Chapter 189 still didn't play any role
And when Lin Yi was writing these things, all the viewers on the Internet also saw Lin Yi's efforts.
Even though his hands were already shaking, he continued to write in another way.
Maybe it's also because with his current memory, if his thinking is interrupted, it is very likely that he will never be able to connect again.
So when Lin Yi wrote these things, many viewers at the scene expressed their feelings.
"Yes, I think there are some opinions on the Internet, which are very good, Lin Yike is about the reconciliation of his past one by one."
"He's letting go of his past, and now he can clearly see that his mental state is better than before."
"When he writes these things, he has a lot of enjoyment in his mind."
"And I found that after he wrote those posts, he would revise the content of the posts again and again, maybe he felt that only by doing the best of what he wrote could he perfectly guide his daughter to get some inspiration to write those lyrics."
"Judging from the actions he made, he always wanted his daughter to be the most dazzling one."
"He has never chosen the golden mean, and Chen Chuxue has never disappointed Lin Yi, she persevered step by step, and took what Lin Yi handed her again and again."
"And he's been facing hardship all his life, but being able to face it calmly at this moment is really rare for me to be able to face it at this moment."
"Actually, didn't Lin Yi face this like this before?"
"He is not only the reason for the change of mentality, he has faced the pain of cruelty to madness and all patients lose their temper every time."
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And the picture continues to play after that.
In another picture.
Chen Chuxue made up her mind to surpass herself, the goal she had always admired very much.
She regained her old tense state during this time.
It's been a long time since she's experienced such a state, after her new song comes out.
Ever since her new song exploded.
So during this time, Chen Chuxue did a lot of things.
As she began to write her own new songs, she continued to improve her knowledge in other areas.
She believes that to write a good song, you must have a sufficient cultural foundation.
Because when she could understand the posts on the Internet, the lyrics seemed to have appeared in her head.
She could easily pull them out.
So she felt that it was essential to improve herself.
And today after going home in the evening.
The first thing she did when she got home was to flip through the forum user's post.
Because of those letters Zero One gave her recently.
She already felt that Zero was not talented.
And they have become more and more stubborn.
So.
She was afraid that one day Zero One would not be able to find a common language with her.
Thus interrupting the communication between the two of them.
And if things really turn out like that.
Then her only friend online is the forum user.
So Chen Chuxue cherishes this friendship very much.
But another reason is that she really likes the posts that this person makes on the Internet.
Every time I read those posts he wrote, I can bring her different surprises.
So Chen Chuxue often logs on to that forum website to refresh and see.
See if he updates the post.
And this time Chen Chuxue, after entering that forum website.
I actually found that the forum user's post was updated.
So she immediately clicked in.
After seeing the content in the post, she once again felt the talent in the man.
And then, when she finished reading the whole post, her eyes lit up again.
At this moment, she suddenly felt that feeling of confidence that she had not felt in a long time.
And her thoughts immediately became more and more.
After reading it, Chen Chuxue cut the webpage and went out to click on a news website.
She found that there were still many traces of her past on the Internet.
And that one trace shows her amazing talent.
So she was more confident at this moment.
She thought.
Oh, yes.
He was such a talented person.
So she can't be defeated by those things, she can have a constant stream of inspiration.
So, after she got inspiration, Chen Chuxue regained her confidence.
She kept writing on the paper.
And this time, the prototype of this song slowly emerged.
After that, Chen Chuxue felt a little tired of writing.
She put down the pen in her hand and slouched in.
I don't know what to do in this moment.
Some negative emotions rose up in her heart.
Every time when the time is almost in the wee hours of the morning, Chen Chuxue always thinks like this.
And this time she thought of the father she thought of.
The father figure she thought of this time was not the father she had imagined in her heart as before.
What she thinks is in reality.
It's the father figure in her heart who is more realistic in mind.
At this moment, after Chen Chuxue thought of that man, she gritted her teeth with hatred.
In fact, she had never seen her father.
But Chen Chuxue drilled the tip of the horns by herself.
Every time she thought of that father figure, she would add a little anger or resentment to her heart.
Because Chen Chuxue hopes to realize his ideals.
And she feels that since she realizes her ideals, then she needs motivation.
In Chen Chuxue's mind, her father is her driving force.
So after stretching, she pulled out the diary she had used to write in the drawer.
This time when she flipped through the notebook.
She thought about her future life plan.
I also remembered my previous ideals.
She wanted to be a big star and now appear on screen.
And it seems that her ideal has already been realized, and her goal has already been achieved.
Because she has appeared on such a big stage before, she also has a lot of traces on the Internet.
But after Chen Chuxue found out that she had become a big star, her troubles did not decrease.
Although she can easily make a lot of money.
But she didn't want to do what other anchors and influencers did.
I don't want to take any endorsements to make money through those ways.
She could easily make a lot of money if she wanted to.
So Chen Chuxue felt that her goal of making a lot of money was also achieved.
But after she accomplished these goals, she found that she still felt that she was not enough.
