The wind and dust are exhausted, and the day and night are tired of combing the hair (62)
Xie Jiangsheng was pushed away at an extremely slow speed, and the faint fragrance around the tip of his nose also became ethereal, and his heart seemed to be beating extremely slowly, but it was very heavy, faintly exuding severe pain.
"Shen Yue ......"
The low, magnetic voice was hoarse, with a warning, as if mixed with silent helplessness.
Her eyebrows were lowered, and when she heard Xie Jiangsheng calling her name, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and she looked at him slowly.
Those beautiful black eyes were overflowing with shallow tenderness and unknown sadness, just like the lotus flowers in the south of the summer rain, drizzling, and the pink petals were swaying when they were hit.
It was more like an extremely sharp blade inserted into Xie Jiangsheng's eyes.
Why does she keep pushing him away? Why did Shen Yue become less fond of him after amnesia?
Why did you look at him like that?
Obviously, Shen Yue abandoned him first.
The two of them confronted each other silently, winter was coming, the cold wind outside was biting, and the temperature dropped quickly at night.
The dense leaves were blown and a few green leaves fell like a spring rain.
Shen Yue tilted his head slightly, and said softly, "Mr. Xie, don't follow me." ”
Xie Jiangsheng gritted his teeth, and his cheeks were sour, as if he wanted to devour the person in front of him.
He was embarrassed, but his tone was inconspicuous.
Full of patience, as if coaxing a lover who is having a temper.
"Come home with me."
Family?
Shen Yue's expression went blank for a moment, and his eyes were a little sore.
She thought, the word home has nothing to do with her, Xie Jiangsheng already has her own home, and she is just a despicable third party.
Xie Jiangsheng is always so easy, he seems to firmly believe that Shen Yue is just a simple temper, as long as he patiently coaxes a few words, his little lover will happily pounce into his arms.
He thinks that Shen Yue loves him, and this is his confidence.
But he didn't know that love would also disappear.
Shen Yue shook his head and said plainly and softly, "That's not my home." ”
She can't look at the man's amorous eyes, as if she is affectionate in everything, and she is looked at by such a pair of eyes, as if she is deeply loved by the man in front of her.
Shen Yue was deceived by these eyes, so she didn't want to see them at all now.
"Mr. Xie, that's your home, not mine."
Xie Jiangsheng didn't seem to understand the meaning of this sentence very well, but he knew that Shen Yue was unwilling to go home with him, so he said angrily and restrainedly, "Don't make trouble, my home is your home, is it because I'm married?" You're going to get to this point. ”
Can marriage and love be separated?
Doesn't marriage represent pure and solemn love?
When you are married, how can you fall in love with someone else?
Xie Jiangsheng didn't seem to think that he had done anything wrong, it was so natural, as if his love was some supreme treasure, and those who got his love should be grateful to Dade.
It seems that everything is Shen Yue doesn't know what to do.
He frowned, looking at Shen Yue like a vexatious child.
The favored person always has nothing to fear.
In his ignorance, Xie Jiangsheng had already been spoiled by Shen Yue.
"Mr. Xie, you can't give it to my family."
Shen Yue's eyes were clear, only one piece was clean and clear, and there was only pure pain in his eyes, like a child abandoned on the road, at a loss and unable to find the direction to go home.
Xie Jiangsheng was silent for a moment, and his voice faded, "Then who can give you a home?" ”
Shen Yue lowered her eyelashes, the tails of her eyes were red, and she was smeared with rouge, and her voice was so small, "...... That person wouldn't be Mr. Xie anyway. ”
Xie Jiangsheng's face became extremely terrifying in an instant, and the suffocating sense of oppression spread, as if he was on the verge of anger.
He stared at Shen Yue, who was pale, and his shocked gaze was like a man-eating beast.
The voice was low and deep, as if it had been squeezed out between his teeth.
"Did you hook up with another man, that's why you can't wait to get rid of me?"
Xie Jiangsheng has always been a suspicious person, he doesn't believe that there is pure love without any interests in this world, everything is purposeful, such as falling in love with his money, or this perfect skin.
He believes that Shen Yue is also like this.
Shen Yue blinked, and her long and thick eyelashes trembled gently.
The wind blew on his face a little painfully, and Shen Yue's heart seemed to be chilled by the cold wind, and every inch of ice was sealed, and it would shatter with a blow.
Shen Yue's head lowered a little, and he said in a low voice, "Mr. Xie, this has nothing to do with you. ”
Her words seemed to wake up Xie Jiangsheng and herself.
But in Xie Jiangsheng's eyes, it was a default.
As if he couldn't face the fact that the woman who loved him so much betrayed him, his face was a little distorted.
Xie Jiangsheng approached her violently, his two strong arms formed an absolutely imprisoned posture, firmly pressing Shen Yue's thin and thin shoulders, the green tendons on the back of his hands burst out, and the heavy tone hid the violence of the mountain rain that was about to come.
It's like catching the evidence that Shen Yue cheated and abandoned him, like a jealous husband, like an irrational fool.
"Am I not good enough for you? I won't give you what you want? You dare to go behind my back to find someone else, Shen Yue, what do you think of me? What the hell are you taking me for?! ”
Every word struck her eardrums like thunder and lightning, making her deafening and eager to cover her ears. The surging oppressive force made Shen Yue's heart panic, his hands and feet were soft, and his face was so pale that it was transparent.
Almost subconsciously, she tried her best to avoid Xie Jiangsheng's gaze, wanting to take a few breaths.
"Why are you so cheap?"
Cheap?
Shen Yue's heart was pressed by the boulder and fell into the icy water, and the blood on his body began to slowly cool.
Her hands were shaking, and her shoulders were shaking.
The dark eyes were already full of crystal misty tears, the bright lips were bent, and the pear vortex was very shallow, rippling with a bitter taste.
She said, "Mr. Xie is right, I'm just cheap." ”
Her long, beautiful eyelashes were wet and fluttering, like butterflies flapping their wings.
The red eyes, full of tears, slipped from the corners of the eyes, like pearls that had been poured out of the box, falling down in a flutter.
But the corners of her mouth were still curved, and it was the arc of a smile, which was not very real.
It's like a smile.
It seems to cry.
"You say, how can a person be so cheap?"
The delicate question, as if asking herself.
She is self-abandoned, self-loathing.
I was so disgusted with myself that I wished I had never been to this world.
She even began to hate why that car accident didn't take her life?
(End of chapter)