Chapter 11: Overcoming Fear (11)
On December 30th, we got lost!
With this day as the dividing line, the handwriting that followed became sloppy and messy, and the things written on it gradually became the record of Professor Philip's loss in the forest, as if the record was to leave a last word, or to leave a trace of his own existence for posterity, and the handwriting alone can show how anxious and uneasy the person who wrote these words was.
January 1st, today is the first day of the new year, and we are still lost in this damn forest! The Kemi guide who was originally following us was also lost in the process of escaping, and now it is useless to leave a mark along the way, and the sense of direction has been completely confused, so even if you find the mark, it is useless, at most you can only know that you have turned back
On the 7th of January, ten days after we had escaped from the last village, we walked around the jungle during the day, seeing nothing but trees and trees, and at night we had to endure the chilling roars of unknown beasts, and it was difficult to sleep. It was I who harmed them, that is, I harmed them, if it weren't for the fact that I used unconventional means to seize the Heavenly Mandate Slate, the investigation team would not have fallen to this point
There are also many people in the investigation team who are on the verge of mental limit, and several of them are already on the verge of collapse, do they need to intervene? However, the university has made it clear that it is not permissible to interfere with the lives of ordinary people with extraordinary powers
On January 10th, Dandy, a botanist who came to investigate today, died. He was attacked by a wild beast and a jaguar followed us. Originally, this kind of beast would not attack people easily, but this kind of beast in the jungle will be more cautious when facing humans, and besides, we still have guns in our hands, and it is impossible for wild beasts to attack us easily. But Dandy jumped out frantically, desperately provoking the jaguar and even trying to attack it, only to be easily bitten through the throat, and by the time we reacted and took the gun to drive the jaguar away, Dandy had turned into a corpse that was bleeding and lying on the ground and pumping.
His death is a huge blow to the entire investigation team, two people have a mental breakdown because of his death, and they must be divided to take care of the two of them, otherwise they are likely to repeat the mistake of Professor Dandy, and if there are any more dead people, the whole investigation team may fall apart, and we are running out of food, we will all die here, and it looks like we are all going to die here
I didn't have to say yes to this job if I knew it would be like this
The records of the next few days are similar and make one feel the weight of despair just by reading the words, the members of the investigation team eat up the food little by little, and finally have to rely on collecting wild fruits to survive, and the members of the investigation team fall into mental breakdowns one by one under the slow but determined despair of approaching.
Wu Ming flipped through the last few pages of the notebook and skimmed through the above contents: after that, the content of the notes became more and more desperate, not only the records depicted by the recorder, but even the scribbled and frenzied handwriting of the recorder himself could show that Professor Philip's spirit was gradually sliding towards the abyss of madness.
But then, the scribbled handwriting left an exhilarating record.
January 17th, an exhilarating day! We finally hunted a strange hairless monkey! The monkey was stupid, as if he didn't know what fear was, and even if we got close, he didn't mean to run away, and we didn't have much effort to catch the monkey.
Then Professor Fell, a zoologist, took the initiative to deal with the hairless monkeys, and he skillfully stripped the fur of the hairless monkeys, and the appearance of the stripped hairless monkeys was very miserable, almost like the dead body of a seven or eight-year-old child
Later, the professor dismantled the hairless monkey into eight pieces and made a meal, he put the hairless monkey's internal organs, meat pieces and hands and feet into the branches and roasted them on the fire, and had to admit that we had not eaten enough for several days, this meal of meat did make our hunger feel greatly satisfied, and even the tired spirit seemed to be healed, but everyone's hearts were full of guilt and guilt, because the form of the hairless monkey was too similar to people, and everyone at most only closed their eyes and gnawed their hands and feet, and no one dared to touch the head
Although this meal will not save us from the current predicament, at least with this meal, we should be able to survive until tomorrow
Seeing this text, Wu Ming couldn't help but feel a burst of creepy, and then he saw that there was another text below.
The text was new, and the ink was completely different from the previous muddy and oil-stained handwriting.
