The fifteenth day of the descent, July 13, is looking forward to the first day of rain.

I'm tired, I don't want to go out, and I don't want to work anymore.

The weather is very good, but it's too hot, can the noisy cicadas be caught and fried?

My Buddha is compassionate... A little greedy.

I didn't sleep all night last night, I thought a lot, but I didn't figure it out, and the Buddha didn't come to tell me the answer, so I was trapped to death with panda eyes today.

I have troubles, but I don't want to ask the Buddha, because I don't want to give money, and when I give money, the Buddha will only tell me to go with the flow, everything is according to fate, whether it is a blessing or a curse, and that blessings and misfortunes depend on each other... And so on.

But why does the girl know how to learn Buddhist martial arts? Alas, forget it, I'd better find out for myself, otherwise why would I go down the mountain.

Yes!

Why did I go down the mountain?

After saying a word to Luoluo, I sat down cross-legged in surprise.

I meditate with my eyes closed, settle down, and inquire, I must think carefully about the half month I have been descending the mountain. (If you can fall asleep, you can do it.) ）

The first question is: Why did I go down the mountain?

When I was a child, I went down the mountain to see the temple fair, to eat roast chicken, to see the nunnery... This used to be the reason why I wanted to go down, but when I grew up, I didn't.

When I grew up, I wanted to go down the mountain to visit the Qinglou, listen to singing, and see the world... These are all reasons I made for myself to go down the mountain, but none of them are real reasons.

Ask yourself, why the hell do I want to go down?

The Buddha said: Red dust is poison.

The senior brother said: The world will make the monk fall.

The host said: This world... Don't talk about it.

What's down there?

There is food at the bottom of the mountain, there is wine at the bottom of the mountain, and there are beautiful women at the bottom of the mountain;

There are thieves at the bottom of the mountain, hooligans at the bottom of the mountain, and wicked people at the bottom of the mountain;

There was a flood under the mountain, a plague under the mountain, and a famine under the mountain;

There are homeless people under the mountain, eunuchs under the mountain, and sentient beings under the mountain;

There are rivers and lakes under the mountain, red dust up and down, and the world up and down;

There is everything under the mountain, but there is no Buddha.

My Buddha, you said that you want to purify all sentient beings, but you have never entered the world;

I, Buddha, you say that you want to redeem the world, but you don't care about the sufferings of the world;

I, Buddha, you said that you would go to prison with your body, but you have been avoiding the mountains;

My Buddha, you say you want to endure hardships and stand hard work, but why the golden Buddha statue?

In the temple, the incense is vigorous and smokes people's tears, the wine and meat of the main hall are pierced, and the Buddha is full of money.

I'm only in my twenties, but I can't find my way in the temple.

Yes, because I can't find the answer in the temple anymore, I want to go down.

I want to go down the mountain and do something that I should do as a Buddha.

In a peaceful and prosperous world, I don't want to live in a temple;

The wicked are rampant, and I will take care of the sufferings of the world;

Now that I have entered the world, then I am the Buddha of this world!

......

Exhale a breath of turbidity, the thought has never been as accessible as it is today, if it is like the novel in the Scripture Pavilion in the temple can cultivate immortals, I estimate that I can break through many levels in one breath.

At the moment, I feel as if there is a cute little Buddha in my heart, but I have my own face, meditating and chanting there, and I am my own Buddha. (I'll admit I'm inflated.) ）

The second question is: Why did Yun Duoer kill me?

According to Miss Yunduoer, in the past, the monks who went down the mountain in Qingxin Temple, that is, the monks who walked the world in Qingxin Temple, were all big thorns, which caused a miasma everywhere and chaos in the world.

So, this time someone was scared and asked her to kill me.

But Miss Yunduo'er's force value is a little weaker than mine, and for now, she can't kill me, unless she is seduced. What I suspect about her is that she knows Buddhist martial arts. Although the threat is not big at the moment, I still have to be careful of sneak attacks or something in the future, after all, if I have a heart or not, it is easy for me to meet the Buddha directly.

