During this time, Chen Chuxue was also constantly improving her new song.

And because of Chen Chuxue's continuous polishing, her new song has almost been perfected.

Only the last point comes from the sublimation of the connotation of the song.

So Chen Chuxue also had a little trouble at this moment because of this matter.

Although the song is already written.

But she felt that there was a little bit of flavor missing from the song.

So she has been pursuing perfection, and she has been unable to release this song for a long time.

But Chen Chuxue has always had absolute confidence in herself, thinking that she can definitely write this song.

And because her goal this time is to surpass zero one.

So instead of her own goal, she got rid of the dependence on Zero One in her heart.

If it was in the past, when she encountered these difficulties, she would subconsciously ask for help from Zero One.

Let Zero One help her solve these things, but at this moment, she only thinks about relying on herself to complete these things.

And in another picture.

Lin Yi still didn't feel tired, he was constantly coping with the period when he was in a coma.

Those businesses that pile up.

In order to keep these businesses afloat, he made several very big decisions for them.

And after doing all this, he felt a little tired.

He also felt so cold.

So Lin Yi returned to his bedroom.

After that, he began to pick up a notebook and subconsciously began to write.

After Lin Yi wrote a few words, he realized what he was doing at this moment.

Lin Yi was puzzled at first, why did he do these things.

How did I subconsciously do these things?

But he immediately realized that making these things had become a habit in his bones.

He will do these things subconsciously.

However, after Lin Yi wrote a few pages, he tore all these things off.

Because he now had something in mind that he had to write.

Although he had already written a suicide note a long time ago, he had the idea of choosing a cemetery for himself.

But what he wrote at the moment was something he had been running away from.

Something that I have never dared to face.

He now wants to write something for his daughter.

After his death, he passed into the hands of his own daughter through others.

He wrote at the beginning that he didn't need anyone's mourning.

Because he felt that his life was not worthy of anyone's tears for him.

He has done a lot of wrong things in this life.

He thinks this should be some kind of punishment in disguise.

After Lin Yi finished writing this paragraph, he paused and began to write.

He wrote.

I know you must hate me, daughter.

The image of me in your mind must be disgusting to you.

So when you hear the news, I think your mood should not be too heavy, but you will feel a sense of relief.

Even if you feel grief because of this, I don't think it's necessary.

Because for people like me, that's where I belong.

It was a very quiet and empty place for me, and I really wanted to go there.

But when Lin Yi wrote this, he found that he couldn't write anymore.

Because when he wrote this, he really seemed to have a feeling that he had been separated from his daughter.

He felt that he couldn't take it all.

So Lin Yi chose to escape again this time, and at this moment he also found that he was not so open-minded, and he never let go.

Death has always been a relief for him, but he always has some reason for him to continue to live, to continue to bear those pains, to feel the injustice of those fates.

Lin Yi finally figured it out now, in fact, he didn't want to die, even after suffering so much, the deepest part of his heart still didn't want to die.

He was afraid of death.

Even if death could put an end to this, and he wouldn't have to live to endure those things, he still couldn't accept it.

Lin Yi burst into tears again when he thought of this.

Many times in the rescue, after being rescued, he would complain in his heart about fate's tricks on him.

He hated himself for waking up again, and he felt that when he woke up, he would have to endure all that pain again.

And he also felt that the people who saved him were like devils, at least he had thought of it many times.

But now he has also discovered that the last thing he wants to die is always himself.

It is because of this thought in his heart that he has lived until now.

......

At this moment, after the audience saw this scene, many people felt a little heartbroken and shed tears.

When they saw Lin Yi make such a choice, he felt that this man's life was too difficult.

"yes, what a cruel thing it is."

"I think it's an instinctive contradiction."

"Yes, on the one hand, the torture from physical ailments makes him want to seek relief, and makes him feel that the world after death will be very quiet, very vast, much warmer and more comfortable than the place where he is now."

"So there will be a thought in the depths of his psyche, which is to seek death or liberation."

"So when he had these thoughts, every time he woke up from a coma, he actually had a little bit of an emotional breakdown, because he wanted to be liberated, and he didn't want to suffer all this anymore."

"No one wants to endure the pain of being tormented in hell."

"But on the other hand, he has some concerns about himself, which makes him have a strong desire to survive."

"So he lived in this state of extreme contradiction every moment of his life for the rest of his life."

And every change in mood will make his heartstrings fluctuate violently. So I think that for other words, his mental suffering is definitely not weaker than the ones his body endures. ”

"yes, this man is too hard and too tired."

......

The images in the memory fragments continue to play.

In another picture.

Chen Chuxue has also become a young girl in the flower season.

And the road that accompanied her was getting farther and farther.

The pressure on her from the rules of the circle is getting heavier and heavier.

There are a lot of dirty things in the circle staring at Chen Chuxue.

However, all these things were blocked by Lin Yi.

So Chen Chuxue didn't know anything about these things.

And on that day, Lin Yi issued an extremely strong warning to the outside world.

Keep them away from his daughter forever.

His financial resources, as well as the energy behind him, are capable of saying such things.

This warning undoubtedly created a very terrifying deterrent.

