When she was not yet an adult, she watched the male protagonists in film and television dramas and anime, and once hoped that she would meet an ideal male protagonist.

When I'm eighteen years old, I like Sven scum, when I'm nineteen, I like to be calm and steady, and when I'm twenty years old, I like to be lively. She constantly uses what she sees and hears to design the appearance and personality of the male protagonist imagined in her heart.

Then she met Xie Qingci.

A different type from the ideal she conceived, but quickly broke her imagination and became her favorite boyfriend ever since.

Liking is not based on type, but by feeling.

Some people just like school bullies, and no matter how many awards they get, they can't get her heart. Some people just like good boys, and no matter how much the riffraff loves her, they can't get to the end.

Love is exclusive.

"I don't know what you like about me, and I don't know why you continue to be so stubborn, obviously I told you the first time, I don't like you."

Song Xi was full of apprehension: "But I like you." ”

"I don't care if you like me or not, there are more people who like me. I mean, if you know I don't like you, you're prepared to get no response, so why are you pressing? ”

"I ......" he couldn't find a reason, and suddenly remembered what Xie Qing had scolded him before, "It's probably just... Cheap. ”

I scolded myself for being cheap, and my voice trembled as if I was about to collapse.

Yu Xia picked up his water cup and took a sip of water, still looking calm.

"It's not wrong to like someone, but it's wrong if you do a lot of nasty things for that reason. Song Xi, I told you when I debuted, and I believe Xie Qingci also told you, go towards your goal, don't go crooked. You know what your goal is, and it won't be me anyway. ”

Being a life coach still didn't suit her, she took another sip of water, and seeing him like that, she decided to use some efficient and stimulating methods.

"There are more people chasing me in the circle than there are in your team, and some people think that since they are pursuing me so vigorously, even if I don't agree, I should give them some face and speak better.

But why? If you like me, I have to give face, and if someone kneels down with a rose, the onlookers will say that if they don't agree to him, they will be cold-blooded, in my opinion, this is no different from coercion.

Whether you like it or not is my right, no matter how affectionate and pitiful you are, I will not respond to you because of soft-heartedness, which is unfair to me and Xie Qingci.

Also, I won't give any promises in the future, the future, etc., even if there is no Xie Qingci, I don't like it or not, I don't like to raise a spare tire, and I don't think it's a sweet trouble to be sought after. You've annoyed me now, Xie Qing and I are happy, and your involvement is very disappointing. ”

Song Xi's face gradually turned pale in one sentence.

When he looked up again, Yu Xia found that he was crying.

She didn't care, she looked at the location of the bathroom, and wondered if Xie Qingci was so moved that she was about to cry when she heard this.

"I ......" Song Xi lowered his head again, letting the tears fall to the ground, smashing a little trace, and his voice was more swallowing and self-deprecating, "I know." I'm here today, actually, just to say that. ”

It was even more unspeakably sour, and he said it again softly, it was the last time: "Yu Xia, I really like you." ”

"I also know it's really annoying to do so much, and I won't in the future, I hope you won't hate me. I was just...... I'm just not reconciled. ”

He is unwilling, his years of hard work are not as good as a foundationless amateur, and he is not reconciled, the person he likes is so resolute that he will not like him but like Xie Qingci.

He has been training in the company for so many years, and he has never liked a girl, and the first time he liked it, he made himself to this point.

It seems that everything about him has been going downhill since his long-awaited debut, and his life after realizing his dream is not as good as he imagined.

More and more tears fell on the ground, almost wetting a small piece of the ground.

Song Xi put down the water glass, took off his glasses, grabbed his hair with both hands, and trembled.

Yu Xia suddenly said: "In the first year of my debut, I acted in a play, and the teachers, classmates, directors, and audiences at the film school all thought that my acting skills were very good, and I would definitely be a powerful person who became popular once." I'm a little flustered and feel the same way.

But the truth is not as I thought, everyone is chasing after stars who are not as good-looking as me, not as good as me, and don't even respect acting stars at all. At that time, I was not reconciled, I felt that this kind of star-making method was deformed, those people could not compare to me, why should I be subordinate to them? ”

Her tone was slow and calm, and Song Xi slowly calmed down, because it was inconvenient to wear glasses because of tears, and he had to squint slightly to see clearly when he looked at her.

She didn't look at him, stared at the water in the glass, and continued:

"Then I went back and told my brother that I didn't want to stay in the entertainment industry anymore, and I was going to go crazy after a long time. My brother told me that the choice you make yourself is better to stretch the battle line a little longer and try twice more than to regret it later. Also, don't look down on others, look for the good in others.

Why are others more popular than me even if they don't have good acting skills? Why is capital willing to praise them? There's always a reason why people are liked, can I do that? If I can't, what chips do I have to use?

I have acting skills, I have love, and I don't want to be ashamed of my fans, so I concentrate on studying acting, and someone will always see me if I do a good job in this industry. It turned out that I succeeded, even if it was two years later than the people who came before me, but I was able to sit upright and have a solid foundation, and I could continue to rise when they fell.

My instructor told me to watch more other people's dramas, whether it was good or bad, I could learn something. Seeing some dramas that I think are very bad, I also thought that this heroine is so bad, I will definitely do better if I were replaced. But really? Not necessarily.

Literary films are popular with the jury team, but they are not as good as some silly and sweet brainless dramas for the working party, and the audience is different, and I can't ask others to appreciate me. All I can do is not to compare myself with others and concentrate on being myself, so that I can go further. ”

After that, there was a moment of silence in the room.

Yu Xia glanced at the time, ten minutes had passed, and he didn't know if Xie Qingci would scratch the door inside.

"Alright, it's time to go."

Song Xi slowly stood up, turned sideways and put on his glasses, looked back at her one last time before leaving, and covered up the suppressed emotions under his red eyes with a serious topic.

"Thank you," he said earnestly, "before your debut, you told us a couple of useful suggestions, and I appreciate you aside." ”

There are not many people in the entertainment industry who promote juniors, after all, the existing resources are so small, and no one wants more than one person to share them.

"This is the last time I will disturb you, Sister Yu Xia, goodbye." This time, he seemed to finally straighten his back, and endured the psychology of wanting to escape, and looked at her for a long time, and then the person disappeared behind the door.

------Off topic------

Okay, Song Xi didn't play a demon role.

Alas, originally I wanted to write this character as the second male, which is the kind of character who is also very good to Xia Xia and is also very infatuated, the kind that people are reluctant to refuse, and I thought of a lot of details to express his love for Xia Xia.

But I don't know if I'm a little wrong.,As soon as I got to that kind of plot, I started to think, "Will the person who is liked really not notice it?" Now that you have noticed it, how can you be moved and reluctant with peace of mind? Where is the male protagonist like this?! It's problematic to pretend to be ignorant in love! So my female protagonist began to behave more seriously than the male protagonist, and she came on the field to persuade the second male protagonist to quit / kneeling on the ground and crying bitterly.jpg

Song Xi is like this, Qing Rong is also like this, I wrote all the male second male is very problematic Woo woo woo, can't I write a male second male who is so good that he can go to heaven in my life/Pulling my few hair and looking up to the sky and .jpg angrily

Trembling, he looked up to feel the pouring rain, and his hands picked up the tears mixed with the rain.jpg

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