Bai Zhengqing was very entangled, thinking about whether to go back to the outside world and talk to Bai Ma.

But he didn't dare to face this reality.

What to do?

In those days, Bai Zhengqing was in a depressed mood, although he could barely pretend to be indifferent in front of people, but this obviously couldn't hide Wu Na, who shared the bed with him.

One night, the two were lying in bed.

Bai Zhengqing pretended to sleep with his back to Wu Na, in fact, he hadn't slept well for several days.

Suddenly, a warm hand touched his back, and Wu Na's gentle voice came from behind: "I know you haven't slept yet, have you been thinking about anything lately?" Can you tell me about it? ”

Bai Zhengqing's dull eyes moved, and he slowly turned around.

He lay flat and looked at the ceiling, and asked softly, "Sister, do you think I look like my mother?" ”

Well?

Wu Na was stunned, and suddenly had a bad premonition.

She carefully considered and replied: "Auntie is a very simple person, and you are too good, you will always give people a feeling that they are not quite alike, but this is just created by different life circumstances, don't think about it." ”

"yes, even you don't think we are like us, hehe, how long will I have to deceive myself?" A teardrop rolled from the corner of Bai Zhengqing's eyes.

Although the room was dark late at night, Wu Na still captured the scene.

She was anxious and quickly sat up.

However, her movements were still gentle, wiping away the tears from the corners of Bai Zhengqing's eyes, and asked softly, "Xiaobai, what happened?" Is it related to my aunt? ”

"Woo woo woo ......"

At this time, Bai Zhengqing suddenly cried, like an aggrieved child.

When Wu Na saw this scene, she panicked, and she didn't know what to do for a while.

Since she met Bai Zhengqing, she had never seen such a vulnerable side of him.

Fortunately, Wu Na is not the kind of little girl who is not deeply involved in the world, and her years of life experience still bring her some advantages.

For example, the ability to adjust your mood.

After Wu Na took a few deep breaths, she dragged Bai Zhengqing to sit up, took him in her arms, stroked his back, and tried to calm his mood: "If there is anything unhappy, just cry out loud, just cry out." ”

These words were like flipping a switch that broke the embankment, Bai Zhengqing hugged her tightly, crying louder and louder, and the tears directly wet Wu Na's back.

In this way, one cried loudly to the fullest, and the other was silently soothed, and after a long time, the crying gradually stopped.

Seeing that Bai Zhengqing's emotions gradually calmed down, Wu Na leaned him against the bed, stared at his red and swollen eyes and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Bai Zhengqing rubbed his hands unconsciously, looked at the futon blankly, and did not answer.

Wu Na didn't give up and continued: "If you don't say it, I'll be worried. ”

Bai Zhengqing's dull eyes moved, but he still didn't speak.

"That's it, I'll accompany you to the Martial God Department tomorrow, didn't you want to go and see it a long time ago? How about we challenge the Martial God and find him to vent? Wu Na tried her best to keep her tone relaxed, wanting to ease Bai Zhengqing's mood.

This trick seemed to work very well, the corners of Bai Zhengqing's mouth twitched, and he almost smiled.

Seeing this, Wu Na breathed a sigh of relief.

She didn't ask any more, but got up and poured him a glass of water.

At their level, they don't necessarily need to drink water, but it's a way to relieve stress and relieve boredom.

Bai Zhengqing took the water cup and took a big sip.

Handing the water cup back to Wu Na, Bai Zhengqing suddenly said, "I may not have been born by my mother." ”

Wu Na just took the water glass, and after hearing this, her hand shook and she almost didn't hold it.

Her pupils constricted, and her heart pounded inexplicably several times.

It's bigger than she thought. She tried to compose herself, and after a moment she said, "Where did you know about this?" ”

Bai Zhengqing's mood has calmed down now, and he told Wu Na the information and speculation he had learned.

Wu Na listened and understood that this matter should be eight or nine and ten.

She brushed her messy hair to hide her inner tension.

To be honest, she didn't know how to comfort the other party when she encountered this kind of thing.

But she knew that if she didn't help Bai Zhengqing get out of this pain, it would become a lingering piece of his heart for a long time in the future.

To put it mildly, this may affect Bai Zhengqing's cultivation progress.

At best, it will have an impact on his entire life.

Wu Na thought seriously for a while and said: "Why don't we go back and talk to Auntie, the bell must be tied to the bell, no matter how much your guess is in line with the facts, it is just a guess, whether this matter is true or not, we will always have to face it." ”

After speaking, she cupped Bai Zhengqing's face with both hands and said softly: "No matter how bad the situation is, at least you still have me." ”

Bai Zhengqing's dead eyes finally had a trace of tenderness.

Looking at Wu Na in front of him and listening to her gentle words, Bai Zhengqing's heart was moved beyond measure.

Yes, no matter what, with Wu Na's company, what is he not satisfied with?

It's been a while since I've been away from home, and it's time to go back and see my mother.

Bai Zhengqing's mood suddenly brightened at this time, and the haze in his heart was finally swept away: "Then let's go tomorrow." ”

…………

Early the next morning, without informing anyone, he quietly left with Wu Na.

