, but took a few pictures.
Later, he posted it in the album of his forum user account.
And soon after that.
Lin Yibian took advantage of the fact that his thinking was still active and sober, and he began to write about the things he was going to teach his daughter in the future.
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And Chen Chuxue at this moment.
This time, I felt my father's beautiful words again.
Once again, she felt the talent in her father.
So at this moment, her heart was even more sad and sad.
I can have today's achievements and have so many enviable talents, all of which come from this.
It came from her father's teachings, and her father subtly taught her all his things.
And it's a way for her to be incredibly confident.
So even now, she can't see how much her father has given her.
How much of it had been handed over to her in this quiet way.
Chen Chuxue must have thought a lot, definitely a lot.
And Chen Chuxue at this moment, her self-confidence has not been affected at all.
Even she is more confident in her ideals and her future path.
She felt that every step she would take in the future would be extremely determined.
And defeat all difficulties.
The wealth on her body was given to her by her father.
His father can do anything, he is so radiant, so respected by countless people.
And she learned so much from her own father, so what would she be afraid of?
She will surely be able to defeat all the difficulties that stand in her way in the future.
Every step is extremely easy, and every step is extremely flat.
Because the road ahead has long been cleared by her father.
And she also carries the sword that her father gave her to cut through thorns.
And at this moment.
Chen Chuxue looked back at the previous memory fragment, recalling when she was standing at the school gate, longing for a father's hug, and her father was sitting in the car not far away, watching her scene.
Chen Chuxue now feels really guilty.
She really wanted to tell the self at that time not to have those strange self-esteem, and not to act so childish, so ignorant.
If only she could have become a little more sensible then.
Broaden your horizons and minds.
At that time, his father would get out of the car to meet her.
But at that time, she was just like a child of this age.
It's always comparing.
There will always be so many strange self-esteems.
Especially when the time comes, the reason why she can embark on this road and have her own ideals is because she has the psychology of these comparisons.
There is an inseparable relationship with those strange self-esteems.
She felt that she was no worse than anyone else.
I have more than they do.
That's why she's desperately trying to prove what she has.
And after she was blocked by those capitals at that time, she began to work harder to improve herself, and the same is true for creating new songs.
Because those capitals denied what she had, then she wanted to redouble her efforts to get those things back.
She was afraid of losing, afraid that she had less than others, and she had so many insecurities at the time.
So at that time, she was afraid of being compared to others.
That's why she stood at the school gate and had the same idea.
She remembered the thoughts and impulses she had that morning when she saw other parents send their children to school.
She thought about the hug between her table mate and her parents when she got out of school.
That's why she had that idea.
And if she had put her mind down, she felt that she would have felt much easier at that time.
It will also become less condescending and make outsiders look very accessible.
makes outsiders feel that she shouldn't resist her father because of his appearance.
So after Chen Chuxue recalled this memory again, she began to blame and regret herself, she felt how good she was able to do these things at that time.
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And the images in the memory fragments continue to play.
On the first day of Chen Chuxue's weekend vacation, she had a very happy time.
She didn't know how long it had been since she had such an easy weekend.
Since she returned to China, she has actually endured a lot of pressure.
Everyone was lamenting the two songs she sang on that international stage.
They all call her the hope of the discourse music scene.
They all said that her previous two stages promoted the progress of the Chinese music scene.
Let those Chinese elements appear in the world.
Those netizens said that she was too powerful, and she would definitely be a representative of the Chinese music scene in the future.
So before, the ban on her by those domestic capitals and companies not only disappeared in that instant.
And from time to time, some related news and discussions about her will pop up on the Internet.
And the most discussed is when this female singer, who represents the Chinese music scene, will release a new song.
They feel that according to the past experience, every new song by Chen Chuxue must be of excellent quality.
And it's an amazing piece of work.
They feel that every song of Chen Chuxue should be like this.
It is necessary to promote the progress of the Chinese music scene.
So in fact, Chen Chuxue has been under a lot of pressure in the process of writing new songs.
So she forced herself to sing new songs before she had a clue about the new songs, and spent every minute and second of her remaining moments and seconds on the creation of new songs.
So every weekend of Chen Chuxue is even more so,
She spends almost all of her free time writing new songs.
And this weekend she didn't need to be so burdened, because she had already written a lot of lyrics the night before.
And she also thinks that the rest of the lyrics, she should be able to write the same lyrics as the first two lyrics.
So Chen Chuxue learned to cook according to her mother's example.
She had learned a good job at first, and she felt that her mother would definitely be impressed by this meal.
When my mother returns, she will definitely be able to surprise her.
But Chen Chuxue was soon burned during the operation.