Because things didn't turn out the way she expected.
Mother came out of those sad memories of the past.
She will feel that overwhelming joy of receiving flowers and compliments on screen.
The joy she had felt before was all temporary.
So I don't know when it started.
Chen Chuxue found that her ideals and goals had changed.
Her goal at this moment is to prove to Zero One that what she is holding on to is the right thing.
She wants to use this new song to let Zero One know.
Her goal isn't just to stay with a big star, either.
She wants to be someone who is beyond zero one.
After that, Chen Chuxue began to write today's diary.
She wrote in her diary.
Today I think of my father again.
My father abandoned me before I was born.
Every time I think of this person, I think of all the misfortunes I have encountered before.
I don't think these misfortunes are something I should bear.
I feel like these things could have been avoided if I had this father.
But I don't, so I'll take it.
And my mother was the same because of this, if she had a qualified and competent husband, she would not have been treated like that.
I felt that all these things that my mother and I had endured were originally the responsibility of that man.
He became a father, but he didn't want to fulfill these responsibilities and left the problem on me and my mother.
I thought all the time that he must be very comfortable.
In all these years, I haven't sent a single message to my mother.
Every time I think about these things.
The hatred for that man in my heart is a little more.
After Chen Chuxue finished writing this passage about her father, she began to write about the topic of zero one again.
Chen Chuxue wrote.
Start first.
I think Zero One is a very kind and knowledgeable elder.
I don't think anyone else can surpass his attainments in music.
And he also encouraged me to get out of the difficult situation again and again.
But I've noticed that lately she's become more and more stubborn, and he's starting to dig into his letters.
I didn't want to talk to him about music anymore, but he kept insisting.
Constantly insisting, those ridiculous remarks and opinions.
So I think.
He's really untalented.
Because he used to tell me.
A capable person is always confident in his bones, and the more irritable and louder he is, the more inferior he is in his bones.
Because she didn't have anything in her stomach.
will be eager to express themselves, eager to make themselves look strong on the surface.
Therefore, Chen Chuxue felt that Zero One was becoming more and more stubborn because his talent was getting less and less.
His understanding and his cognition are also skewed, and she is no longer suitable for making music.
Although he can still write those eye-catching songs without connotation.
But in my opinion, these songs will definitely disappear forever because of the passage of time.
Sooner or later, these songs will also become obsolete.
When the time comes, Zero One will say goodbye to musical creation forever.
And this picture immediately caused many discussions on the Internet.
"At that time, Chen Chuxue, I think it was not easy for her, she has always endured so many things."
"yes, I think whoever was in that situation at the time would have thought about it."
"She would feel that her father was an incompetent person."
"But Lin Yi is not like what she wrote in her diary, he didn't make his suffering less because of those things."
"Let him bear less."
"What he's always insisted on was just wanting to live."
"The reason why he behaved like that was precisely because he carried too much injustice of fate."
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It's in the picture at the moment.
Lin Yi saw that his post had been read by his daughter, and he felt a lot more relieved.
Originally, he couldn't see these things.
But that forum site is also part of his business.
So he was able to see some users' access records through the background of the website.
can also show the post as a public mode, but it is only seen by Chen Chuxue alone.
So at this moment, Lin Yi saw his daughter and read his post, and he was also very confident.
Since I gave this test paper to my daughter.
Then she will be able to fill in all the answers at a glance.
Thus the framework of the whole song is sorted out.
So Lin Yi thought that he only needed to confirm with Chen Chuxue when he waited a minute.
After that, he can start writing a new post.
And then he will continue to give in other ways, hinting that she feels that she is not relying on anyone, so she wrote the song.
In this way, he will be able to gain those self-confidence that comes from the heart.
So Lin Yi thought that he had already taken a step forward in this matter.
His mood was much better.
He got up and prepared to continue reading some relevant data on the book.
Try to make your next post as perfect as possible.
But it was just the moment Lin Yi got up from the seat and turned around.
He seemed to have stepped on something slippery.
Then his whole body lost his balance and he collapsed.
The noise in the room quickly attracted the attention of many people.
One by one, they walked into the back of the bedroom.
At first, they thought that Lin Yi was just an ordinary fall.
I thought it would be good to wait for Lin Yi to get up.
But then they realized that things were completely different from what they had imagined.
After they helped Lin Yi up.
Lin Yi fell into a coma.
Everyone in the room started to get scramble, and they were the most nervous at this time.
Although they know that they should not be responsible.
However, if Lin Yi died, they would still be afraid that they would not be punished.
So those people hurriedly pressed the emergency call device, and the medical staff who called in.
After the paramedics entered, they quickly brought the whole field under control because they had a lot of similar experiences.
After that, Lin Yi was taken to the rescue.
And this time, everyone looked at Lin Yi at this moment.
Here they are caught in the same confusion.
They listened to Lin Yi's breathing, which became weaker and weaker from incomparably fierce.
They thought that this time should be the end of his life, and even if he did so much wrong and tried so hard, it still didn't make any difference.