In retrospect, the problem may have arisen on this day
The person who wrote this note did not explain why he left this meaningful sentence, and the records of the next few days did not explain it, but it was recorded that the investigation team finally came out of the lost jungle and then returned to the right path, perhaps because of the relationship of hope, and the people in the investigation team who had a nervous breakdown also cheered up one by one, and as the situation improved, the pessimistic Professor Philip became more optimistic day by day, and they soon found the nearest village and were rescued by the Kemi village.
Later, the search and rescue team organized by the outside world also successfully found the investigation team trapped in the jungle, and picked them up, and sent them to a nearby major hospital for admission treatment and post-traumatic psychological intervention.
Wu Ming noticed that it was at this time that Professor Philip's thinking underwent a great change.
From pessimism to optimism, from negative to positive.
On March 13th, I was finally discharged from the hospital on a sunny day, although I have told the psychiatrist several times that I am fine, and I don't care about what happened this time, or what happened a few years ago, but they still insisted on letting me stay for more than a month, but now I can finally go to see my fiancée!
I can finally devote myself to a new job! What a joy!
And then, below this record is a short sentence that is completely opposite to the previous one.
No! Wrong! Why do I feel happy when I work with that life-threatening ghost?!
Not only here, but also the next few records.
Today, Heavenly Father has delivered the gospel to me again, and His voice is still so reassuring, although I still can't understand what He is saying, but I firmly believe that if I am religious enough, sooner or later I will understand the meaning of the gospel
Heavenly Father?! What the hell is that?! What the hell is wrong with me?! Why are these words written? Why am I completely unaware of these things?!
Heavenly Father asked me to spread His gospel, but He told me not to rush to act now, but first of all, to be prepared to do the same thing, and to develop an initial group of pious people in order to better spread the Father's gospel. Since my mental wounds can be healed by the grace of the Father, is it better to preach the gospel by looking for those who are mentally wounded?
What Heavenly Father?! What gospel?! Is this spiritual pollution? Or is it a transcendent influence?! All I heard was the sound of a chaotic tide, my body mutated, what are these wriggling tentacles?! What the hell is going on with me?!
There are more and more records of this kind of fine division, and there are gradually traces of being altered by the pen on the notebook, at first those positive and positive records, but slowly as time goes by, the altered words gradually become those negative and negative records, it seems that after the confrontation between two personalities, the originally pessimistic and negative side gradually fell into the upper hand in the struggle.
And at the end of this two-person personality struggle, Wu Ming saw a creepy record.
Write to me the next time I wake up, today 8th, 12:13 noon, my time this time is running out, my body is gradually losing control and it looks like I am about to fall into a deep sleep, I don't know when I will wake up next, I don't know what I will forget I feel a consciousness is growing in my brain, he is feeding on my memories and experiences, every time I wake up I will find that my memory generation is becoming more and more serious.
My memories are becoming more and more fragmented and I am forgetting more and more, but judging from his daily records, it seems that he has been playing me well and even better when he wakes up, and I realized one thing at that time
He's gradually replacing me!
Whether or not I remember it the next time I wake up, but I have to bet, quick! Go find the help of a magician at the University of Mi-M! If it were them, there would definitely be a do&ash;&ash;
remember
The record came to an abrupt end before it was finished, turning into a deliberately straightened straight line.
For a long time after that, the record in this notebook, Wu Ming frowned and flipped through it for a long time, and he didn't see Professor Philip's record again, but it recorded in detail the record left by Professor Philip who was replaced. Including secretly learning the magic on the magic book, establishing *** and developing the congregation, how to use magic to establish an enchantment to heal mental wounds, mixing the gifts of the Father summoned by the ritual sacrifice into the sacrament and distributing them to the congregation, and then using magic and chanting to transform them into their own kind one by one in each ***, so that they can also listen to the voice of the Father
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Thank you for the monthly pass of Brother Mingyue Longya! Now that the schedule is gradually normal, and I don't work overtime, I can strive to write more on the weekend