When I entered the living room, the smell of alcohol was obviously not as big as it was just now.

Nanamiya stood by the window, opened the window a gap, and the balcony door was half open.

Feeling the cold wind in the air, Amamiya Chizuru and Mio Izumi obviously felt much better.

The living room is small, with a coffee table in the center next to a sofa, a refrigerator in the corner, and an old TV broadcasting a report on a major traffic accident in Hokkaido.

The shocking tragedy has captured the attention of the whole country, and the pressure on the Hokkaido Metropolitan Police Department and the Transportation Department has increased dramatically, and the pressure has even been implicated from Sapporo politicians to cabinet ministers.

The police are fully committed to investigating the cause of the incident, and the Hokkai Road Transport Bureau and the Sapporo Transportation Department are working hard to restore the operation of the national highway.

The fluorescent glow of the TV, and the young Nanamiya curls up on the sofa with a blanket, his back to the TV as if he is tired and resting.

The coffee table was filled with cans of depleted beer and boxes of liquor.

As if sensing the coldness in the room, she wrapped the blanket tightly around her and began to cough slightly.

"I only wore a blanket with so little clothing, and I would catch a cold if I went on like this." The senior sister was very worried, "The window is too open, right?" ”

Nanamiya shook his head: "It's okay, it's a dream after all." Just make you feel better. ”

Amamiya Chizuru stood unmoved, she still insisted that it was all fake, and even though it seemed so real, she almost tripped over the threshold of the door when she entered.

Mio Izumi went to the bedroom and pulled a thicker quilt over and covered the young Nanamiya.

Senior sister is still too kind after all.

Amamiya Chizuru looked at the woman curled up on the sofa, and then at Nanamiya, who was standing there looking at the room with a calm expression, and occasionally walked to the refrigerator to look at the doll on it and picked it up and said, "I lost this thing when I moved", and was very puzzled.

Nanamiya may have also noticed that Amamiya Chizuru had been looking at her, put down the doll in his hand, and looked at her.

"How did I end up like this?"

Amamiya Chizuru shook his head: "I actually want to know why the school doctor was like this when he was young, and it looked like he had lost hope in life. ”

"Not really." Nanamiya finally looked at himself curled up on the sofa.

From the moment she entered the door, this was the first time she looked at her decadent appearance ten years ago.

Before that, she chose to ignore it, and that look was so dazzling in Mio Izumi's eyes.

She understood what kind of emotion it was, called disgust.

I used to be disgusted with myself, and during that time, because of the irregular menstrual period, pain and heavy bleeding, she almost gave up the sports she loved.

So she hated herself, she hated her body, she hated everything she had and her past.

To this day, if it weren't for Naoki Natsume as a beacon in her life to light her path, Mio Izumi wouldn't have the courage to look back.

If human beings are given a chance to go back to the past, in fact, few people will be satisfied with their former selves.

Everyone has too many regrets to say to their former selves, you don't want this, don't do that, don't know anyone, don't miss anyone, don't spend your money here, don't buy these dusty things......

Nanamiya was the same, but she didn't regret the things she had done, whether it was escaping from a small village to a big city or watching her teacher die in front of her.

She is disgusted with herself who has made a choice but is stuck in Tokyo, moldy and rotten.

"Since you can't stand it, then don't choose it in the first place." Nanamiya muttered softly: "Why bother choosing another look like you are now?" ”

"If I knew this, I should have died in the same car as my sister, and maybe I could apologize to Mao before I died."

Amamiya Chizuru knew the story of Nanamiya, and Amamiya Konma had told her some of them, and then she asked the head maid to inquire about them through various channels.

"School Doctor ......"

"Huh?" Nanami Ye turned his head to look at the little rich woman, and then shook his head: "I'm fine, I'm just moaning meaninglessly...... And don't you want to know how I got out of this ghostly scene? ”

Nanami Ye didn't feel depressed at all, but stood there, took a sip of the boxed liquor he had just bought from the convenience store, and the corners of his mouth raised slightly: "If I can see him again, I can only drink this inferior liquor in the future." ”

"See whom?"

"Good question, I want to know too...... Maybe it's Mr. Lifeguard. Nanamiya shrugged: "The one who saved me from the brink of drowning." ”

As he spoke, the TV was suddenly turned off.

The noise in the room suddenly disappeared.

Mio Izumi, who was watching TV intently trying to understand the cause of the car accident that year, was obviously stunned.

Nanamiya and Amamiya Chizuru stopped talking and looked at the sofa one after another.

Nanamiya, who was originally facing away from the TV, held the remote control in his hand and turned off the TV with his backhand without looking at it.

She probably thought it was a little noisy.

Turning over and sitting up with difficulty, the two little ones were able to see clearly the face of the school doctor when they were young-

The hair seems to have been freshly washed, but it is not dried with a hair dryer, and the cold breeze that blows all the way out makes the hairstyle a little difficult to compliment.

When I was young, Nanami Night was not the delicate perm and dyed big waves that I have now, and the hairstyle with black long straight and bangs was a very popular style ten years ago, which made the whole person look much more pure.

The handsome face is overwhelming, and she is definitely a beautiful girl at the school flower level without powder.

So Nanamiya's self-described college past that no one chased and didn't bother to pick was actually suspicious...... Maybe it's just that Nanami Night simply looks down on those well-connected and playful boys in college.

