Chen Chuxue remembers that Zero One recommended a book to her at that time.

But what is written in that book is that when a person enters a group, his ability to distinguish decreases, his intelligence decreases, and he forces himself to change because he wants to become gregarious, and he does the same thing as them.

Even if what they do is wrong.

But he's just as good at making changes.

Chen Chuxue knew the meaning of Zero One's original recommendation of this book to her.

He just wanted to say that although those people in the circle are all doing the same things and following the same rules, it doesn't mean that all of them are right to follow those rules.

It's that they have to comply.

So she insisted on her choice and made herself the most unique one.

That's how you can do everything to the best of your ability.

So on the night she won the Golden Melody Awards, she refused the invitations of those agencies after reaching the top.

After being jointly blocked by them.

Zero One has always supported her.

Zero One has always believed in that point, and the things that most people abide by are not necessarily right.

And Chen Chuxue also knew that this was his refusal again and again.

It was her repeated and extremely stubborn behavior in the eyes of outsiders that gave her her current status.

She has received so much attention and love.

Chen Chuxue is really grateful for the decisions she made again and again.

Now she not only does not need to actively cater to those capital and rules.

On the contrary, all those capitals came to cater to her.

They have opened sky-high endorsement fees again and again, trying to find Chen Chuxue to endorse.

The conditions they offered were also more and more sincere every time.

Compared with the initial brokerage companies who wanted to sign with her, these later people, their conditions were too lenient.

But Chen Chuxue didn't agree.

Because she doesn't want to be tied down in any way.

......

And in another picture.

With the help of Zero One, Chen Chuxue grew step by step, step by step towards the top.

Lin Yi suddenly felt very depressed.

And then, it was just because there was a doctor around who made a simple noise when he was moving something.

His emotions collapsed at this moment.

He stood up, his eyes red and bloodshot.

Keep yelling at the people around you, telling them all to get out.

So at this moment, the people around were all frightened by the scene in front of them.

Because in their impression, Lin Yi has never had such an experience.

Especially when his mind began to get confused and his memory began to appear.

His whole body became a little calmer.

On the contrary, he is more easy-going with people, so that people can't see any shelf on him, and he won't lose his temper with anyone at all.

But the current appearance of Lin Yi is the opposite of his usual state.

So they're scared.

What are they afraid of Lin Yi for making such an abnormal move?

And as Lin Yi's mood became more and more crazy, some of the more timid nurses were already scared to cry.

They also felt that they had done something wrong and actually made Lin Yi lose such a big temper.

At this moment, one of the doctors just silently kicked everyone out of the room.

He said: "This is a very normal phenomenon, and the state on weekdays is not the real state of Mr. Lin Yi. ”

"It's fair to say that his illness has changed his brain."

"This state of mania and madness should be what he is."

"He has suppressed himself for too long on weekdays, so he collapsed at this moment."

And at this moment, Lin Yi's feelings are indeed the same as what the doctor said.

He has been trying his best to suppress his emotions all the time.

He was actually unusually tired on weekdays, but he couldn't get a good rest.

The constant ringing in his ears made him feel like a few pebbles were rubbing against his ears all the time.

He couldn't get rid of the voice.

The quieter the surroundings, the stronger the cacophony he endured.

Not to mention that he could fall at any time and anywhere.

And every fall could be the moment when he is close to death.

He will feel dizzy from time to time.

He will also feel great pain because of the loss of his memory.

And all this, he has been trying his best to restrain himself.

Don't let yourself show it.

But those negative emotions were only suppressed by him in the bottom of his heart.

He never had a chance to be released.

When these things accumulate to a certain extent, they are not at all something that can be controlled by willpower.

That's why he just showed that kind of form.

And after those people at the scene heard the doctor's words, they also understood that this was the reason why Lin Yi's condition broke out.

So some of them, even if they are just new recruits, have taken care of Lin Yi for a few months.

They were also deeply moved by the charm of Lin Yi.

So they were really worried at this moment.

They said, "So what to do?" Is there anything we can do to help Mr. Lin Yat? ”

When the doctor heard this, he just shook his head: "If there was a way, we would have done it a long time ago." ”

The men fell silent when they heard this, even though they understood what the doctors meant.

And it is.

Lin Yi had already suffered from such a disease a long time ago.

If there was a way to suppress it, then these doctors would have done it a long time ago, and they would not have waited until today.

......

And at this moment on top of the network.

After many people saw Lin Yi's state, they all felt shocked.

Because this is too much contrast with Lin Yi's usual image.

They didn't expect such an easy-going person to become what they are today.

However, there were no words mocking Lin Yi in the comment area at the bottom, and they all understood this.

"His condition seems to have reached its limit, and he can't take it anymore."

"None of these things can be overcome by willpower."

"Yes, Lin Yi has been suppressing himself in his usual state, so how tormented he is every moment."

"That's right, not only to endure physical and mental pain, but also to force yourself to put pressure on yourself, to use willpower to control your emotions, so that he does not explode, so that he does not affect the people around him."

......

And at this moment.

In another show.

The host of the program group.

asked a doctor who had treated Lin Yi.

