Chapter Ninety-Five: A Woman's Repentance
Knowing this, I also have to be calm, even if he is fierce, I have to be calm, to be calm, to be afraid at this time, undoubtedly to push myself to the forefront.
So I choked up a mouthful of saliva, looked at the child, and said calmly: "I want to talk to you and ask why you hurt him!" β
"Don't talk about it! I want his life so that I can keep him with me all the time. He's my friend, and no one can take him away. β
The child's voice was hard to hear, and there was a sizzling sound in his words.
"But there is a difference between yin and yang, you are destroying the balance of yin and yang by doing this, don't you know? Bridge to bridge to bridge to road, if you have any upset, you can tell me, I can solve it for you. β
"Resolved? Who are you? Why should I believe you? β
"Who else do you think you can trust but me?"
The child was stunned, he stared at me for a long time, and then muttered: "He, it's all his fault, it's he who ignores me, he said that he has a lot of friends, don't play with me in the future, because his friends can't see me." I'm not reconciled, why? Why did I protect him grow so big, but he wanted to leave me! I don't want him to have other friends, I just want to be with him all the time, he's my brother, I should be with him, he should be with me, he should only be with me, isn't it? β
This is a very selfish idea, and at the same time, it can be seen that this little ghost is very naΓ―ve! Even after many years of death, he is still a child.
I stared at him, shook my head and said, "What you are doing is wrong, I said, there is a difference between yin and yang, you are a ghost and a human, you can't be together all the time, you will only harm yourself and your brother if you do this." β
He hesitated for a moment and roared angrily: "No, I want him to play with me, I want him to die, and he can always play with me when he dies." β
"Nope! You're not right, what will happen to your mom and dad if he dies? Haven't you thought about how they feel? β
"Hehehe! How they feel! His eyes fell on his parents, and he laughed.
With this smile, the lights of the whole room began to flicker, and the temperature in the room also dropped rapidly.
"How can they feel? If one dies, it's a big deal to have another one! Wasn't that how I died? If...... If they hadn't left me, would I have died? β
As he spoke, the anger on his body increased a little more.
I opened my mouth and was about to speak, when the woman suddenly spoke: "Xiao Lei, is it you?" Xiao Lei, are you really my Xiao Lei? β
As she spoke, she stepped forward! As she took a step, her tears flowed down her eyes.
"Stop!" The boy suddenly shouted at the woman, and this burst of shouting made the woman quickly stand on her heels.
"Don't come near me, don't call me! I'm not your Xiaolei, I'm no longer your son now. β
"Xiao Lei!" The woman shook her head and said, "You are my Xiao Lei, you will always be my Xiao Lei." Xiao Lei, it's all my mother's fault, it's my mother who is sorry for you, I know you can't forgive me and your father, but I still have to say it. At that time, the conditions in our family were really poor, and your father and I hesitated for a long time before deciding to go out to work, we thought, what other people's children have, we also want you to have. But God didn't fulfill people's wishes, and we never thought that what would happen later. β
"Xiao Lei, mom is sorry for you! Mommy I'm sorry for you......"
When the woman said this, she couldn't stop crying!
The boy stared at the woman expressionlessly, and he snorted, "Enough, don't tell me I'm sorry anymore, just say I'm sorry?" Will a word of sorry make up for my death? Do you know how I spent my life after death, I was soaked in water every day, and right now, my whole body is still wet! Mom, do you think I'll be able to let him go if you say you're my mother? I tell you, it can't be, since I'm dead, then he's going to die too. β
"No, don't, Xiao Lei. He's your brother, he's your brother! The woman cried silently.
"Huh!" The boy continued to laugh grimly.
"My brother! Yes, he's my brother, if I hadn't pestered him, maybe you would have forgotten about me! β
"No!" The woman shook her head and said, "How could I have forgotten you, you are my precious child born in October, how can I forget you?" Do you know? It is because of you that I have become a woman and a mother! It was you who showed me how great it is to be pregnant, and it was you who showed me how accomplished it is to have a belly that grows bigger day by day and interact with you day by day. Your affairs have always been a pain in the hearts of me and your father, I know we are sorry for you, after you passed away, I spent every day and night in self-blame and pain, you take a closer look at your mother, see if your mother is a lot older. β
"Look at my hair, look at your father's hair, we all have gray heads because we miss you."
"Xiao Lei, you come with your mother, your mother will let you see, you can see your favorite toys to play with and the clothes you worn." As she spoke, the woman went into the back room, and soon she took out some small clothes, and some children's toys, and put them in front of the boy, and said, "Have you seen it?" Child, mom didn't lose it, and mom didn't want to throw away your favorite things. This set of clothes was bought for you by your father when you were one year old, and we took a photo of a family of three at that time, and I have always kept this photo. β
The woman took out a photograph of a happy family of three, the man was holding a chubby child, and the woman was holding the man, their faces were full of hope, and there was no trace of sadness.
I looked at the little boy, and he was moved, and his eyes began to change.
Muren continued: "Mom really hasn't forgotten you, not for a moment. Son, we wanted your brother to make up for what we owe you. I know it's unfair to you, but we don't know you're here all the time, and if we know you're still there, and you're still in so much pain, how can we bear it......"
The woman cried and said that her eyes had become red and swollen!
"I'm sorry, Xiao Lei, I'm sorry."
She sat down on the ground limp and let the tears run down mercilessly.
I didn't speak, I quietly watched the woman confess, her words, I was moved, to be honest, she was really good as a mother, she really did what she could. If, if her conditions were better, maybe she would not have left her child, but unfortunately, the matter is willing.