Chapter 35: The Straw That Bends the Camel's Shoulder
Yang Hui's words pierced Li Xiuxiu's heart like a sharp sword, and her tears continued to drip down. She shook her head vigorously and said with a desperate expression, "No...... No...... It's not like that, it's not like that......"
Yang Hui didn't listen to any explanation from her, and continued to interrupt her ruthlessly: "At the beginning, because my family was poor, I chose to be your son-in-law, at that time, some people laughed at me and felt that I lived without dignity, but I didn't think there was anything, what happened to the son-in-law, the son-in-law was at most a little wronged, and a little grievance could save my father, so what's there?" As long as I get the bride price, I will be able to save my father, who is seriously ill in bed, I don't care. ”
"Later, my father didn't save me, but the first time I saw you, I fell in love with you. I don't know if it's because of your beauty or because of your nobility, but anyway, I just like you. Even if you let me make a bunk at the foot of the bed, even if you just say a word or two to me every day, I believe that one day, you will look at me with the right eyes, because I am your rightful man. ”
"So I silently went to cater to everyone in your family. Your father likes to be quiet, and when he comes home, I pretend to be dumb and do things carefully, as little as possible to make a noise. Your mother likes to dance at home, so I wipe the floor clean and don't leave a drop of water on it. However, the more carefully I did it, the less they looked at me with the same eyes, and the more they looked down on me. ”
"Your mother, as long as something unpleasant happens outside, she will pour all her anger on me, and even if she loses money playing mahjong, she will blame me. Okay, I'll bear with it, who made me your son-in-law? Who made me owe so much favor to your family? Your father, even more outrageous, often yells at me unreasonably after answering a phone call, completely using me as a punching bag, and I also endure it, I think my forbearance will make them change their opinion of me. ”
"As for you, it's even more outrageous, after so many years of marriage, you let me go east, I don't dare to go west, you let me sit, I don't dare to stand. Even if I have been married for a year, I have never even held your hand, but I have no regrets, who made me love you. That night, after you came home, you did a man and a woman to me without saying anything, and at that moment, I thought that my forbearance and persistence had been rewarded and moved you. That day was the best moment for me. After a while, you were also very fanatical, I, I really thought everything had changed, but ...... But I didn't expect that you would do that to me in order to make up for the guilt in your heart. ”
"It didn't take long for you to say you were pregnant, and when I found out the news, do you know how happy I was? I'm going to be a father, I'm going to be a father, even if I don't have any talent, even if I don't have dignity, but I want to be a father to a child. I swear, I must treat you well, treat our children well. ”
Speaking of this, a tear fell from Yang Hui's eyes, he raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corner of his eyes, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "What I didn't expect was that my physical examination report came out, I am sick, oligospermia, and the probability of conceiving a child is very small." Doctors say that the chance of conceiving naturally is less than 1 percent. ”
"So, the moment I think about your pregnancy and your sudden fanaticism for me, I feel like my whole world is falling apart. The last trace of warmth has also vanished, I hate you, I hate your betrayal, I hate you for wearing a hat on me. But I don't know how to deal with you, I can only snub you, and only after your parents die, be a self-defeating man. This is the biggest revenge I can think of. ”
Yang Hui clenched his fists, his face full of helplessness and coldness.
Once, how much he loved his wife, and how much he hoped that the people of this family would treat him as a human being.
But they didn't, they only regarded Yang Hui as a slave, as a punching bag, and as a dog who could cook and do housework.
His wife refused to even give it to him for the first time, and gave it to others, because of a trace of guilt, she reluctantly gave it to him. It's not because I want to give it to him, it's just to make up for the guilt of cheating in my heart.
I don't know how to describe this man's pitiness.
"I thought that if I gave up on myself, deliberately snubbed you, and deliberately asked you for it like a scoundrel, we would be able to divorce. But you didn't, I don't know why you didn't divorce me and go with that cheating partner of yours. Now, I know, it turns out that your cheating partner has never loved you at all, and he has always just regarded you as a running friend. And I have to keep it for you, be a cheap dad, and continue to make you make up for the guilt in your heart! ”
Li Xiuxiu shook her head, bit her lip and asked, "Yang Hui, is this your opinion?" ”
Yang Hui snorted and said, "Otherwise, what do you think I should think?" You betrayed me and made me wear a hat, do I have to swallow my anger and work hard like before? I used to have expectations that you would change, but when I knew that you had put a hat on me, that expectation had already turned into a bubble! ”
"You're enough!" Li Xiuxiu suddenly roared, she gritted her teeth, and said to Yang Hui: "Yes, I did something sorry for you, and I also did that to you to make up for the guilt in my heart." But after my parents died, I could have divorced you and kicked you out of our house, and on my terms, even with children, it would have been easy to find a man better than you, but I didn't do that, do you know why? ”
Yang Hui said with a hideous face: "Because, you think I am Yueyue's father." ”
"No!" Li Xiuxiu shouted hoarsely: "Because, you have entered my heart, and I have long regarded you as my own relative in my heart." I've done something sorry for you, why do I feel guilty? It is because I have you in my heart that I feel that this is very unfair to you, and I see your pay, in fact, in my heart, I have long accepted you, but in terms of behavior, I have never accepted it. With the catalyst of that day, I took the initiative to do something like that with you, and I know it's not fair to you, but that's what I thought in my heart. ”
"So, shouldn't I thank that Wu Yunfeng now? I thank him for sleeping with you, so I have a chance to get you? Yang Hui continued to laugh at himself.