The most important thing is that the proud bust has maintained its value for ten years, such a figure and appearance, it should have been the object of envy of girls and boys from childhood to adulthood, but now he is nesting in a rental house and giving up on himself.

Although she is beautiful, her mental state is very poor, and she is on the verge of collapse.

The dark circles under her eyes are very serious, and of course Nanamiya knows why, during that time, she couldn't sleep all night, she had nightmares as soon as she closed her eyes, and sleeping pills couldn't be bought casually, so she had to borrow alcohol to kill her sorrows.

If you drink a broken piece, you will spend a dreamless night.

His skin was dull and weak, as tired as a worker after a day's work.

Drinking so much alcohol every day, the body should always be unable to hold on.

She looked at the thin blanket and thick quilt on her body, lowered her eyebrows and thought about something, but in her perspective there was only herself in the room, so she frowned and shook her head, and didn't think much about it.

got up and took the carton of liquor that she had drunk ten years later, and poured it up, the pungency of the inferior liquor made her cough twice, and tears appeared in the corners of her eyes.

Then, under the watchful eyes of the three people in the room, she went straight to the balcony and dragged the sketchpad and stand back to the living room with difficulty.

As a result, the living room, which was not very spacious, became more crowded and cluttered.

He sat down and brought the paintbrush and fuel in the corner of the sofa, as if to paint.

"Master Shi Quan's best student." Amamiya Chizuru muttered, "This time period should be the peak of the school doctor." ”

"Quite the opposite." Nanamiya shook her head: "This is the lowest point in my life. ”

Sure enough, Amamiya Chizuru walked around to the front of the drawing board to see that there was already a piece of drawing paper pasted on the drawing board, but half of the oil painting on it was very messy, like a child's meaningless graffiti.

But unlike Picasso's art that others can't understand, Amamiya Chizuru can still see that the school doctor in her youth wants to paint well, as if she is preparing to paint a snowy night.

It's just that this foundation and draft layout are really not flattering.

So she frowned, not understanding why the school doctor was so poor at this time.

Soon she found the reason -

Nanamiya, who had adjusted the paint and picked up the paintbrush, pursed her lips tightly, her eyes full of resentment and sadness.

She looked at her hands, the hands holding the paintbrushes.

Hands trembled uncontrollably.

So Amamiya Chizuru looked surprised, and even Izumi Mio covered her small mouth.

"Is it muscle damage or nerve damage?" Mio Izumi asked.

She practices sports, and she is very sensitive to the tremors of her fingers and legs, and she can still be saved from muscle damage, but if it is nerve damage, it will be very troublesome.

"The cause of alcoholism?"

Amamiya Chizuru quickly realized the problem.

Nanamiya shook his head unexpectedly: "It has nothing to do with drinking, it's because I can't paint that I use alcohol to kill my sorrows...... It's a mental illness, maybe it's watching my teacher struggle and die in agony in front of me, or maybe I don't want to face this painting, in short, I can't paint during this time. ”

Nanamiya's words plunged the floor into silence again.

"Katsa"

Young Nanamiya broke the paintbrush in his hand and began to sob.

At first, the voice was so slight that Mio Izumi felt that she had misheard.

Later, the crying became louder and louder, and she couldn't bear to turn her head away.

Amamiya Chizuru was also a little unbearable, and shook his head: "I'll go to the balcony to breathe...... The smell of alcohol is still too stinky. ”

Nanami Night dodged to make way for her to go to the balcony, but just as the little rich woman walked to the balcony door, she bumped into something head-on.

She had little strength due to her weak physical strength, and after a sudden collision, her feet slipped and fell backwards.

Mio Izumi reacted quickly, but she still didn't catch her.

So Amamiya Chizuru pursed her lips tightly and wanted to cry without tears, and stood up with her buttocks, very aggrieved.

"It's the third time!" Her ass was really painful, she grinned and wanted to cry but held back, rubbing her ass aggrievedly: "Why do I feel pain in my dreams!" ”

No one talked, and even Izumi Mio forgot to help her up, but it was Amamiya Chizuru who stood up on her own.

Because at the door of the balcony, a blue figure appeared out of thin air.

It was Chizuru Amamiya who crashed into him just now.

Nanamiya originally thought that he would not cry anymore after tonight.

But at this moment, ten years ago, I was sitting on the sofa with my head buried and crying, and I actually shed tears without being angry.

"It's been 10 years......"

She is strong, and mature women are like that, so she laughs and cries.

"It looks like I'm going to have to drink low-quality liquor in the future." She muttered softly, but the tears just couldn't stop: "I thought about many possibilities, but ...... How could it be you? ”

She looked at the little boy who was covered in blue as if he was a spirit and an illusory body, and her mood was like an overturned five-flavor bottle, "Little guy, how will you let me face you in the future?" ”

Izumi Mio fixed his eyes and saw the appearance of the little boy clearly, the more he looked at it, the more familiar he became, and finally the boss of the eyes, his mouth was slightly open: "Sister Amamiya, this is ...... Is this Naoki-kun when he was a child? Why is he the way he is? ”

"How would I know."

Amamiya Chizuru frowned slightly, she finally took her eyes away from the little boy who was very cute and inexplicably handsome when she was a child, and was about the same height as herself, and secretly glanced at the school doctor with tears in her eyes but a smile on her face.

No way?

A rival in love is enough to be jealous and unhappy!