As for killing me, what's the benefit?

Yun Duoer earned a thousand taels of golden tickets, Qingxin Temple has one less monk who went down the mountain, Wang Xiaoxiao has one less help, Feng Yangyue has one less brother, and Lin Luoluo has one less me...

Who will benefit from this? Is it worth paying so much for those who benefit from it?

I remembered what Yun Duoer said, the people of the world, kill me for the people of the world. But would anyone really kill a monk for an unwarranted event, a ridiculous prediction, an event that has not yet happened in the future? Or is it a monk with a force value of MAX?

Obviously, things are definitely not that simple, but unfortunately I don't have a clue right now, so I can only take one step at a time.

I must check it out if I have a chance in the future, I don't think I'm a soft persimmon, I can pinch it if I want to. Keep this account in mind.

The third question is: What if she is going to kill Luoluo?

If it's not me who Yunduoer wants to kill today, and it falls. So what to do? Luoluo was slapped by her, and it must have been cold......

What does it mean to me? She always called me Master, but she didn't formally apprentice, so she was half of my apprentice.

I may not believe in the Buddha that much, but I believe in cause and effect, that anything can be a cause or an effect, that there is no absolute cause and that there is no absolute effect.

As the Sutra of Cause and Effect says: "If you want to know the cause of the past life, the one who receives it in this life is, and if you want to know the cause of the next life, the one who does it in this life is." ”

On the first day I went down the mountain, I met Luoluo and rescued her.

The killing and kidnapping of the bandits is the cause, and when they meet me and are killed by me, they are his fruits.

Luoluo's kidnapping by the bandits is the cause of Luoluo, and being rescued by me is her fruit.

It is my cause that I went down the mountain, and when I met her, it was my fruit.

Lin Luoluo, this girl, has become my cause and effect, my fate, and my calamity. I've taken care of her like a daughter.

As for Yun Duo'er, the cause planted by the predecessors of Qingxin Temple finally came to me, and it was the back man! North!

However, if Yun Duo'er is going to kill Luoluo today, I think I will do her best. As long as I am alive, whoever dares to move, I will definitely raise him! The bone-shattering Jan!

The fourth question is: If I die...

One thing that comes to my mind is, what if I die, what if I fall?

Entrusted to Wang Xiaoxiao? Feng Yangyue? Or send it back to the temple?

Perhaps, no matter which choice you choose, you still have to choose for yourself. She lives her own life.

If I die, the sun will still rise in the east and set in the west, the temple will still chant and worship the Buddha, and the Qingcheng will still be full of traffic.

If I die, the moon will still be cloudy and sunny, the rivers will still be raging, and all things will still be in the cycle of life and death.

If I die, nothing will change in this world.

Qingcheng is still Qingcheng, rivers and lakes are still rivers and lakes, the world is still the world, and the world is still the world......

The world never changes its own laws because of a person's existence or death, and in the long river of time, I am just an inconspicuous grain of sand.

But if I die......

Luoluo must be crying very sadly, right? I don't want her to be upset. So I'm going to live well.

Wang Xiaoxiao will also be sad, right? I might lose my position as the head of the family, so I promised to help her, and I can't keep my word.

Feng Yunyue may also shed two tears? The friendship since childhood, how can it be broken off.

The brothers and sisters will definitely be clamoring to avenge me, right? It's a pity that they are too vegetable, and the host will beat them all up.

What about hosting? Will he be sad? Or is it ...... Send me over, recite the Sutra of the Past Death? It's also miserable to think about the white-bearded people sending out beardless people.

I decided, I want to live well, I want to practice martial arts well, and practice martial arts with Luoluo.

In the days to come......

I want to go through mountains and rivers, I want to love all things, I want to play the world.

I want to be drunk in my eyes, and I will travel all over the mountains and rivers, and my eyes will be full of you.

……

Figured it all out. I don't feel sleepy, I'm going to get up and punch!

Hey?

Why can't I stand up?

Oops......

My feet are numb!

"Luoluo~

Come on! Give me a ......."