He asked, "Did you encounter such a situation when you were treating Mr. Lin Yi at that time?" ”

When the doctor heard the moderator ask him, he fell silent.

And in his impression, he had indeed seen Lin Yi's scene.

Although such a scenario is very uncommon.

But because of Lin Yi's body, he sometimes can't control himself at all.

Just like those who suffer from severe depression, even if he tries his best to restrain himself, he still can't help but have thoughts of suicide popping up in his mind.

Lin Yi is like this.

None of these things can be restrained by willpower.

When he gets sick, he becomes the exact opposite of the person he thought he was.

He will become irritable, he will become aggressive.

And what touched the doctor the most was that he had treated Lin Yi.

Lin Yi also had symptoms like those in memory fragments for some time.

He had lost his memory at the time, and he couldn't remember anyone around him anymore.

But when some people told Lin Yi about Chen Chuxue's news, he would still react subconsciously.

He would roar at those who wanted to bully his daughter.

He will instantly recognize his daughter and protect hers.

The doctor remembered what Lin Yi said in that state at that time.

At that time, Lin Yi yelled at everyone around him: "No one can do it, no one can hurt my daughter!" ”

"No one!"

So when Lin Yi said this.

The doctor saw the difference between Lin Yi and the other patients again.

A lot of patients like Lin Yi, after they have suffered from such diseases.

They can become extremely irritable.

Will attack everything around them.

Lin Yi has always tried his best to restrain himself in normal times.

He's not aggressive, he's not going to hurt anyone around him.

But even when Lin Yi's illness is no longer a condition that can be suppressed by willpower.

He still has thoughts in his heart, and when he hears his daughter's name, he will still subconsciously protect his daughter.

Even though she had no memory of the time, even if he was in such a state of madness, he still did it.

That's why this doctor will feel such a shock after seeing this scene today.

Because he came into contact with Lin Yi relatively early.

It is that the disease in his body is still in the middle stage.

Although he lost his memory at that time, with their help or Lin Yi's strong resilience, he regained his memory.

The doctor also didn't think that would happen again.

But I didn't expect it at the end of his life.

His illness began to flare up again, and it came more intensely.

At this moment, in his eyes, Lin Yi has become a madman.

But he still believed.

At this moment, there was something in Lin Yi's mind that could awaken his senses.

And his state won't last long.

Because even if he has no memory, even if he doesn't have those concerns that can awaken his senses, he will still subconsciously restrain himself.

He will subconsciously let himself not hurt the people around him.

And sure enough, as the doctor expected.

In the memory fragments.

After Lin Yi smashed everything around him, his movements suddenly slowed down.

He froze in place for a moment, and then bent down silently.

began to tidy up the mess he had made.

Afterwards.

It wasn't until Lin Yi stood in place and was stunned for a long time that the people around him slowly walked towards Lin Yi.

And the originally extremely tense atmosphere was also broken because of Lin Yi's words.

Lin Yi lowered his head, he couldn't see any expression on his face, and he said to the people around him, "I'm sorry. ”

And this sentence came out of Lin Yi's mouth.

Some of the people around suddenly felt a sense of flattery.

Because they all know Lin Yi's current status very well, and they are also very aware of what he has.

And the relationship between them is equivalent to the relationship between the boss and the employee.

They didn't expect such a high-flying person to say sorry to them.

So the tension in those people's hearts quickly disappeared.

They came to Lin Yi's side and let Lin Yi have a good rest.

They felt that Lin Yi's sudden emotional outburst was because he had rested too little recently.

And they also feel that finding an opportunity to release their emotions once in a while is a good choice for him.

So they were all by Lin Yi's side and constantly comforting him.

But Lin Yi didn't listen to their advice and went to drop everything and have a good rest.

Or lie in bed for months after going through certain treatments.

For all this, Lin Yi refused.

Because he knew very well that those things were useless to him.

As for rest.

He wanted to rest all the time, but he couldn't sleep when he sitted.

And lying down and sleeping is something that he can't accomplish at all.

So Lin Yi felt that this was also unnecessary.

And Lin Yi has just entered that state.

Because of those stimuli, because of the impact of those emotions on him.

All the memories that he had in the deepest part of his heart at the moment came to his mind.

He thought of his daughter at this moment.

He thought of how much he had left to do, and how little time he had left.

And he felt that he must be too late.

Among the goals he set for Chen Chuxue, or the future of his daughter in his mind.

He thought that his daughter would feel that she would be the most unique existence in the circle in the future.

He was the only one who didn't join any brokerage firm.

All the copyrights in her hands are on herself, and she will not influence her decisions for the sake of those capitals.

Everything she does is follow her own heart.

She would be loved by countless people at that time.

She will be the most unique person.

And Lin Yi felt that his daughter would be going to do it soon.

It won't take long to get to the final step.

But it wasn't too long.

Lin Yi also felt that he couldn't see it.

Therefore, he has to plan his daughter's future in advance, and he has to predict all the difficulties that his daughter will encounter in the future.

And one by one, his daughter wrote down the answer to the solution.

Lin Yi felt that this thing would definitely be difficult to do, but he felt that he could do it, and he also had the ability to do it.

......

And at this moment, the people who are watching this memory fragment agree with this.

Lin Yi did it all.