And this is also the reason why Lin Yi has been maintaining his company.

He was waiting for this day, and the things in his hands were never left for him to use.

He just wants to protect his wife and daughter.

And he felt that after his death, he would hand these things over to his wife and daughters, and they would be equally capable of protecting him.

And there are some rules and capital in the circle, they don't believe in evil and want to violate this rule formulated by Lin Yi.

After that, he went bankrupt for various reasons.

Some of them have even lost their families as a result.

Therefore, for a while, the capital in the circle and the rule-makers are all in danger.

They all began to try their best to dissociate themselves from Chen Chuxue.

They didn't dare to curry favor with Chen Chuxue, let alone use the rules in the circle to ask Chen Chuxue.

They just want to get better and better away from Chen Chuxue at this moment.

And where there is fear, there is naturally hatred.

Many people were frightened after this.

Although they chose to avoid it at this time.

But because of this, they hated Lin Yi.

The hatred for Chen Chuxue became even stronger.

The only thing they have on their minds at the moment is, what if you die? What should your daughter do?

Wait until you're dead. They must retaliate more violently as a way to quench the hatred in their hearts.

......

And at this moment.

When these pictures in the memory fragments are posted on the Internet one by one.

Many people sighed about it.

At this moment, they all felt that Lin Yi had done too much.

Even at this time, he has been guarding his daughter.

"I really can't imagine that if Lin Yi didn't have what he had in his hands forever, then how Chen Chuxue would face the world."

"I think she's going to be gone, or she's going to be a star who's so talented, but not as amazing and unique as she is now."

"Yes, if Lin Yi had left this world at that time, then there would not have been such a perfect person."

"Chen Chuxue would not have received such a perfect education at all, and would not have become such a person with ideals at all."

"I think now Chen Chuxue also feels scared, she didn't know until this moment that her father had done so many things for her back then."

......

And at the moment.

The footage in the memory clip is still playing.

And Lin Yi's gaze is always farther than ordinary people.

So after he did all that thing, he shocked the rules and capital in the circle.

Naturally, he also thought about everything that followed.

He thought about it, although the resignation and what he had done kept those people from coming forward.

Absolutely nothing can hurt his daughter.

But he understands that because what he does will surely make some people resentful in their hearts.

He has met many such people in his life.

So he even thought of that.

After he had arranged his future life in place, he made sure that even if he died, the machine that protected his wife and daughter would still be able to function properly.

Again, he warned about those capital and rules.

Tell them that if they dare to move those thoughts, then die together, he is not afraid of death, he has long longed to embrace death.

And when Lin Yi did all this, the entire circle ushered in the biggest shock ever.

And all this, although menacing, is like a stormy wave.

But in the eyes of the vast majority of outsiders, this circle is still calm.

The same is true for Chen Chuxue, she doesn't know anything about all this.

She just noticed that several directors who had invited him to enter the film and television industry suddenly did not contact her.

However, Chen Chuxue thinks that this is fine, anyway, she has no intention of stepping into this circle now.

And Chen Chuxue found out during this time.

The invitations sent to her by those program groups and directors have become less and less.

So Chen Chuxue felt that she had done something wrong again.

And let those who have always wanted to target her find a reason.

So he found a new reason to ban her.

Chen Chuxue was still a little flustered when she thought of this, although she already had enough talent and confidence at this moment.

But she was still subconsciously scared when she faced these things.

Because the shadow that these things brought to her was too great.

And when Chen Chuxue searched for her relevant news on the Internet, she found that these messages did not exist at all.

There is no announcement like last time, those program groups united to release, boycott her together, and block her together.

So Chen Chuxue thought of another possibility, she thought of it, maybe they didn't choose this high-profile way this time, or they didn't even bother to find a reason.

They just blocked her.

But after Chen Chuxue thought of this, she quickly felt doubts again.

Because at the moment, the Internet is still full of a lot of news about her.

One of her songs has been in a state of explosion.

Now the comments on her are that this is a genius singer, she will never be buried by anything, and she will definitely be able to shine more brightly in the future.

So Chen Chuxue looked at these remarks and comments on the Internet, and she felt that she didn't feel like she had been banned.

So this time she chose to take the initiative to contact those program teams and choose a stage for her new song to continue singing in advance.

Chen Chuxue was a little nervous, after sending emails to the mailboxes of one program group after another.

She received a reply from those program groups that night.

Basically, every program group agreed with Chen Chuxue's words very formally.

All of them sent her an invitation.

said that he was very willing to hand over the stage of their show to Chen Chuxue to sing.

So after Chen Chuxue received so many invitations from the program group for a while, she felt a little difficult to choose, and she was entangled.

And then she copied the names of one program group after another in her notebook so that she could make a choice.

And she put a few very familiar names in front.

Chen Chuxue thought that she should choose these programs.

And when Chen Chuxue finished solving this matter in her heart, she suddenly found that the forum user had updated his post again.

This made Chen Chuxue feel that today was really her lucky day.

So she immediately sent a private message to the forum user.

Because she felt like the person hadn't logged into the forum in a long time, and they hadn't talked in a long time.

And sure enough, the forum user was also online.