Chapter 175: Already a star
When Lin Yi heard his daughter's answer, he couldn't help but stretch out his hand and rub his daughter's hair dotingly.
After that, he originally had something to ask his daughter, but this time Chen Chuxue was the first to speak.
Chen Chuxue said to Lin Yi: "When I realized my dream and became a big star in the future, I decided to leave this place with my mother." ”
"We moved into a bigger house and started a new life."
When Chen Chuxue said this, her eyes were full of expectation, and it seemed that the reason why she had this ideal was not only because she wanted to sing, but also because he wanted to change the environment he was currently in.
So when Chen Chuxue said this, Lin Yi immediately showed a trace of doubt.
He asked with some curiosity, "Are you dissatisfied with the current living environment?" ”
"Or are you not getting along well with your classmates at school and want to change schools?"
Because Lin Yi learned from Chen Chuxue's words just now, he learned that Chen Chuxue had no concept of money at this moment.
So she shouldn't want to change her living environment because the house she lives in is small, or because their school is relatively remote.
For her at the moment, whether the house is big or small, it should be enough to live in, and this school is no different.
She should also have no concept of the distinction between key and non-key primary schools.
And when Lin Yi asked this question.
Chen Chuxue immediately gave the answer.
Chen Chuxue said: "It's not that I think our family is small, in fact, my current home is quite comfortable, and I also put a lot of toys and stickers in my room." ”
"If I were asked to change rooms, I would be a little reluctant."
"But I still want to live in a different place with my mother after I become a big star and make a lot of money."
"Because I feel that the current environment has made my mother very tired, and she often cries because of my father."
"So I want to take her out of this place, where she will be sad all the time, and I think if I let her out of here, she will slowly forget the memories that made her sad."
"Then my mother will be much happier."
And when Chen Chuxue said this, she lowered her head and thought about the words that her mother told Lin Yi when she was sobbing in the middle of the night.
So she didn't see a change in Lin Yi's mood in front of her.
His hands began to tremble uncontrollably.
After Lin Yi heard these words, thousands of emotions rose in his heart, but he didn't know what kind of emotion was in his heart?
Whether it's self-blame, sadness, or sadness.
He slowed down for a long time before he trembled and said a word to Chen Chuxue in front of him.
Lin Yi said: "Then, after you become a big star, you will leave here with your mother, forget everything here, and start a new life?" ”
When Chen Chuxue heard these words, she didn't have an accurate definition of the word life, but she still roughly understood.
Chen Chuxue nodded vigorously: "Well, that's right, I've seen similar words in many books." ”
"They all say that people should look forward, don't cry over what they have lost, and focus on their future."
"So I think since those memories and those things will make my mother feel pain and sadness, then I should forget them all."
"After starting a new life. We can have a good time every day, don't we? ”
When Lin Yi heard Chen Chuxue's answer, he was silent for a long time.
After that, he nodded: "Well, it's a good idea, you are also a filial and sensible child." ”
"Then I wish you this ideal can be realized as soon as possible, become a big star, earn a lot of money, and then take your mother to start a new life that belongs only to you."
And at this time.
After Lin Yi recalled these pictures from the past, he suddenly found that the trembling amplitude of his hand when he wrote the suicide note had slowed down a lot at this moment.
As a result, he was able to continue to write his suicide note smoothly.
And his insistence all along is not just out of guilt in his heart and wants to repay his wife and daughter.
is even more because he made that agreement with his daughter a long, long time ago.
And at this moment, Lin Yi will think of his daughter's dazzling performance on the stage.
recalled what many people on the Internet said about him.
He felt that his daughter was very close to the day when she would become a big star.
So they will soon forget about themselves and start their new life.
And at this moment.
This memory of Lin Yi was also put on the Internet because of the editing of the program team.
So at this moment, many people on the Internet have seen this conversation between Lin Yi and his daughter.
And when they watched Lin Yimu send his daughter away, he said to himself, I hope you can live a relaxed and happy life after forgetting me.
Many viewers on the Internet couldn't help but shed tears at this moment.
Because they not only saw Lin Yi at that time, but also saw Lin Yi many years later.
They saw that the man had been told that he was suffering from extinction at this moment.
There is no cure.
And the only thing he wants to do is help his daughter achieve her dream.
And even when his daughter told him that she wanted to take her mother to live in another place and forget her father completely.
He didn't show anything at that time, but he was even more determined in his choice, and the vow he made with his daughter helped her realize her ideals.
And also said that he wished her this ideal to be realized as soon as possible.
And when these netizens saw Lin Yi writing a suicide note.
See that look on his face.
They were even more distressed.
Because they saw Lin Yi's time, it was very difficult.
Every step was extremely difficult.
And at this moment, when he wrote a suicide note, it also represented that he was facing his death.
He felt that the agreement between him and his daughter had been completed, he let go of everything, and he felt that death was a relief for him.
"Once on top of that memory fragment at that time, Lin Yi had actually been mentally prepared for a long time."
"But when he heard his daughter say that he hated her father, and saw the letter that his daughter had written to him, saying that her mother had thrown away all her father's things."
