Lisa had been preparing for this suspended animation spell for several days.

At that time, Teacher Aigtil only gave a cursory explanation of the ideas and principles, and did not really allow her to experiment with this extremely dangerous spell.

"It's a choice to put your life on the line, with your current ability to control your soul, your self-analysis. If you are not dead, you must not attempt to use this spell. ”

When he was teaching, Aigtil had told him about it very seriously. Lisa wasn't much of an obedient student, and she had tried to contact her secretly, but the feeling was more painful than overcasting, and she had to give up the spell.

How could this kind of spell be released in a concentrated manner?—this was Lisa's evaluation of this spell at the time.

But now Lisa finally understands what this spell means to herself: to abandon everything for the sake of that glimmer of life.

And now, it's time to find that glimmer of life.

To endure absolutely strong suffering, it is necessary to have an absolutely strong will, and to produce an absolutely strong will, it is necessary to have absolutely firm faith.

A belief that is willing to give up everything for the sake of a certain goal.

So, what is it that is worth working so hard for? These days, Lisa often asks herself.

That's certainly ......

Father, Sister Elemeyer, Teacher Agertier, and ...... Everyone in the guerrillas.

That's right, want to get back to them. They are friends, they are family, they are ......

"Minecraft".

I've been protected for too long because I'm special, so I'm going to do my part too.

Come to fight, come to protect.

This was already figured out when I joined the guerrillas. Therefore, all that needs to be done is to implement this belief, no need to doubt, no need to hesitate, just do it.

☆~

Lisa can't use ordinary methods, and directly use autolysis to achieve the effect of "fake death". Because autolysis comes with some light effects.

If an anomaly is discovered, then your "suicidal behavior" will definitely be stopped.

Fortunately, however, self-analysis is different from ordinary spells or divine spells, and is actually a system of spells that "has no connection to the 'world'" and works purely on itself.

In other words, the light and shadow effects of autoanalysis are not modifiable. It's just that making this change takes a certain amount of time to do a "pre-calculation" and adjust the effect of the spell. In these seven days, about four or five days were spent on the "pre-calculation" of this self-analysis technique.

The remaining two days are the spells that will be used during the period of time when the soul is separated from the body.

A spell similar to "completely reboot the body". According to Mr. Aigertil, the effect of this spell is "the return of the physical condition to the state before a certain amount of time", specifically the state before the return to the Dao, which is related to the mental state and needs of the caster, as well as the influence of some external environment.

But...... It is enough to return to the state of the time ten days ago.

As long as the toxins are removed from the body, then you can regain your strength. If you can regain your strength, then you will be able to get that glimmer of hope.

So, after a week of preparation, Lisa's spell was finally ready.

The next step is casting.

In the evening, the long, green-haired maid who was so stressful and meticulous that she couldn't feel her emotions left.

Standing in front of the door was the only priestess. Because she has been standing guard for the past week, she seems to be a little tired and not very concentrated. Lisa didn't care about her, and after the dinner that was served, she lay down in bed and "went to sleep".

Lisa didn't usually go to bed so early, but that didn't seem to arouse the pastor's suspicions. The priestess was still standing in the doorway in a daze—although in the first few days she seemed to want to say something to Lisa, to convert Lisa's mind through conversation, but Lisa had deliberately quarreled with her so much that neither of them wanted to talk to each other now.

This situation is very beneficial to Lisa.

So, after making sure that she would not be disturbed, Lisa changed her position, lay flat on the bed, relaxed her whole body, and began to use the "reverse autolysis" that had been prepared to hinder her physiological activities.

Painful, very painful.

The whole body was in pain as if it had been pierced by thousands of tiny steel needles, and the whole body was groaning. Then there was a severe headache, like something was tapping on your brain.

The field of vision is dark, and the ears are filled with endless beeps.

Lisa wanted to wail, her whole body screaming for her to stop, but Lisa tried very hard to endure it - what she was doing now must not be discovered, in order to be able to return to them, to be able to give them peace of mind, she must not be discovered!

If there was anything else to back her up, it was just this belief.

However, this belief alone is enough.

Because hearing no longer exists, Lisa doesn't know if she's screaming out. In fact, her five senses have been basically stripped away. I can't hear, I can't see, I can't feel it—soon, even the pain I had had before faded and became numb.

It's likely that you succeeded, but it's also very likely that you really died.

☆~

After the soul is separated from the body, even its previous mood becomes unclear, and the memory becomes blurred.

It's a completely unfamiliar space.

...... What am I doing?......

I'm going back......

...... I'm going back.

That's right, I'm going back!

Where to go back?

their side.

Who are they......?

Family.

...... That's right, that's all you need to know......

What am I going to do ......?

I'm going back......

All the previous preparations, all the efforts, all came to naught at this moment.

Even a soul that has undergone the baptism of the void loses its memory and personality all the time when it leaves its body.

Emotion, memory, personality......

For mortals, these things are recorded by the body.

But if you really have a strong enough conviction,

There's always something left.

For example......

"I'm going back. ”

After a lot of thoughts, only these four words remained.

And these four words, like the key, activate everything.

In the midst of the complete darkness of the world, a blue door lit up, and that door seemed to be a window, and if you pushed it open, there was a road to the sky......

"Come, open this door. ”

A voice from nowhere rang out in Lisa's almost chaotic consciousness. The voice was neither old nor young, neither male nor female, but it was so reassuring.

"Are you...... Who?"

"It doesn't matter, and I can't tell you right away. However, I can take you out of this 'dream'. ”

The voice replied.

"But before I do that, I want to make a promise with you: if the person you want to meet will follow me in the future, then you should choose to follow me. If so, I will bring you back to your world. ”

"What am I going to do?"

"And all you need to do is admit me, believe in me, and follow me. All you need is to push open the door I've prepared for you......" the voice continued.

"I don't have any other options, do I?" asked Lisa.

"You can also choose to stay here, I have brought you to your senses, you can go back on your own. However, you have a better option. ”

"Really...... In that case, let's make it a decision!"

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