If beauty is an original sin, then she is unforgivable (61)
He heard his own voice, which had no temperature, and shouted in a deep voice that suppressed his anger.
"Who allowed you in? You are not welcome here."
As soon as he entered the ward, he saw that Shen Yue was so close to Bai Qingzhen, and his fingers even touched the oxygen mask on Bai Qingzhen's face, as if he would pull it out mercilessly in the next second. At that time, Song Yan didn't think about it so much, but just pushed Shen Yue away as fast as he could.
Of course, he didn't think that Shen Yue was just coming to visit Bai Qingzhen, after all, Shen Yue hated Bai Qingzhen to die, this was said by Shen Yue himself.
Song Yan had a gloomy face, but saw that the girl just blinked blankly.
The girl lost a lot of weight, she was wearing a black sweater, and a slender white neck was exposed from the neckline, which looked a little weak.
It's already very thin, and it looks even more skinny.
Her eyelashes drooped, and Shen Yue didn't quite understand why Song Yan always used such extreme ideas to associate with her movements.
Just touching Bai Qingzhen, Song Yan was so nervous and angry, as if she was afraid that she would hurt Bai Qingzhen a point. Z.ćőr/> she's not that bad.
She didn't really want Bai Qingzhen to die.
It's just jealousy, envy that Bai Qingzhen has so many people to love.
Pulling the black sweater, Shen Yue said lightly, "I just came to take a look, after all, Bai Qingzhen became like this because of me."
Song Yan came from outside, with a little coolness on his body, his soft side face and jaw tightened, and his eyes were full of anger.
"And what were you doing?"
People in the hallways come and go, occasionally taking a few looks.
Shen Yue looked at him quietly, his dark and moist eyes were transparent and moist, his eyelashes were thick and slender, and his eyelids drooped slightly, revealing an indifferent expression.
She asked, "What do you think I want to do?"
For Song Yan, the answer is no longer important, because no matter how Shen Yue explains, it is all quibbles in his opinion, and in his heart, he has already determined that Shen Yue is the kind of vicious and ruthless person, so he doesn't dare to say anything more, it is useless.
Hearing Shen Yue's words, it was as if he acquiesced to the thoughts in his mind, and the anger in his eyes was even worse, he looked down at the girl coldly, his eyes were sharp, and even his breath was full of anger.
Shen Yue was indifferent.
"Get out."
He raised his hand and pointed outside.
Shen Yue's eyes moved, and his dark pupils were like dark nights, lifeless and emotionless.
There was a hot pain in the lower back, it should be green.
Song Yan saw that Shen Yue didn't move, and his tone was even lower, and he was even colder.
"I'm calling a security guard."
After saying that, he took out his mobile phone and made a gesture to call.
Shen Yue gently interrupted: "Don't bother."
Those dark eyes, dark and empty, without emotion, were like waiting to be swallowed up by the darkness.
Her expression was quiet, her eyelashes were long, and she looked well-behaved: "I'll go by myself, don't chase me."
Song Yan's face did not change, his hands were clenched into fists, and his fingertips almost pinched into his palms.
He felt that he shouldn't be soft-hearted.
Shen Yue is like a beautiful man-eating flower, no matter how gorgeous her appearance is, she doesn't spit out bones when she eats people.
Such people simply do not deserve sympathy.
Shen Yue left.
Song Yan leaned against the wall, took out the lighter, shook his fingers and pressed the flame several times but it didn't come out, and suddenly remembered in a trance that smoking was not allowed in the hospital.
He closed his eyes in exhaustion, and the chaos of emotions in his brain scorched his nerves.
His throat seemed to be blocked by cotton, and Song Yan felt that it was difficult to breathe.
Thinking of the girl's overly calm and well-behaved appearance, he was in a trance, thinking if it was too much just now?
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People are born with bad seeds, but Shen Yue is not, she has just struggled in the dark for a long time, rotting and stinking.
In the original book, Shen Yue's final ending was to commit suicide by jumping off a bridge.
Died with unwillingness and resentment towards this world.
Is Shen Yue hateful?
Hateful.
Is Shen Yue pitiful?
Wretched.
After she died, no one even came to claim her body.
A person lives in this world, without relatives, lovers, friends, she dies quietly, no one will remember her, as if she has never been in this world.
Ridiculous and pathetic.
Bai Qingzhen is very happy, the last thing she lacks is love, and often this love is so untouchable for Shen Yue.
Shen Yue walked aimlessly in this city, her mind was empty, her ears were bustling with voices, life was boiling, but for her, there was a feeling of unreality.
The more attached a person tends to be, the more afraid he will be of losing.
Does Shen Yue like Song Yan?
Like.
Song Yan is very good, he is gentle like a ray of light, but he can't illuminate so many people.
Shen Yue's liking is too morbid, Song Yan can't accept it, this is human nature, no one likes a neuropath.
Does Shen Yue like Jiang Wei?
Dislike.
But she is greedy, she covets Jiang Wei's goodness, and Jiang Wei's liking for her, just like a vampire.
However, now even Jiang Wei doesn't like her.
Shen Yue is very beautiful, when she was a child, she was actually very popular, but the more she grew up, there was polarization, girls were crowded, and boys were crowded.
Shen Yue also wanted to live well, but there was no way, she was too hungry, Shen Jiayi never cared about her, she was not at home every day, she was hungry for two or three days, she was really hungry, and even turned over the trash can, and then there was really no way, so she accepted the food sent by the boy kindly.
The mouth of the cannibal is short, and the hand of the taker is short.
If you get the benefit of others, you have to pay the price.
When she was a child, Shen Yue didn't understand, she felt that as long as she wasn't hungry, she was really hungry.
When Shen Yue grew up, she didn't care, because this face gave her too much convenience, and a lot of people pounced on her fingers, so do you still need to work hard?
She clearly watched her fall, but there was no way to stop it.
Soberly looking.
No one wants to pull her, no one saves her.
Shen Yue walked on the overpass step by step, and the cold wind blew on his face, like a knife.
She turned her head to look at the traffic under the overpass.
Just by looking at it, Shen Yue felt dizzy, and she was a little afraid of heights.
It must have hurt to jump from such a height.
Bai Yanzhen had a computer on his lap, he rubbed his eyebrow bones, his eyes were a little black because he had looked at the computer for a long time, and turned his head to look at the scenery outside the window and eased up.
Unexpectedly, he saw a familiar voice, even if it was very vague, but the familiar feeling suddenly invaded his brain unstoppably, but it still made Bai Yanzhen lose control, and he hurriedly stopped: "Stop!"
The driver subconsciously slammed on the brakes, and saw from the rearview mirror that the man who had always been calm looked nervous and opened the car door without saying a word.
Bai Yanzhen first ran over, and then slowly slowed down.
It was as if time had stopped at this moment.