When Rong Hua woke up, the night was still very deep, the dormitory was empty and lonely, and he was awakened by a nightmare, but when he woke up, he couldn't remember anything.

I only know that in the dream he hurts terribly.

Completely sleepy, Rong Hua casually put on a coat and walked out, he didn't know where he should go, he just wanted to come out and relax.

But as he walked, he unconsciously came to Shen Yue's bedroom, and he hadn't reacted yet, and he didn't come back to his senses until he saw the familiar scene.

This place is the place he is most familiar with in the Zinc Qing Palace, when he was a child, he stayed here almost day and night, and he couldn't get rid of it.

After hesitating for a moment, he pushed the door open and entered.

The dormitory was still clean, without a trace of dust, he sat down on the bed, reached out and touched the mattress beside him, it was cold.

Shen Yue has been gone for a long time, silently, without even a message, and he has been panicking in the past few nights.

Thinking back to whether the words he said to Shen Yue that day were too heavy.

He had no way, no way to control himself, and no way to watch Shen Yue stay out of him.

He just wanted to break the calm on Shen Yue's face.

He didn't actually want to ignore Shen Yue, but every time he saw her spoiling himself so much, as if he was so important, he felt disgusted.

Because he knows better than anyone that it is not good for him, nor does it belong to him......

Just thinking about it, his mood became more and more irritable, accompanied by a throbbing pain in his heart, and he wondered if he would not see him again, he would not hurt anymore.

Is it that slowly alienating him will become normal?

His attitude changed very quickly, Shen Yue went from being confused at the beginning to calming down later, she always seemed to be able to maintain a calm and rational state, nothing would make her lose her temper, but her kindness to him never changed.

But the more she treated him, the more indifferent and neglectful his attitude towards her became, and he was able to allow Yin Jing to get closer, in fact, he also wanted to test Shen Yue.

But Shen Yue didn't care at all, and Shen Yue also said that he would hold a grand wedding banquet for him......

It's ridiculous.

Since this is the case, then he will fulfill Shen Yue's wish, maybe things should be like this, instead of being a stand-in for others.

He indulged Yin Jing's intimacy, and began to slowly alienate Shen Yue, he thought that he could forget, he could be as ruthless as Shen Yue.

The distance between the two people became more and more estranged, and they couldn't see each other once in a few days, and they couldn't even say a few words when they met.

He thought ...... He put it down.

But when he saw Shen Yue drinking tea and drinking with other men, he still couldn't control it and was crazy jealous.

As if mocking his self-righteousness.

On the day Yin Jing died, the contradiction between Rong Hua and Shen Yue also rose to the highest level.

He didn't know what he was angry about, he just wanted to burst out all the grievances and pain he had suffered, and he wanted to make the person in front of him feel a little moved.

Even if it's just a little bit, it's for him, not for someone else, and that's enough.

But no.

Shen Yue was still so high, she was snow-white, and he was embarrassed.

Rong Hua only understood at this moment that even if he knelt in front of Shen Yue like a dog, she would not have any soft-heartedness.

Rong Hua thought so.

But Shen Yue suddenly treated him so well, as if he had returned to his childhood, he thought that his heart was already as hard as iron and stone, and he thought that he would not be moved.

But he just doesn't fight!

Now that Shen Yue hadn't returned, she hadn't even told him where to go.

He couldn't remember the day he had become moody, irascible and ruthless.

Maybe it's because when I knew that I was just a stand-in, all the trajectories were quietly changing.

All that remains is boundless hatred and unwillingness.

The madness that he couldn't ask for made him crazy, making him want to tear apart and ravage the cold skin again and again, until he was drenched in blood and his body was completely gone, and he could regain a little bit of reality.

That shows that Shen Yue actually still has him in her heart, because she will also be painful for him.

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When Yao'er entered the room, Shen Yue had already dressed, the white plain clothes were clean and tidy, and the clothes were obviously very simple, but she was wearing them noble and awe-inspiring.

She didn't cover her eyes with a white cloth, but opened those hollow and beautiful pale red eyes.

"Yao'er."

Yao'er happily responded: "It's me, it's me." ”

"What about immortality?" Shen Yue asked.

Yao'er hugged Shen Yue's legs like a sticky insect, raised her little face, and had a sweet smile on her immature and innocent face, "Changsheng went to catch the little rabbit, he said that he wanted to make up for the immortals, and feed the immortals fat, so that they couldn't fly." ”

If you can't fly, you can't leave.

Yao'er was so innocent of her thoughts.

Shen Yue couldn't cry or laugh, and was a little worried, "What if I encounter danger again?" ”

Thinking like this, Shen Yue wanted to go out to have a look, but was hugged by the child, and Yao'er flattened her mouth, "It's dangerous outside, don't go to the immortals." ”

He was pitiful, he didn't want Shen Yue to leave, he actually regretted it, if he had stopped the immortal from going to find Changsheng, wouldn't the immortal not be injured?

He didn't want to make Shen Yue unhappy, so he could only pretend to be pitiful, hoping that Shen Yue would change his mind.

Shen Yue touched the child's soft hair, it felt very good, and she couldn't help but touch it again.

"Don't worry, I'm just going to see, there will be no danger."

"No, no." The child refused to let go, and a whining sound came out of his throat.

I don't know how long it took to make a fuss, but there was a sound of footsteps in the yard.

Changsheng hurriedly walked over, dressed in green clothes, holding a rabbit in his hand, the rabbit was still alive, and he was struggling to kick his feet.

But when he stepped into the courtyard and saw the white-clothed figure through the window, he suddenly slowed down and walked over slowly.

Shen Yue originally wanted to reason with this child, but he never thought that this child was very difficult, and his voice was grandma, as if he was crying or not, which was particularly cute.

In fact, Shen Yue doesn't like children very much, children are too noisy and noisy, and they are too good at tossing.

But she is extremely fond of well-behaved children.

She was still listening to Yao'er with her head down, but she was suddenly surrounded by a tall shadow in front of her, her eyes moved slightly, although she couldn't see clearly, she could faintly feel the black shadow.

Yao'er turned her head and shouted aggrievedly: "Changsheng." ”

Changsheng pulled Yao'er off her lap and handed him the little rabbit that was still full of vitality, without the slightest weakness in asking the child to do things.

"Skinned this rabbit and entrailed it."

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