In the evening, the two of them returned silently.

I couldn't see any change from Bai Zhengqing's expression, but those who were familiar with him could still feel that compared to a few days ago, he seemed to have let go of something, and the whole person was relieved.

Although Wu Na on the side kept smiling, she could still taste a trace of bitterness in her eyes.

Obviously, Bai Zhengqing's identity has been confirmed.

He is indeed not born to Bai Ma.

As an infant baby, he was abandoned next to a dumpster near the Peace Building.

At that time, his father happened to be on his way to the Peace Building, saw him, and took him back.

Bai Ma couldn't have children because of physical reasons, so she simply took him in and raised him as her own son.

The reason why he never told him about this was because he was afraid that Bai Zhengqing would be hurt.

This time, since Bai Zhengqing took the initiative to come to the door to ask, Bai Ma naturally didn't hide it anymore.

And after learning his true identity, for some reason, Bai Zhengqing was not so sad and excited, but relieved.

What does it matter if it's not biological?

After all, he was raised by his white mother for so many years, what is the difference between him and his mother?

Bai Zhengqing, who figured it out, completely let go of the entanglement in his heart.

He will still treat Bai Ma the same way as before, and even treat her better.

The father's case still has to be investigated.

It's just that now he has one more thing in his heart, Bai Zhengqing is very curious about his biological parents who have never met, what is the reason for parents to abandon their children?

One of his parents must be the devil, and it is easier for him to understand that the devil ignores family affection, but what about the other party?

He didn't hate them, and without them, he wouldn't have been born into this world, and he wouldn't have met adoptive parents who were so kind to him.

He was just pure curiosity.

At this time, Wu Na was not as open-minded as him.

After confirming that he was not born to Bai Ma, Wu Na was a little worried, she was worried that Bai Zhengqing was just forcing a smile, and she was actually accumulating pain in her heart.

So she had decided to stay with Bai Zhengqing during this time, always paying attention to his emotional changes, until she confirmed that he had really accepted this fact calmly.

After a period of time, the two were like conjoined babies, going in and out of pairs all day long, envious of others.

Zheng Guoqiang also teased Bai Zhengqing, this is to tie Wu Na as a trouser belt?

In this regard, Bai Zhengqing just smiled and did not say anything.

He knew very well the reason why Wu Na had been following him, so in order to reassure the other party's heart, he did not stop the other party.

At this time, any explanation would be pale, and she could only feel at ease if Wu Na saw his change with her own eyes.

Putting these aside, the miraculous thing is that this incident is a blow to Bai Zhengqing, but it is also a huge gain.

After experiencing this incident, Bai Zhengqing suddenly found that the originally ethereal way forward suddenly had some shadows.

After breaking through in the battle with Dong Lie, he soon discovered the phenomenon of stagnation in cultivation.

It seems that no matter how hard he tries, it is difficult to make progress in cultivation.

After feeling it carefully, he suddenly found that he couldn't find the way forward.

The original path of cultivation seemed to be blocked by an incomparably thick wall.

The wall was formless and colorless, and Bai Zhengqing could feel its presence but couldn't touch it anyway.

Before, he always felt that it was because he was improving too fast and not having a solid foundation.

But after a while, he found that this was not the reason.

Because no matter how much he tried, the wall stood unmoved.

It seems that no force in this world can touch it, let alone overthrow it.

Bai Zhengqing, who once mentioned the theory of energy to Wu Na, also analyzed it from this perspective, and finally came to the conclusion that people's subjective understanding has certain limitations, so the understanding of the composition of energy will be very one-sided.

Therefore, when a person's knowledge, concepts, and other aspects are not enough to support his further understanding of energy and space, his cultivation will fall into a bottleneck.

Surprisingly, after experiencing this mental grinding, he found that everything had changed.

The wall was still there, but he could clearly feel like he could touch it.

He was sure that with enough strength at this point, he could deduce the wall that stood in his way.

And after this time, he found that he had seen the road behind the wall.

It was a broad road to nothingness, and although he couldn't see what was at the end, he believed that as long as he took this path, he would be truly invincible.

The change of mentality and the improvement of the mind can bring about the invisible changes of the physical body and the mixed element, so that the understanding of energy can be more profound.

This is the law summed up by Bai Zhengqing.

In the past, he broke through the third and fourth stages of the realm, and almost all of them relied on psychological transformation, which is enough to explain everything.

Feeling the changes in the realm of cultivation, Bai Zhengqing finally made a decision.

It was time for him to leave.

Life in the same city is very comfortable, accompanying his girlfriend, teaching disciples, and talking with his masters and predecessors, such a day is what he expects.

But he knew very well that the enemy had not been destroyed, and all this was only temporary.

His goal is to have all this good forever, so he needs to work harder.

Only by accumulating more experience can his state of mind be improved again.

And the change of mood is the foundation of the improvement of the realm.

Next, he would travel all over the Dao Dao Heaven, go everywhere, fight against strange beasts and devils, and explore the mysterious Heavenly Dao Pagoda to fight for a future for himself.

And he also believes that this will not wait long.

When he returns, the people he needs to protect will really be able to live a carefree life.