His bones itched at the thought of it.

——

Shen Yue once came back very late, he waited for a long time, and even questioned him like a jealous husband, but Shen Yue didn't give him any explanation.

He felt his heart as if it was being held tightly by something, and in an instant, it contracted into a ball.

His tone was calm, but at the bottom of his words, it seemed that there was a faint undercurrent of a storm slowly surging.

Moreover, Shen Yue even said that he wanted to leave.

He was cold and detached on the surface, but in his heart he had no spineless pleading begging the other party not to leave.

It's like a pug.

——

Shen Yue caught a cold and had a serious fever.

She talks in her dreams all the time.

Calling a person's name is holding a person.

The man's name was called.

"Qi Rui ......"

"Can you not go?"

——

But after waking up, Shen Yue became cold again.

Qi Rui looked at her side face, involuntarily sad, and even his eyes were inexplicably hot and swollen, so he went out to pour a cup of hot water, and he calmed down his emotions for a long time in the kitchen.

——

He took the initiative to ask Shen Yue about the past four years ago, which was about two people.

But Shen Yue said that he was not familiar.

At that time, it was like turning into a knife, cutting the heart all at once.

——

You always say that you are not familiar, but do you know that when your eyes look at me, they are full of tenderness and love.

You're a bad liar.

——

On his birthday, on the open-air platform, Tong Xue kissed him.

He was stunned, didn't push it away at the first time, and waited for a while before pushing Tong Xue away.

Disgust, boredom, and anxiety made him a little out of shape, so he didn't care about Tong Xue's lost expression and left first.

He unconsciously wiped his mouth repeatedly, and felt the urge to gag.

However, Tong Xue is his lover.

So he quarreled with Tong Xue, and this was the first time the two of them quarreled.

At that moment, Qi Rui was very confused, confused about the future, and even had a few wisps of imitation.

And Shen Yue has been enlightening him, he is so gentle, Qi Rui listened to it, his ears were red, and he was a little shy.

——

Shen Yue said that the person she was looking for was dead.

Looking at Shen Yue's wet eyelashes, he was very distressed, and at the same time he had a despicable joy.

——

Shen Yue said she was leaving.

She's leaving.

In an instant, his heart seemed to be pinched by a big hand, until his flesh and blood were blurred.

It was as if he had split into two.

An aloof and aloof.

A humble and bitter pleading.

He felt a deep fear and uneasiness, and when Shen Yue left, he didn't even know that he had burst into tears.

——

When she saw Shen Yue again, there was already another man beside her.

Emotions are like falling from a high place to the bottom, turning over the river and the sea.

Jealousy, violence, and anger all came up, and he was afraid that he would do something uncontrollable, so he left first.

After that, he had a little mental problem, and every time he woke up in the morning, there would be large and small wounds on his body, and the knife in the kitchen was still bloodstained and had dried up.

There was a camera installed in the villa, and he turned it up and watched as he got out of bed in the middle of the night and went to the study, and then to the kitchen.

He watched as he picked up the knife and slashed his forearm without blinking, red blood flowing.

Qi Rui knew that he was sick.

And it's very sick.

——

The room was a mess, with the deafening sound of thunderbolts and drops, the heart-rending roars of men, and the door smashing to the ground as if the floor was shaking.

The cries of collapse are like the roar of a wild beast.

——

All around was white, and those in white coats gathered around him, their mouths opening and closing in his ears, and he didn't hear anything clearly, his eyes and mind were confused and paralyzed, and he looked blankly at his faces.

He was injected with a large amount of anesthetic, his eyes were cloudy, his body was full of wounds of all sizes, and the knife marks on his arms were shocking.

His eyes stared blankly at a point in the void, muttering something repeatedly.

The doctor leaned over to hear more clearly.

"Sister Shen......"

"Where......

"Where...... I can't find ......."

He was confused, his words couldn't speak clearly, the order of his words was very chaotic, he had already fallen into a deep hysteria, he couldn't communicate at all, and he didn't even have reason, and if he continued like this, he would be driven crazy by himself.

Without saying a word, the man cried and screamed like mad again, struggling violently to get up from the hospital bed, and swallowed in pain.

"I'm going to find her, she's been waiting for me for a long time! Four years! She's been waiting for me for four years!"

"How could I keep her waiting so long......

He cried and laughed, "I can't keep her waiting."

His eyeballs were full of bloodshots, and suddenly he seemed to see Shen Yue standing beside his bed, looking at him tenderly, he choked up, revealing an innocent smile, "Sister Shen......

"You're coming to pick me up......

"Take me away......

Obviously, the man's mental condition was no longer normal, and in desperation, the doctor injected him with anesthetic.

——

Later, Qi Rui's sanity seemed to have returned a little, and he didn't babble in the gods, because he knew.

Shen Yue died.

Died on the day of his wedding.

Shen Yue was sick, very sick, even so, he still insisted on coming to his wedding.

What kind of mood was Shen Yue in at that time?

Are you disappointed in him?

That's why I left this world that night.

How desperate it must have been if I didn't even tell him!

How could he do this to his favorite sister Shen?

said yes, I'm going to find her, and if I'm done, the two of them have to be together all the time.

Despair instantly overwhelmed him like a tidal wave.

It was more like the skin had been cut through by a sharp blade, cutting into his flesh, and the bones seemed to have been ripped out raw.

He banged his head against the wall behind him with a very hard bang, a thumping thump, and endless bitterness came out of his throat.

"I'm sorry......"

"I'm sorry......"

"I'm sorry......"

——

The only son suffered from mental illness, and Qi's mother suddenly seemed to be several years older, she looked at the man curled up in the corner, crying silently, helpless and tired.

I don't know how long I stood there, but it turned into a sigh.

There is no way, in order to prevent Qi Rui from hurting himself, there are no sharp objects in the room, and a psychiatrist will come to check every day.

——

The door was locked.

Mother Qi asked the maid to bring the spare key and opened the door.

When she saw the scene in the room, Qi's mother lost her voice, her feet were weak, and she fell to the ground.

——

The young man, with his teeth, bit the pulse of his wrist, and the wound was so deep that he could almost see the bone.

And in the palm of his hand, he has always held a necklace tightly.

He went

An unfulfilled vow.

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