"He'll still have that terrified and helpless look again."
"Yes, at that time, De Lin Yi was not afraid to face anything, he could face any treatment calmly, and even comforted the doctors who treated him with an extremely relaxed attitude."
"At that time, after Lin Yi saw what his daughter said to him, he was so helpless that he even fainted on the spot."
"And Lin Yi should have expected this result a long time ago, after all, when he saw his daughter for the first time, his daughter told him all this."
"Told him everything she was going to do after she realized her dream and became a big star."
"So I now understand why Lin Yi saw a letter from his daughter to him, saying that he immediately wrote after his mother threw away all his father's things."
"Because he had long regarded this matter as an inevitable thing, he had long been mentally prepared for this ending, so he believed in the ending of this matter so easily."
"Now when I look at the first picture of Lin Yi and his daughter meeting, I think Lin Yi must have been very aggrieved at that time, right?"
"No, in fact, if you bring yourself into the role of Lin Yi and the scene where he met his daughter at that time, you will find that when he hears his daughter say those words and say that he wants to forget him, his feelings should be extremely complicated."
"It's not just sad or sad, there are many complex reasons."
"If he was just blindly sad and sad, then he would definitely leave on the spot in anger."
"After feeling that what he did didn't make any sense, or after giving his wife and daughter a little compensation, he completely cut off contact with them, after all, his daughter wants to forget him, so what's the use of him doing more?"
But he wished his daughter to realize his ideals as soon as possible, and he was helping his daughter afterwards.
So at that time, he still chose to temporarily forget about this ending, and still chose to help his wife and daughter.
......
And the moment is in the memory fragment.
Lin Yi wrote for a long time.
However, because it took him a long time to write each paragraph, it took him almost an afternoon to write a page of the suicide note in his hand.
In the process of writing this suicide note, the electronic device next to him played pictures of Chen Chuxue's stages one by one.
At this moment, the tears in the corners of his eyes did not stop falling.
Lin Yi thought it was so strange.
He had expected this ending early in the morning, and he had been mentally prepared for this ending many times in the morning.
He had also convinced himself countless times in his heart that this day would come sooner or later.
But he still couldn't hold back his tears at this moment.
Lin Yi also felt very strange, for himself to die, for his wife and daughter will gradually forget about himself.
He had thought too many times about starting their new lives.
And he thinks that death between the two should be the most difficult thing for a person to accept.
Especially for people like him, who are terminally ill and haven't had time to feel the world properly.
But at this time, he found that he was extremely relieved for the former.
But he still couldn't let go, and he still couldn't accept that he was completely forgotten by the two most important people.
Now in another picture.
Chen Chuxue has received a wide range of heated discussions on the Internet because of her new song, so she is enjoying her perfect performance in the room at this moment.
While looking at the video of her performance, she muttered: "I succeeded again this time with those capital and rules without knocking me down, so I should be one step closer to becoming a big star." ”
When Chen Chuxue thought of this, she couldn't help but turn up her related news on the major platforms on the Internet.
She wants to see the comments of netizens on her at this moment on those related news.
And when she clicked on a news platform, she immediately found her related topic on the homepage.
The topic is my new song.
And at this moment, the popularity of this new song has been high.
When she wrote this song, she already thought that this new song would definitely be able to explode.
But Chen Chuxue never thought that it would be so popular.
And this time, her new song seems to be a little more popular than the previous songs.
I don't know if it's because I've been precipitating it for so long, or maybe the quality of this new song is really better than the previous works.
Her new song received tens of millions of views immediately after its release.
Related topics are also appearing on the Internet one by one.
Various covers, various versions of the adaptation, one after another.
And because the copyright of the song is in her own hands, she did not sign a contract with any agency.
So Chen Chuxue was very generous and announced this song on the Internet, and everyone has the right to adapt it.
And even if you sing in the live broadcast room, she won't charge anything.
That's why this song became such a complete hit.
However, Chen Chuxue doesn't know much about things on the Internet at this moment, so she doesn't know why this song is more popular than the previous songs.
It's because these people on the Internet are gradually becoming aware of copyright.
Many people appeared in the live broadcast room, because they accidentally played a song, or accidentally sang a song, and then were sued by the copyright of the song.
Therefore, on the Internet at that time, many anchors and those who live broadcast their performances have converged a lot and have been subject to a lot of restrictions.
This is especially true for the big streamers.
So the status quo at that time was that many good songs were not copyrighted, so those anchors could not play them in the live broadcast room.
At this moment, Chen Chuxue's songs will soon be at the forefront of Chinese orchestras, and there is no opponent at all.
And it's all free.
Therefore, almost all the live broadcast rooms of major anchors are playing Chen Chuxue's songs.
This is why this new song with Chen Chuxue at this moment will be more popular than all her previous songs.
And Chen Chuxue clicked on the relevant topic about her.
She saw a lot of comments on the bottom of that topic, and many people called her a singer and a genius.
And the reporter who wrote this news also gave her the name of a well-known little singer.
So Chen Chuxue suddenly felt that he was now a star at this moment.