Lin Shuo tilted his head and poured another glass of wine, "That was the first time I saw such a terrible look on my mother's face, who had always been kind. ”

"I just learned that hatred can distort people like that."

"I also realized how terrible love is."

"I stayed for a long time before I asked her, from childhood to adulthood, is your love for me all fake?"

"She said, yes."

"As much as she loved my father, she hated that woman, and she hated me, and she was so good to me, all for this moment."

"That's how I killed my own mother."

"My mother hated me to the core."

"And my father, on the other hand, seems to want to die with that woman."

"You say, the world is so big, where is there a place for me."

Jiang Youzhi was silent for a long time before he said: "The matter has come to this point, and there is no way to get it back." ”

"Brother Lin, you don't have to blame yourself too much, in fact, you are also a victim, you are just a knife in the hands of Mrs. Hou."

"Your parents, and your biological mother, the game between the three of them, but they use you as a pawn, I just feel sorry for you."

Lin Shuo smiled bitterly, "I think so too." ”

He raised his head and drank a glass of wine, "Perhaps, for my father, I am just an heir that the Hou Mansion needs. ”

"To my mother, I was just a tool for revenge."

"For that woman, perhaps, I am the son she truly loves."

"For the sake of her son's future, she is willing to give me to my mother as a sister-in-law."

"She has been guarding her duties in front of me for more than ten years, and when she meets me, she always respectfully bows her head and calls me young master. If she hadn't said that when she was dying, I wouldn't have known, but she also loved me. ”

Lin Shuo's tears dripped into the wine glass, "But, I've hated her for so many years, and I can't love her anymore." ”

"I don't dare to think back to the details she used to have for me, and the more I think about it, the more I regret my impulsiveness."

Jiang Youzhi sighed or sighed, he didn't comfort Lin Shuo.

This is not something that can be explained by simple comfort.

The shadow caused by this incident will surely accompany Lin Shuo for the rest of his life.

Jiang Youzhi said after a while: "In this case, it is not a good thing to leave the capital. ”

"It's just that it's easy for me to have a friend like you, but I have to separate."

Lin Shuo shook his head, "Life is scattered and impermanent, who knows, maybe we will have a reunion in the future." ”

Jiang Youzhi raised his glass, "Just say what to do, now is not the time to separate, you just have to leave, and you have to celebrate the New Year, we can get together again when we are free." ”

Lin Shuo nodded, "That's right, come, drink!" ”

Jiang Youzhi started gossiping, "I heard that the emperor often comes to Fanlou in micro-clothes, is it true?" ”

Lin Shuo laughed, "Naturally, it's true, over there in the West Building, guests have long been not allowed to go up." ”

"The Oiran Lin Shishi in that building can only occasionally meet guests in the south building."

"The more this is the case, the more powerful and famous people in the capital are like flies, circling around Lin Shishi, spending a lot of money, just to have a cup of tea with Lin Shishi or listen to her play a song."

"But that's it, no one dares to think about spending the night."

Jiang Youzhi's eyebrows raised, but he didn't expect the emperor to be okay.

The magnates of the capital are also vying for a famous prostitute.

The two chatted until the end of the day, and then came out of the private room.

(End of chapter)